cryinglaughingatnight



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    Neil is dead and Andrew is alive. Somehow, life goes on.

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    a series of asexual neil fics, in rough chronological order.

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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    Perfection is everywhere. It’s hidden, it’s safe and sound where curious eyes don’t think to linger, it’s where the night stops and starts, in the little things we do not hear. It lies where the right people can spot it—and sometimes, sometimes it lets itself be taken and used, be loved, destroyed even.

    Nathaniel Wesninski had never been after perfection. He thought it reserved to the weak-minded, at first, those who’d never have anything else to search after than beauty, those who would never understand it and never quite do it justice. But when you’re nineteen, anything can be beautiful: from a timid sunset to gentle hands running along your spine, a kiss, a lie, a pitch black night with nothing but mystery and unknown and secrets. Chaos, too. Chaos above all things.

    The gods should have considered it when they gave Nathaniel Wesninski all the tools he needed to obtain it: money, power, beauty and depth, eyes that never stared for too long and never gave away everything. They should have known it’d take a monster to destroy one. They should have known monsters and perfection never did too well.

    If they had known, then perhaps no one would have died.

    Perhaps.

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    08 Nov 2021

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    *last updated in 2019* *sobs loudly*

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Kevin loves Neil... but he doesn't mind sharing. And Neil looks so pretty when he's high out of his mind.

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    24 Aug 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    Five times Andrew came untouched and one time he got a hand

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    14 Aug 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Kevin is an oblivious heart-eyed idiot. Andrew and Neil are tired of waiting for him to finally say it.

    Yup. Just Kandreil smut with feelings.

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    12 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    The first time Neil Josten goes down on Kevin Day, and more.

    Also, the one where Kevin has a huge--

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    10 Aug 2021