24 Jan 2021
Shinya had thought, he was fine with how things were. He really thought that he was. But this mere moment changed everything. It was that look in Guren’s eyes that made Shinya doubt everything that he had already accepted.
For years Shinya had burried his feeling for Guren. In fact, Guren had never been an open book about what he felt or wanted. But when Shinya realizes that there might be a chance Guren could actually return his feelings, it’s all coming back.
But Shinya is not the only one who wants to kiss Guren so badly. All of their friends seem to be attached to something they cannot achieve. Shinya know he’s not the only one in love with Guren, but there is something between them that even unspoken is so powerful, that Shinya just can’t turn away from it. Even if Guren is keeping secrets from him, he just cannot stop loving him.
13 Sep 2020
His muscles tightened. He could feel his own quick breath between his slightly opened lips. His lower body twitched as his pants tightened from the erection. Shinya must feel it as he was sitting right on it. But all he wanted right now was that Shinya continued with what he was doing.
But then Shinya stopped. Gradually Guren opened his eyes to see Shinya’s face directly in front of him. He looked so pretty, with his light hair hanging into his blue eyes that were looking directly into his.
“And? How about now?” Shinya giggled softly.
“What now?!” Guren’s voice was not as strong as it used to.
“Will you beg me to tie you up, Guren?”
Shinya is up for some naughty games, but Guren is just tired from work. Fortunately Shinya knows exactly how to get what he wants and how to make Guren surrender to him. But still Guren poses a challenge for him, as a tsundere does not give in so easily.
21 Jul 2020
But Guren could not finish his sentence, as Shinya had leaned over and kissed him. Shinya's lips gently touched his. It happened so sudden and out of nowhere that Gurens head could not process it at all. He just felt his body react. Heat, Excitement, Fear. Everything at the same time. It was only a brief moment, only an instant, when Shinya kissed him but in that moment it felt like an eternity.
Even after the apocalypse life went on and Guren with it. There were several times his best friend kissed him and he ignored all of them, trusting Shinya enough not to tell anyone. But Guren slowly starts to realize that maybe Shinya means a lot more to him than just a friend. So this is the story of the kisses that never happened, until they finally mattered.
What if things went differently after the apocalypse? What if Mahiru had no control over Guren? What if there hadn't been powerful forces that interfered? And what if Shinya just tried his luck and kissed his best friend? Multiple times.
The story is based on the light novels and is an alternative storyline set after the apocalypse in 2012.
Arc 1 | Chap 01 - 09 | 2013-2015
Arc 2 | Chap 10 - 20 | 2015
“Mika?” he asked, turning away his glance and blushing slightly. “Did you mean what you said?”
Yuu paused for a while, before he turned back to him looking him straight in the eyes.
“I love you. You said “I love you” before you left me.”
Hearing Yuu say those words, Mika felt the heat rising in his cheeks.
“What’s that suppose to mean?! You don’t remember?!” Yuu complained, leaning even closer.
He died. He died saving Yuu. And yet he was alive.
When Mika realizes he became human again, he is hit with the feelings he lost for all those years. But this is his chance to not only come clear with Yuu about his feelings but also make up with his new family.
The usual Mikayuu Fluff, set some when after chapter 90.
21 Mar 2020
“Guren, you could have killed us all!”
Shinya is not aware, that these words hit Guren more than he expected. While Shinya tries to apologize, Guren is blocking all his attempts to cheer him up. But as a friend Shinya would do everything to make Guren happy.
Though he would never have guessed that this would end up in them making out and having sex. As well he had never thought, that Guren would actually be a good top.
It's Cold by BlackDeva for Aki_no_hikari
25 May 2016
Guren leans back, shoving one hand into his pocket, eyes gazing towards the clouded sky.
“Yeah... It's really fucking frigid.”
He hates the cold. More so, he hates the distance between himself and Shinya.
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05 Jan 2021
29 Dec 2019
"You'll find someone who’ll need you."
That someone, Guren had met him at the age of sixteen.
He hadn't realized it at first: apparently, he hadn't ever really been as aware of his surroundings as he had thought himself to be.
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01 Oct 2020
I can't write summaries, but essentially Guren screws up big time- Featuring: Guren being submissive for once in his life, Kureto being represented the way Kureto ought to be represented (like a person), Shinya in the form of that "I lie to myself" shitspost, Shigure who really needs another drink but won't get one cause that's what started this mess in the first place, and the rest of the Guren Squad doing their best but also making things worse. In short, All Guren wants is for Shinya to look at him, and Kureto helps him wait.
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03 Mar 2020