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    “I—“ Izuku hesitated, gaping wordlessly, before admitting softly. “I don’t know. I just don’t want to go home. There’s nothing for me, there.”

    “So you filled this hole by playing detective— And how long is that going to last, I wonder?” Stain replied, still massaging his chin. “But you— You have potential.”

    Izuku blinked at Stain’s chest, before looking up. “Excuse me?”

    “What a waste would it be, to let you become a red splatter on the sidewalk.” Stain continued, almost contemplating. “No. No, kid, what you need is a new purpose. Your old one is gone? Well, time to get off your ass and find something else—“

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    03 Jul 2019

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    i CRIED THIS WAS SO GOOD
    i never thought i’d feel sorry for stain yet here i am bawling like a baby

  2. Rec 36

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    I know I've been living in an alternate canon for years, that I have shielded myself from the effects of Endgame. But here's the thing- it's not because I don't want an ending to the story. It's not because I can't deal with death.

    It's because I know what they'll do to Tony. I know that they'll give him a happy ending and then rip it away.

    And to be honest, I'm tired of watching the characters I relate to most- the Tony Starks, the Quentin Coldwaters, the Spencer Reids, the Merlins, the Magnus Banes, the Raphael Santiagos, the Jughead Jones, the Ianto Joneses- the queercoded and the queer, the mentally ill and the coded as such, keep dying or keep getting their happy endings and same-sex love interests torn away from them. I'm tired of caring too much about something that shouldn't mean so much, tired of watching characters like me struggle and overcome and end up getting some part of them, whether their queerness or their minds or their actual lives, get shot point-blank and get left to die.

    This isn't a ship thing. This isn't a "let's make him gay" thing.

    This is about the fact that every time this happens, I see a part of myself dying on screen. I see a promise broken, a mirror shattered.

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    27 Apr 2019

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    i read your tags 'writing happy endings for queer/neurodivergent characters is an act of pointed revolution, not a passive fantasy' and i almost started crying, so i knew i was going to cry when i read this. and i did. i love this because it puts all of my anger, all of my tears, all of my disappointment, all of my heartbreak and anguish over seeing queer/neurodivergent characters get ruined and stepped on and killed and hurt, into words that are easy to express. into something that i can show my friends and have them understand. thank you so much for writing this.

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    Logan was aware that his friends weren't exactly straight, but he didn't realise quite how out of his depth he was surrounding the topic of being gay until this exact moment. 

    Or, Logan learns something new about himself.

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    Basically I wanted to write a universe where Voldemort never rose into power and there was no Wizarding War. Lily and James are alive and Harry is not the boy who lived but an average Hogwarts student. I had to shift events around but I feel like this could be a very interesting idea. Many events and deaths I got rid of while others I just shifted or put in a different context. Also I feel like there is not enough Cedric/Harry and I wanted to write it and I wanted to write it without all the tragedy.

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    “I hope you don’t mind, it's simply elven way to be proud of your marriage” then he continued as if he hadn’t just dropped a bomb shell “however I endeavor to respect your cultural and personal preferences as best as possible”

    The moment between them sizzled, Gimli felt himself as a kettle, quickly reaching his boiling point.

    Then, as Legolas leaned forward to collect himself, and the tea, Gimli exploded “You’re married!?”

    Legolas flinched slightly in reaction blinking down at him with large elf eyes, a small questioning smile worked its way onto his lips “what are you-” he stopped short, and as the realization dawned on him, he gave the tiniest “oh”

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    Inspired by this prompt on tumblr
    https://spork-of-rae.tumblr.com/post/176490644116/spork-of-rae-hc-about-legolas-and-gimlis-first

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    Legolas thought Gimli understood elven traditions regarding marriage and sex. Gimli does not. This is the story of what happens when an elf and a dwarf accidentally get married while in the middle of a giant war. Featuring a very exasperated human ranger.

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