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    Hours after a bolt to the chest, Hux wakes up on an escape craft lightyears from the Steadfast, destination set for the criminal hub Nevarro.

    But even at the most distant reaches of the galaxy, he can't escape Kylo Ren's orbit.

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    26 Dec 2019

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  2. Public Bookmark 1

    Take Our Hands Out of Control by Stereobone

    Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types

    This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.

    14 Nov 2019

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    4
    They go planet side to meet with a sketch materials trader
    Hux feels safer with Ren there
    The trade goes sour
    Ren leaves to oversee the transfer
    Hux gets knocked out by the trader
    A republic officer orchestrated the meeting and wants to kill hux for the bounty
    Hux headbutts the officer and breaks free
    He fights and struggles with the traders men and the officer
    Ren comes and kills them all except the trader
    He let's hux shoot the trader in the head after reading his mind
    They leave but there's a firefight outside
    They can't get past or they have to wait it out
    Ren brings down the enemies ships so hux can run
    Wow couple goals
    Guhhhhhh
    THEYRE BEING S O F T
    They're on the ship back, hux finds Ren with his helmet off and his nose is bleeding
    Ren tells hux he's never lifted objects of that size before and that Snoke will be happy
    Hux cleans ren and asks if he's okay
    Ren tells hux he thought Hus was going to die
    He's about to tell hux that he saw something but someone knocks on the door telling them theyr close to starkiller
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    Hux works and cleans up
    Ren is asleep on his bed
    Hux notices how calm he's sleeping
    He reports to snoke
    He doesn't tell him about the tracker on Ren's belt
    .
    Ren is still asleep
    Hux does work but ren wakes up
    Aww sleepy ren
    Hux asks about what he was going to say on the ship before they got interrupted
    Ren admits that his vision was about hux dying, that ren killed him
    Hux doesn't want to hear it so he kisses ren
    He tells ren he'd never let him kill him loolll
    Bottom ren
    . after they shower, hux kisses ren
    Hux realizes its the first time they've kissed outside of sex
    Ren has to go meet Snoke
    Hux wants to tell him about the tracker, about everything, but he doesn't
    .
    Ren disappears for a few days
    Its late a night when he returns
    He tells hux that hux makes him weak and he has go stop being with him
    Hux is confused and hurt
    He blurts out to ren that Snoke made him watch over him to see if he'd make any mistakes
    Ren says hux is too weak for Snoke to trust him like that
    Hux calls him Ben
    Ren force chokes hux
    Huxtells him to get out and never come back
    Ren tells him he won't
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    Hux meets with Snoke
    He's expecting to die lol
    He's shocked when realizes ren didn't tell Snoke anything
    Hux tells Snoke about the tracker
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    They don't talk anymore
    Ren goes on a mission
    Hux is glad he doesn't have to be weary of him
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    He has a dream about young Ren
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    Two months later, the mal on jakku is found
    Looll stereobone's author note
    5
    Hux finds Ren's post-starkiller blowing up
    There's so much blood
    They get him to the med bay
    He's in the bavta tank when hux enters
    He tells hux he would have stayed if hux asked him
    Hux can't take it, he leaves Ren
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    He busies himself with the cleanup
    He goes to Ren's tank and asks him what did he do to him
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    Phasma stops hux for a drink
    She tells him some of the troopers have seen Ren w.o the mask
    Lol they say he looks like a boy
    Phasma knew about them lol
    .
    Ren is awake
    He destroyed the med bay area
    Hux has to calm him
    Hux does and then sends him to his quarters
    .
    Hux tells Ren about the tracker
    Ren tells hux about killing han solo
    They kiss
    Ren tells hux he thinks its too late for them (to fix anything)
    Hux knows, he recites the star system :(((((((
    Beautiful ending to a beautiful story

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    The man has eyes the color of the sky. Hands that are bloodied from battle but might be gentle if they touched him. A voice that drags the ghosts of memories through the soldier’s fractured mind, and he can’t die. The soldier was sent to kill him. Ordered it, assigned it. And he didn’t, so he can’t go back. Not without completing a mission. Not again. He needs to run, to hide. To find some secret corner of the world where they’ll never find him.

    If the man drowns, it will all be for nothing. The man has to live. Even if the soldier might be taken back and put permanently into the ice for disobeying.

    //

    On the banks of the Potomac River, Steve wakes up to watch the Winter Soldier's back as he walks away. He can't let him go. Hydra might find him, and if they don't, SHIELD will, and Steve doesn't trust them either. Not when Bucky is buried in there somewhere. They have to run.

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    Steve wakes up at the river before bucky leaves
    He convjnces bucky to run with him
    They're at Tony's safehouse
    Bucky helps steve take the bullet out
    Steve hates hydra for taking his bucky away
    They were lovers before the war
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    They eat
    Hnnggg bucky so cute
    He asks who steve is
    Bucky asks what Steve's gonna do next
    Steve doesn't know either
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    They get cleaned up and sleep
    Bucky has a nightmare. Steve hesitates near the door and doesn't come in
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    Bucky pins Steve to a wall, suspicious
    Steve tells him he can leave
    Bucky doesn't but takes his weapons back
    Steve gives bucky post it notes to write stuff down that he remembers
    Bucky's still scared of touch
    Steve needs him to go pick up groceries bc he won't be recognized
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    They cook
    Steve remembers his they used to do this and feels guilty for not saving bucky
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    Steve cries for a bit bc he's so overwhelmed :(
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    Bucky remembers Rebecca
    He has a nightmare and let's steve come in
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    Steve goes out and bucky tries TV
    The loud noise triggers him and his bad memories come back
    Steve is there to help him snap out of it
    Bucky runs to his room but goes back to Steve for help
    Steve tells him the bad memories aren't his fault
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    Bucky breaks a dish
    Steve M's so touch starved :(
    Bucky tells steve he's not the same
    Steve tells him he's not the same steve either
    Le angst
    3
    Bhcky glues the bowl back together
    Steve sees and breaks a bowl so they can be even
    Omfg they are so touch starved and I'm here for it
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    Bucky allows small touches now
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    Tony's here lol
    Bucky attacks him but Steve's there
    Tony wants to check up on them
    He tells steve he should let Sam and nat know
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    Bucky hears steve crying after the calls
    Bucky hugs steve from behind :(
    4
    Buckys abt to shave but steve has to pee really bad lolol
    Bucky opens the door but doesn't realize he's shirtless
    Steve sees the scars
    Bucky tells him abt how he never got to shave himself
    Steve offers
    Bucky lets him and also let's him look at the arm
    Omg I'm crying
    Bucky hugs steve
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    Bucky asks abt the Howlies
    Sappy love confessions
    Remembers a bit more of their past
    They go to bed and steve asks bucky to asks him to stay lol
    Bucky wants steve to tell him abt the past
    They sleep
    Bucky wakes up and thinks steve is a hydra imposter
    Bucky runs away
    5
    Steve chases bucky
    Steve gets him back by telling him how bucky confessed his love when he thought steve was sick and asleep
    Bucky breaks down
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    They go back inside
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    Bucky kisses steve rly hard
    Steve tells bucky that he's his own person now; not hydr's not Steve's
    Wow I'm cry
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    Nat calls
    They're moving to the tower
    Fury sortying out extradition and that stuff
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    Bucky meets Sam and nat
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    Steve gives him the broken bowl with soil and seeds in it
    Haply endning

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “It’ll be okay,” Bucky promises.

    He’s always done that. For their whole lives, Steve’s always been the one less in touch with his emotions but more easily paralyzed by them, and Bucky’s always known how to put on a brave face even when he’s struggling and promise, at times through clenched teeth, that everything will be alright.

     And Steve will be okay, because he doesn’t have any other option. It’s only a million tiny cuts all over his body, his heart, his soul, slowly bleeding him dry. How could be not be okay, when Bucky’s been through so much worse.
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    A brief expansion of the cryostasis scene from Civil War.

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    “You’re the one who wanted to see how far I could push you. You know how I like to follow orders, Buck,” Steve tells him, teasing drawl to his voice because Steve Rogers has never followed a goddamn order in his goddamn life up ‘til right about now.

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