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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Liam isn't a good guy and Zayn knows this. Fuck he knows it. He's experienced firsthand of how not a good guy Liam can be but it's not like he's going to marry the bastard so what's the harm in messing around, right?

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    11 Sep 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    Closeted professional hockey player Zayn Malik is falling hard for an out-and-proud male model. He’s unable to resist Harry’s charm and pushing personal boundaries he never thought he’d cross. But Harry is the kind of guy who deserves someone who isn’t afraid to be himself. Zayn’s fears about what coming out will do to his career clash with the future he hopes to build with Harry. He knows he’ll eventually have to make a choice.

    Harry Styles knows better than to date a man who wants to keep him a secret, but there’s something about Zayn he can’t ignore. So he’ll take the risk, and it’ll be all right, because this isn’t a forever romance. He’s happy to live in the moment. But somehow, at some point, feelings sneak up on him and he’s not okay anymore. At a breaking point, Harry must also make a decision. Their time together will either be the start of something wonderful or nothing more than a happy memory.

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    30 Aug 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    "This is my biggest, most honest secret. And I’m giving it to you because I want to be stupid one more time, and believe you’ll cherish my real parts like you said you would. And if it bites me in the arse, you’ll just be another lesson I learn, I guess.”

     

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    Harry is an ex-singer who now just runs a wake-up show at Capital FM.
    Zayn is an escort, and he thinks that's the only thing he's good at.
    A small truth is that Zayn is Harry's fan, with a huge celeb crush on him.
    A big truth is that they both know the other is so, so much more. They only need the other to see it.

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    29 Aug 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Once the golden boy of the English literary scene, now a clinically depressed writer of pulp crime fiction, Zayn Malik has given up on love, hope, happiness, and—most of all—himself. He lives his life between the cycles of his illness, haunted by the ghosts of other people’s expectations.

    Then a chance encounter at a stag party throws him into the arms of Harry Styles, an aspiring model who lives in a world of hair gel, fake tans, and fashion shows. By his own admission, Harry isn’t the crispest lettuce in the fridge, but he cooks a mean cottage pie and makes Zayn laugh, reminding him of what it’s like to step beyond the boundaries of anxiety.

    But Zayn has been living in his own shadow for so long that he can’t see past the glitter to the light. Can a man who doesn’t trust himself ever trust in happiness? And how can a man who doesn’t believe in happiness ever fight for his own?

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    28 Aug 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    “So you’re not looking at Harry train and imagining how running your tongue along his collarbone tattoos would feel like,” Louis says.
    “Stay out of my mind, Lou,” Zayn replies, narrowing his eyes.
    “You’re trained to block other people,” Louis shrugs. “It’s just that when it’s about Harry, your thoughts get all whacky. You fancy him.”
    “I don’t,” Zayn answers, hoping it sounds final, “And stay out of my mind anyway. He’s a resource for our op. Nothing else.”
    “Yeah, tell yourself that loud enough. Maybe you’ll believe it eventually."

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    Since about ten years, mind reading has become normal. Everybody can do it.
    Everybody, except Harry Styles.
    He's been living his life thinking he has some sort of disability.
    Until Zayn Malik shows up, and tells him that it's not a disability. It's a gift, and he needs it.
    Zayn also snogs him, but that's another story.

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    06 Aug 2019

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