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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dennis kills himself without so much of a warning, a note, or a sign. Mac is left to pick up the pieces and desperately and find closure from the things never resolved, when Dennis returns — but not in the most likely way.

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    It’s a goddamn shame Mac was so hideously, unsubtly, embarrassingly in love with him. Because now, Dennis was dead. And Mac was too late. 

    He was too fucking late. 

    “I’m too f-fucking late...” Mac was stood in the shower, eyes puffy and red from another night of crying himself to sleep — the nightly routine. Like fucking clockwork. He was trying to get ready for work, trying to wash the sins away from last night’s bad thoughts and feelings, so he could turn up to the bar with a fairly regular appearance, no questions asked. He was facing the shower, which he’d taken to doing in the month since Dennis had died — it was a cathartic way to wash, and a perfect way to romanticise fantasies about drowning. 

    What? If Dennis was suicidal, Mac was allowed to be, too.

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    24 Jan 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    "All I can do is wait until next week." Mac says.

    "I hate that."

    “I know you do.” Mac replies. “Pick something to watch.”

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    22 Jan 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    “So, why the fuck am I your primary emergency contact? Oh, and why were you driving a car drunk in an alley? It sounds like the time we tried to stage a fake suicide. You weren’t trying to kill yourself, were you? There are so many better ways to do that.”

    Mac takes Charlie home after he crashes a car.

    (this is a rewrite of an old fic!!!)

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    20 Jan 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Come here and settle this fight for us."

    "Why is it a fight? We aren't even arguing!! If this is a fight it's because you made it a fight! I was just saying you could improve!" 

    "What is this even about?" Dennis asked, he sat on the opposite side of the couch from Charlie and waited until Charlie moved, setting his head in Dennis' lap to look down at him. He still had all those freckles. Dennis cared about them probably too much. 

    "OH WHAT'S THIS ABOUT? CHARLIE HERE HAD THE FUCKING NERVE TO TELL ME I'M A BAD KISSER. ME! I'M A GREAT KISSER! I CAN KISS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!"

    "NO, NO YOU CAN'T!"

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    aka, dennis is touch starved and gay and mac and charlie are touchy and also gay. and they love each other a lot

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    16 Jan 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Most twins can feel each other's pain. Dee and Dennis can feel each other's everything.

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    15 Jan 2022