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    “I’m not doing anything at all for him,” Felix says, irritated, though it isn’t clear with whom. He doesn’t say: I wouldn’t know how. I’ve never soothed a bear trap; I’ve never been elbow deep in a wasp’s nest with intent to shake hands. Nor could he bear: I’m closer to being these things than pacifying them.

    Felix and the burden of becoming human to himself, plus the terror of becoming human with others.

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    23 Apr 2021

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  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Well, we’ve certainly caught this early, it seems,” Manuela says, and Felix glares at his knees. “You’ve had no pain or dizziness? Fatigue? Spots in your vision, loss of color?” He shakes his head even as his fingers clench around his upper arms, because he hadn’t thought about how this was going to happen

    He had only been thinking about his childhood, every salt-tear he had spilled on Dimitri’s sleeves and into Sylvain’s shirt-fronts, how he had given up crying while they buried a coffin with only armor inside. He’d been dwelling on how weak he would look because of this, how weak he would feel, and not about the end consequence.

    He is not sure if he can come to terms with going blind because his stupid heart chose to fixate on Sylvain.

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    Felix comes down with an illness that causes glittering, crystalline tears, as a result of an unrequited love.

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    24 Jul 2020

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    He has always had nightmares, ever since he can remember. They are always the same, and there's always a man with a sword who dies. But they're just dreams, right?

    Sylvain catches a black ponytail and a sour face in the corner of his eye in the corridor, and his heart presses itself up into his throat and stops beating. He spins around on the spot and without thinking runs after the man and grabs his wrist.
    “It’s you!” He breathes out, staring at the other mans face.

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  5. Rec 3

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    Once a jerk, always a jerk - that's how Felix Hugo Fraldarius is, especially to his "best friend" Sylvain. Fed up with Sylvain's womanizing ways, he quarrels with him before leaving in favour of the Golden Deer house. Sylvain regrets everything he did on Felix's last day with the Blue Lions. Will the Battle of Gronder Field be his chance to make it up to him? And how will Fódlan - especially their families and Dimitri - perceive Felix's and Sylvain's relationship?

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    01 May 2020

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