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    It’s a lot to take in, worse when paired with the cocktail of emotion and sensation blasting at him. Disjointed thoughts fire into Jeonghan’s mind in tense, thin strings. What are we gonna do and this is my fault and this doesn’t feel fixed is hyung going to stay sick and what if they make us leave the group I don’t want to leave please—

    “This is all Mingyu?” Jeonghan finally manages.

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    31 Jul 2022

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    crying because it's everything

  2. Rec 89

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    “Wouldn't you like to know?”

    Jeonghan said it the day he died, a smirk at the corner of his mouth when they stopped at the 7-11 on their way home from school.

    Jisoo would like to know, as it turns out. He really fucking would.

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    24 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chills everywhere

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    Jeonghan doesn’t avoid Seungcheol after the breakup. He has this theory — exposure therapy, or something like that. A way to blunt the blade. It makes it easier.

    Seungcheol does avoid him, though.

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    21 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i have a meeting tomorrow morning and i'm crying my eyes out at 11pm

  4. Rec 14

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    Seungcheol starts drawing the bath before Hansol’s caller has left.

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    21 Jul 2022

  5. Rec 8

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    “Why are you hurting so much, Jeonghan-ah?”

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    “You’re scared remembering will worsen the missing.”

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    “Seungkwan-ah, hyung — hyung is sorry.”

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    “It’s because you’re beautiful, and I love you, you know.”

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    12 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holding this gently