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Jimin's been feeling down and out lately. There have been these creeping tendrils of jealousy and depression wrapped around his heart, that has begun weighing down on him. He's frustrated that he's feeling this way, that despite their newest concept of ‘Love Yourself', he can't bring himself to exemplify and do just that. Wrapped in emotions like self-hatred and the frustration of not loving himself, Jimin collapses in the dance studio –
Only to wake up in a room unlike his own. As he digs deeper and gains more clues, he realises that he's woken up in an alternate dimension where he isn't part of BTS. Confused and slightly disheartened, he makes plans to try and contact the one thing that's familiar to him – his family: the members of BTS. As he does so, he wonders just why he was dropped into this universe and perhaps through this journey, he'll learn a thing or two about self-worth and loving himself.
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It was terrible – the way he could point out several of his own flaws, yet not see any good in himself. It was terrible – the way everyone assumed that the person who always lent a listening ear, didn’t need one himself. It was terrible –the way they pushed all their worries onto him, pushing themselves up in the process, but never thought of pushing the one person who needed it the most.
Bangtan couldn’t see what was going wrong.
Until it was too late.
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- Part 1 of Recovery
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Special? There's nothing special about me. by bthumanity
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Feb 2018
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There are times, Jimin learns, where he has to take a step back and force his mind to stop comparing himself to the other members.
They’re different people, with different abilities and different learning styles.
Just because Hoseok is able to absorb whatever choreography that comes his way in a blink of an eye, doesn’t mean he can. Everyone’s different – wired in all sorts of different ways. So he should stop comparing himself to others.
Just because Jungkook can pick up new skills – especially new ones – quickly and he can’t, shouldn’t be the reason why he beats himself up internally for being better. Jimin’s just a bit slower.
But it hurts his pride and feelings knowing he can be so slow on things.
Even with such internal reassurances, Jimin can't help but think that he's being so pathetic when he's behind everything.
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- Part 3 of Please Comfort Me
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There are some days where Jimin feels perfectly confident in his skin. He holds his head up high and he walks with a confident gait. Jimin will laugh boisterously, throwing his head back and slapping his hands on whatever he can reach, and feeling giddy with the love and attention he receives.
Other times, Jimin feels like peeling or even scratching his entire skin off. He doesn’t feel comfortable in his skin at all, rather feeling like he doesn’t belong at all. When he looks at all his friends and then at himself, it feels and looks like he’s the thorn among the roses. He’s barely holding himself together, the pieces that make him being held together by a thread.
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- Part 1 of Please Comfort Me
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“You know,” Jimin starts, his head tilted upwards as he looks at the half-moon gleaming above them. The light from the moon creates beautiful shadows on his face but strangely enough, it only serves to make him look lonely and sad.
“I used to hate myself. Still do sometimes actually,” Jimin admits, a grim smile stretched on his face.
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- Part 2 of Recovery
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Back to Good by alby_mangroves, chicklette
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
02 Oct 2017
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In the spring of 2017 three things happened that changed Sam Wilson’s life forever: First, the Accords were dissolved and all related “crimes” committed prior to their repeal were sealed and the sentences commuted. Second, one James “Bucky” Barnes (aka the Winter Soldier), came out of Cryo, was successfully deprogrammed, and chose to live with one Steven Grant Rogers (aka Captain America) as he tried to make his way in the brave new world. Third, Samuel Thomas Wilson (aka The Falcon) fell in love with Bucky Barnes. This wouldn’t ordinarily be of note, save for the fact that he was already in love (and living in glorious sin with) the previously mentioned Steve Rogers.
Oh, and there’s also the small matter of how Sam handles his post-mission adrenaline drop. (Hint: he doesn’t.)
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11 Apr 2021
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Love with the Three of Us by dragongirlG for hobbitdragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Feb 2020
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"Listen," said Sam with a sigh. "I get it. You're both hot. Sexy. Attractive. Genetically modified Adonises. Whatever. You know you are. The whole world knows you are—I mean, you should see some of the things people tweet these days whenever someone posts videos of you two running. Just—please, stop torturing my poor eyeballs and get a room already. Get whatever this is out of your system so I don't have to keep"—Sam waved a hand—"dealing with it."
Steve hummed, pouring milk over his gigantic bowl of Cheerios. "I'll give up when Bucky finally concedes that I'm the winner."
"The winner?" Sam hissed. "What is the prize here? Besides my sanity?"
Or: Steve and Bucky are competitive assholes who want to know who fucks better, so Sam offers to be their judge. Superhero threeway smut ensues.
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11 Apr 2021
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Let Sam Wilson Run in Peace by EvenMadderHatter
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
29 Apr 2018
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Sam just wanted to take a nice run around the city to clear his head. That was all he wanted.
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Sam Wilson getting harassed by his super-soldier boyfriends
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11 Apr 2021
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How Darlene Wilson ended up adopting a couple of stray super soldiers.
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11 Apr 2021
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Odin believes Sam Wilson has stolen his ravens. Sam and Steve each have a solution to this problem. Neither of these solutions is well thought out.
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10 Apr 2021