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    When Eddie left the 118, he promised Buck that nothing would change. But six weeks later, things were strained between them as Eddie tried to adjust to his new role at dispatch while Buck decided to take a major step forward in his relationship. After a series of revelations forced Buck and Eddie to confront what they really wanted out of life, it was up to them to find their way back to each other.

    Back home.

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    07 Apr 2022

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    "So, just to be clear: You want to make a—” she glances down at her papers, “—Mr. Evan Buckley your son Christopher Diaz's guardian in the event of your untimely death."

    "Yes, that is correct."

    "And you... don't want to tell him about it?"

    "Eh," he says. Eh, like he's not breaking Silvia's brain. "I'm sure I'll tell him eventually."

     

    or; eddie makes buck christopher's legal guardian told from his lawyer's perspective. because why not

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    31 May 2021

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    Eddie keeps his eyes on everything in that hospital room except Buck.  

    And in way too many words, in a way that he can argue totally doesn’t mean what you think it means, he stares at the cold tile wall and tells Buck he loves and trusts him more than any other adult he’s ever known.  

    Just... not in those exact words.

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    31 May 2021

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    Post-Treasure Hunt after Buck's made his moves towards Taylor and she turned him down.

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    Buck felt like he was floating.

    And not in a good way. It felt like he was floating in a way that he hadn’t felt in a while. He felt listless, aimless, purposeless. Therapy was supposed to be helping him, he was supposed to be sorting through this — this thing that he had, this issue with abandonment, this need for everyone around him to constantly reassure him that they wanted him around.

    The real problem was that this abandonment thing wasn’t just a single loose thread that Buck just had to untangle and then set right. It was a million little threads all knotted together, threads from his past relationships, threads from his family, threads from his friends, threads from work, twisting and weaving together into this suffocating blanket of shame. He wanted to be needed, wanted to be loved. He wanted it so badly that it made him feel sick, made bitterness creep up the back of his tongue, made his skin itch.

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    29 May 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 88

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    Picking up right in the middle of 4x08, when Eddie leaves Buck’s apartment with Christopher, both of them not able to stop thinking about what it means that Christopher chose Buck as a person to run to and what a new relationship in Eddie’s life will mean for their relationship with each other.

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    26 May 2021