always_an_anxious_mess
Fandoms
- Video Blogging RPF (33)
- Minecraft (Video Game) (33)
- Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series) (2)
- RWBY (1)
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looks like im not just human after all by always_an_anxious_mess
Fandoms: Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
26 Jan 2021
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It’s common knowledge that if you’re a hybrid, your trait comes in between the ages of ten and twelve.
Tommy’s fine with being the only human in a family of hybrids. After hearing his family members describe how painful it is? Count him out.
That is, until he gets this weird rash on his back... and his head’s been really itchy lately.
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Oneirataxia by always_an_anxious_mess, Ecinue
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP - Fandom
23 Jan 2021
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5 times that he stood on the edge and the 1 time he made a choice.Oneirataxia
(n) the inability to distinguish between fantasy and reality
Series
- Part 32 of ecinue's internet food
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Color Theory by always_an_anxious_mess, Ecinue
Fandoms: Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
23 Jan 2021
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5 times Tommy needed help and the 1 time he was able to help someone else.
(A sequel to “I Saved you Tommy, be Grateful. Read that first because this might not make sense otherwise!)
Series
- Part 2 of and if you can stay then i’ll show you the way
- Part 33 of ecinue's internet food
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live in the moment by always_an_anxious_mess
Fandoms: Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
22 Jan 2021
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There was blood everywhere.
It was smeared on the walls, on the ground. It stained his clothes a dark reddish-brown color, completely soaking through them and making the fabric cling to his skin. It dripped from his hands, rolling between his fingers and coloring his palms bright red. It plastered his hair to his head, surely making his hair turn brown.
There was a puddle of the rust colored liquid underneath him as he knelt on the ground.
He had so many questions.
(Or: Tommy has a nightmare and gets comforted by Tubbo)
((PURELY PLATONIC PLEASE THEY ARE FRIENDS I STG)) -
im here and i wont leave you now by always_an_anxious_mess
Fandoms: Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
19 Jan 2021
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Both Tommy and Tubbo discover Tommy is a hybrid by accident. Fluff ensues.
(Aka: Writing fluff to mentally prepare myself for tomorrow. Title is from Hold on Forever by Rob Thomas)
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ecinue's internet food by always_an_anxious_mess, Ecinue
Fandom: Dream SMP - Fandom, Minecraft (Video Game), Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
23 Jan 2021
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Collection of my non-OG fics.
- Words:
- 117,379
- Works:
- 33
- Bookmarks:
- 38
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and if you can stay then i’ll show you the way by always_an_anxious_mess, Ecinue
Fandom: Dream SMP - Fandom, Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
23 Jan 2021
- Words:
- 20,499
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 25
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chase the wind and touch the sky by always_an_anxious_mess
Fandom: Minecraft - Fandom, Vide Blogging RPF, Video Blogging RPF
18 Dec 2020
- Words:
- 4,348
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 27
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don’t be so scared of the dark (it’s my only friend) by always_an_anxious_mess
Fandom: Minecraft - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
17 Nov 2020
- Words:
- 19,725
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 249
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Phil gets a visit from twin gods of Love and War, propelling him onto a path he cannot turn back from.
Bookmarked by always_an_anxious_mess
26 Jan 2021
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How to greet someone by bellfort3 for emo_and_confused
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), sbi - Fandom, Sleepy Bois Inc
26 Jan 2021
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Before anyone assumes anything, Tommy was not abused. His parents never hit him, or taken the opposite approach and refused to touch him. Tommy was a perfectly loved child.
It was just that growing up, he'd never platonically hugged his friends. He'd hug his parents and his extended family, but he never greeted his school friends with a hug. It just wasn't something he did.
But it seems to be something that the Sleepy Bois and Tubbo did.
Or, Tommy meets up with Tubbo, Wilbur, Phil, and Techno and has a hard time navigating their friendly touches.
Series
- Part 1 of touch starved!tommy
Bookmarked by always_an_anxious_mess
26 Jan 2021
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Tommy was done with his parents using him, so he ran away.
It turned out that living alone was a little lonelier than he’d expected and a lot harder.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,880
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 150
- Kudos:
- 1816
- Bookmarks:
- 292
- Hits:
- 8198
Bookmarked by always_an_anxious_mess
22 Jan 2021
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Families of Blood, Paper, and Heart by spoon_spoon
Fandoms: Real Person Fiction, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
22 Jan 2021
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“Mom? Dad? I’m home.”
The silence of the house was only broken by his echoing calls for his parents. His parents weren't home, they practically never were. At this rate, Phil was more of a parent to him, despite living a while away.
Tommy groaned, and glanced around the kitchen to see if anyone had left a note saying when they would be back. Finally, he sees one in his father's sharp black scrawl: “We’ll be back in two weeks, there’s money in your account, only call if it’s an emergency.”
Bookmarked by always_an_anxious_mess
21 Jan 2021
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Afterlife by Aenqa
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
21 Jan 2021
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Wilbur and Schlatt are dead. Why is it so hard for them to stay that way?With great effort, Wilbur grabbed Schlatt and wrenched them both away until they crashed back onto the black rock of their world. They hunched there, coughing and panting for breath, for a long moment. Schlatt spit to the side.
“Those fucking idiots,” he said hoarsely. “They’re trying to bring you back.”
Series
- Part 4 of the sword & the pen (dream smp)
Bookmarked by always_an_anxious_mess
21 Jan 2021