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    “Buck,” Eddie says, and tugs on one of the uneven strings of Buck’s hoodie, and then Buck’s crying again.

    “You’ve gotta stop talking to me, man,” he tries to laugh, and Eddie doesn’t know what to do with his goddamn hands, because he should absolutely be reaching out, should be holding Buck close, but he’s so fucking afraid.

    in which tears bring clarity.

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    03 Dec 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Buck is hungover and in a pissy mood and that's pretty much it.

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    03 Dec 2021

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    “This gets you going, huh?” Eddie grins, propping himself up on his elbows so he can move higher on the bed, reach the pretty pink bow of Buck’s mouth. “Devotion? You being it for me?” He stretches up toward Buck’s ear, whispers: “Monogamy?”

    the house is empty. they're in love. you can probably fill in the blanks.

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    03 Dec 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Leighton surprises Alicia with a weekend away from Essex.
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    “Look, I’m trying, okay? I’m making an effort here and, believe me, I don’t do that often.”

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    03 Dec 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Alicia… small, ferocious, calls-Leighton-on-all-of-her-bullshit Alicia. Commands respect despite her stature; doesn’t take shit from anyone, especially Leighton or dudebros asking to have their balls made concave; and somehow manages to at least feign respect for the weirdos at the Women’s Center.

    Alicia, who admittedly tastes like Jack and Coke as they kiss outside of the Theta house. They’ve both been drinking, so maybe that’s why Leighton’s throwing all of her usual caution about hookups away, and maybe that’s why Alicia is actually kissing her back.

    After a long few moments, Leighton’s mind finally snaps back into coherence and she pushes away, glancing all around the area and relaxing when she doesn’t notice anyone around. She looks back at Alicia who’s biting her lip and giving her a look: hesitant, hopeful, and… horny.

    “Do you wanna get out of here?” Leighton breathes.

    (or, the scene we didn't get to see between Leighton and Alicia.)

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    02 Dec 2021

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Leighton comes out to the other girls.

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    “You know, I really hoped that when she sat us all down like this, we’d be getting electric scooters. Last time we got iPads.”

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    02 Dec 2021

  7. Public Bookmark 83

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    “I broke up with Taylor.”

    Eddie stops scrubbing, and looks up at his best-friend with a frown. “Why? I thought you liked her.”

    “I did.” Buck answers. “But she wasn’t what I wanted.” He adds. Eddie takes a sharp intake of breath. “It couldn’t have worked out.”

    “Okay.” Eddie answers. He wishes he could say more, but the words just don’t come out. And that’s not even the worst part. No. The worst part is hearing his best-friend sigh next to him, like he’s resigned, like he’s giving up on him.

    Eddie lets out a shaky breath and scrubs the plate harder, in the hope that it stops his hands from trembling. And for a few minutes, it works. Eddie stays focused on the task at hand and Buck puts the dishes away, knowing his way through the kitchen like it’s his own. Eddie tries not to think about that for too long.

    “You know I used to think we were going somewhere, you and I.”

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    02 Dec 2021

  8. Public Bookmark 56

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    Buck gets high on morphine and gets a little daring and needy.

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    01 Dec 2021

  9. Public Bookmark 93

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    He’s so gorgeous. He’s the most perfect thing to wake up to. They woke up together. Tangled around each other. They slept naked. They’ve kissed many times now. They kissed and touched and made love for the first time and he’s never been loved like that ever. No one’s ever wanted him more than they wanted the sex with him. But it felt like Eddie did. Like Eddie does.

    Buck curls his hands around Eddie’s arm and reaches up to touch his face, almost afraid he’ll touch nothing and this might disappear. But he hasn’t disappeared.

    There’s stubble beneath his fingers. There’s warmth all around him because he’s being held. His heart is rushing, sprinting like it can’t arrive fast enough. “You’re really here,” he says, more to himself, in awe that Eddie’s curled against him. There’s an arm around him and he’s holding onto it. He held Eddie all night.

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    Sweet morning sex after their first night together because they are so in love and soft for each other.

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    01 Dec 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 24

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    "Buck wants to shake him, wants to yell at him. Because of course this is about the other night. Buck hasn’t been able to sleep, eat, breathe without thinking about the other night. At times, it feels like the guilt will consume him, devour him from inside out. In the middle of the night, when he wakes up with images of Eddie’s hands in his hair behind his eyes and his dick hard and his heart pounding, pining, he thinks he might deserve it, after all, to rot into his sins. What’s worse, he doesn’t know it’d be a punishment, to revel in it, if he gets to keep the memories of Eddie calling his name."

    ; or, Eddie and Buck sleep together, and Buck takes things out of context.

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    01 Dec 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 79

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    Bobby is oblivious. “What’s the damage?”

    “Not much, cap,” says Buck. He has a smear of soot across his forehead, which if anything makes his blue eyes even bluer. May has long since gotten over her dumb girly crush on him, and of course she now has Darius, but she can’t deny how good-looking he is. Next to him, Eddie rests his helmet against his hip, pushing the hair off his forehead, and someone actually sighs.

    “He’s so hot,” May hears her whisper to a friend.

    If only you knew, May thinks amusedly.

     

    or, May Grant’s school gets a visit from the 118.

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    01 Dec 2021

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    “Crisis averted,” he says, and bites his lip to get the sting in his eyes to go away. He’s still a little rattled about Oklahoma, is all.

    They’ll settle into being together. Into being in love.

    or, buck learns a thing or two about the difference between a love that is spoken, and a love that is felt.

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    30 Nov 2021

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    Buck realizes something is missing from his relationship with Taylor, something significant.

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    30 Nov 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    Kinkmas Day 1: Shower sex

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    30 Nov 2021

  15. Public Bookmark 42

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    Neil cooed. He must've had a death wish, "Drew, you like me."

    "I hate you."

    "You find me appealing," Neil rephrased. "You like to look at me. Think I'm 'hot' as Nicky says."

    Andrew grits his jaw. Nicky's advice was distasteful and Neil found himself clinging to it just to piss Andrew off. He wasn't wrong this time.

    "It's called sexual attraction."

     

    Basically Andrew and Neil have a little misunderstanding about how Andrew feels. Its angsty and sweet and ends happily :)

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    29 Nov 2021

  16. Public Bookmark 57

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    Aaron Minyard vs his brother, the world, and most of all, Neil fucking Josten.

     

     

    (5000+ words of Aaron coming to terms with the fact that Neil can tell him and Andrew apart, and all that that entails)

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    29 Nov 2021

  17. Public Bookmark 53

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    “You guys are so cute,” Dan says.
    Neil matches Andrew’s frown--neither of them appreciate that particular adjective.
    “I’m surprised the monster hasn’t bitten his hand off yet,” Allison laughs.
    “Don’t call him that,” Neil snaps. Andrew’s current state has him feeling defensive.

     

    A migraine causes Andrew to let down some walls in front of the team. Neil takes a wrecking ball to the rest of them with his big mouth.

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    29 Nov 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 10

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    Now, in the growing darkness, Neil looked over at Andrew as he was pulled toward the rear door. Andrew opened the door and shoved at him. “Get in.”

    “What, you want me to ride in the backseat all of a sudden?” asked Neil drily as he dutifully climbed in. “Are you my chauffeur now? Gonna call me Mr. Josten and wear one of those little driver hats?”

    “Shut the fuck up or you’re walking back, Jesus.” Andrew climbed in behind him and shut the door, crowding Neil in the seat. His eyes were focused.

     

    Neil and Andrew have some time to themselves while on a grocery run.

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    29 Nov 2021

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dropping his hand into Neil’s lap, Andrew shifted until he and Neil were face to face a breath away, hovering just apart.

    “Neil. Yes or no.”

    “See. It’s kinda nice isn’t it, still asking for the little things.”

    “That wasn’t an answer.”

    “You know my answer, it’s always yes with you.”

    As Andrew kissed him, a harsh retort like he might’ve given Neil with lessening sincerity seven, five, even three years ago echoed in his mind and slipped away, finding no place to hold on to.

     

    Andrew makes what turns out to be a very easy decision.

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    29 Nov 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 16

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    This year Halloween was on a Wednesday and everyone went to Eden's Twilight on Friday. But apparently according to Nicky "that Halloween night was pretty boring" and he thought it was a wonderful idea to go out and ask for candy.
    Nicky. A. Fucking. 24 years old. Said it was a good idea to go trick-or-treating on Halloween.
    Neil, Kevin, and Aaron all tried to argue, but when they saw that Andrew was paying attention to Nicky, they knew they had lost it.
    But the brilliant idea came from Allison. They were too old for trick-or-treat, so why not use the shortest ones in the bunch?

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    Neil and the twins pretend they're kids to order candy on Halloween together with the foxes and Neil ends up having a better Halloween than expected.

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    29 Nov 2021

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