Suriru



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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    Connor's turning 27. Evan's sitting the bar exam.

    Over and over again.

    A Dear Evan Hansen Russian Doll AU.

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    06 Dec 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    "So there he was, sobbing apologies into the receiver--because of course his first call would be with someone who wants to kill themselves, and of course his supervisor would suddenly disappear from the room they were supposed to be supervising, and just how unlucky could you be to not only want to die, but also to make the effort to reach out for help only to be saddled with an incompetent, blubbering mess like Evan fucking Hansen?"

    In which Evan volunteers at the local warmline, and gets a bit more than what he signed up for.

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    25 Nov 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    "So," says Heidi, all smiles as she dishes up, "What have you boys been up to all afternoon?"

    Evan's throat promptly seals itself shut.

    He coughs to try and clear it, but it doesn't work, and he can feel his face flooding with color and he shoots Connor an alarmed look because Evan is a really bad liar and not at all equipped to deal with this and they both know it.

    "We watched a movie," says Connor casually.

    (OR: They didn't watch a movie.)

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    24 Nov 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Evan finds himself nodding away like a bobblehead as Connor keeps muttering about the video, about how sexist and revolting and damaging the whole concept of pick-up artists is. Fake. Fucked up. Awful.

    And then, without looking up from his phone screen, he mumbles:

    "That's not even how you do it, anyway."

    And that... catches Evan's interest.

    (OR: Evan and Connor watch a pick-up artist compilation video. Connor has a LOT to say on the subject. A three-part story.)

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    24 Nov 2019

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    After falling from the tree didn't do the trick, Evan begins to seek out another solution. A partner. Peer pressure to get the job done. He spends several weeks trolling a website with a section called Suicide Partners after breaking his arm. He finds a potential match in someone else who is looking to make sure they actually pull the trigger this time (metaphorically speaking).

    Three guesses whose message Evan responds to.

    It's Connor's, of course.

    Inspired by My Heart and Other Black Holes.

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    29 Oct 2019