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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Girls don’t like being second choice, Sylvain,” Dorothea reminded him, but Hilda wasn’t sure if she actually cared or was playing it up to make him feel bad. Maybe both! 

    “Listen,” Sylvain said, with a silly smile and those beautiful, sensitive-guy eyes. “When you’ve got three people in one bed, sometimes one person has to wait, that’s all. Unless Hilda wants to take care of you.”

    [Illustrated, nsfw.]

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    17 Feb 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 99

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    "So what you really feel toward women is...?"

    "The women who just want to use me to become nobility? Hatred's probably the right word."

    But hatred isn't enough to keep them from him, so why shouldn't Sylvain give them they want? As much as they want, as much as they can take, as much as he can give. And then even more.

    Loving Mercedes should be different from hating those others; but it's making hatred that he's used to, not making love.

    So they'll take it as painfully, agonizingly, teasingly slow as they need.

    Or. You know. Can.

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    15 Feb 2020

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Sylvain and Felix have been in each other's lives for as long as they can both remember. As the years go by, their relationship grows and changes, but one thing stays the same: the way it feels to sleep beside each other.

    Or, five times circumstance makes Sylvain and Felix share a bed, and one time it's choice.

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    12 Feb 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    The Kingdom army has taken the Great Bridge of Myrddin, and the entire continent is holding its breath as all three nations prepare their armies for a clash at Gronder Field. As the Kingdom army regroups at the monastery, a small disturbance sends Felix and Sylvain on a scouting mission to Imperial territory. They do not return.

    Captured and tortured for information, Felix and Sylvain have little to rely on but each other and the faint hope of rescue.

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    10 Feb 2020

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    She thought of all the ways it could have gone wrong. How much she had lost. How much more she could have lost. Not just kingdoms. Worse than nations. What she clung to -- a dog worrying a bone, lock-jawed and drowning -- but what still slipped away.

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    05 Feb 2020

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