Zoelily



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  1. Summary

    Snippets in the life of our favourite boys. Mostly inspired by actual events.

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  2. Summary

    Time, place, weather, emotion, reaction, progression. A four-part look at how everything comes together to play a part in Jensen and Misha's inevitable relationship.

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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    With Mary dead and Jack missing, Castiel goes in search of God. But what Chuck claims will help instead tears Castiel apart, leaving him feeling more broken and useless than ever. As he tries to put the pieces of himself back together with help from Sam and Dean, he comes to realize that memory is a double-edged sword, and blessings can look and act a lot like curses. Reclaiming all of his lost pieces is going to take more than courage. It will force him to admit truths he’s avoided for far too long, and ask for the one thing he’s certain he can’t have.

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    16 Nov 2019

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    After fleeing his hometown at 17 in order to put some distance between himself and the straight best friend he’s still desperately in love with, Castiel has finally returned ten years later to attend his high school reunion.

    Dean isn’t expecting to see Cas again after he bailed on him without a word so long ago, and finally figuring out the reason why turns out to be one hell of an eye opener. He’s not going to let that stand in the way of convincing Cas to move back, though, especially since they can’t seem to keep their hands off each other...

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    09 Nov 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Castiel and Dean grew up together. Both from broke, broken homes, falling in love was easy - until Dean’s father whisked him away. Years later, Cas is still living the struggle, selling his body to keep a roof over his siblings' heads and using drugs to get by. When Dean returns as a fully grown adult (and a paramedic at that) with his kid-brother-turned-lawyer in tow, Castiel can’t help feeling as if they’re picking up exactly where they left off. Falling swiftly in love all over again but used to only having himself to rely on, he struggles to let Dean in. When Gabriel gets arrested and takes a major source of the family’s income down with him, Castiel struggles to cope and leans on drugs and prostitution instead of Dean. Determined not to lose him for a second time, Dean fights to drag Castiel back from the claws of addiction and the brink of death, no matter what it takes. With help from friends, family, and Dean, Castiel finds himself working towards something for the first time ever, determined to choose life, love, and something more than what the city has always told him is all he has to offer.

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    03 Nov 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    After being seemingly abandoned by Castiel at the end-of-the-world-that-wasn't and mourning the loss of his brother, Dean travels the country with pennies in his pocket, living out of abandoned hotels and taking every odd job he can find, just to make it to the next town. Only he isn't as alone as he thought. After Heaven's failed war, Castiel returns with the intent to join Dean's side once again, only to find him starving and begging for the life he once had.

    And with the intent to rebuild their relationship, they set off together, only to discover that Sam is still alive and in desperate need of rescue.

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    01 Nov 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Eight weeks ago, a man found himself on the front porch of a house he'd never seen. With no idea who he was or how he'd gotten there, he could only accept what the police told him: His name was James Novak, and he'd been missing for years.

    Temporarily housed and working in a shelter, he suffers from recurring nightmares about killing a man named Dean, believing he must've murdered him. But after he's recognized by a young woman at the shelter, the real Dean turns up looking for him.

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    29 Oct 2019