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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Live with the sadness for long enough and it becomes such a big part of yourself that you can't let it go when the time comes or something -STOP- This morning Franziska brushed my hair and I cried -STOP- I really did -STOP- Because she brushed my hair for me like no one has since you -STOP-


    or, a record of communications between the living and the dead
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    24 Nov 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Hua Cheng and Xie Lian lay together, talking and kissing until they fall asleep.

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    11 Oct 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    Xie Lian was His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, the heart of the universe, the correct path for the human world, and Feng Xin spent the better part of his youth spinning around Xie Lian like a planet in orbit, caught in a nameless gravity, too captivated to tear himself away.

    (or, how feng xin comes to realize his feelings for his best friend, falls out with him, and then eventually reconciles with him again 800 years later)

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    01 Sep 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Does it hurt a lot?” Xie Lian asks, like it hasn’t happened to him many times before. He usually avoids hikes for this exact reason. By taking Hua Cheng with him, he’d hoped everything would go fine.

    To think it wouldn’t be him who would hurt himself, but Hua Cheng.

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    22 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    With his hair strewn across the pillow and his face soft and bright with laughter, Hua Cheng is the most beautiful sight Xie Lian has ever had the gift of seeing. His beloved is beautiful in all forms and all skins, when covered in blood and gore or when showering Xie Lian with flowers. He loves him so much his heart aches with it, more each day until it seems impossible such feeling could fit in such an old and battered thing. And still, each day, he wakes to love him more.

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    12 Aug 2021