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    Their eyes connect for a single second and its enough to make Theo feel nauseous - what the fuck is he doing here? He thinks, as he notices he’s got the same look on his face all those years ago when they met for the first time. The corner of his mouth jerks up in a smile and Theo feels the urge to cry or empty his insides in a nearby bathroom, because now his heart is his throat and it’s beating faster than the speed of the car his dad was driving when he died. He feels like he’s going to slip off the bar stool and into a black hole where birds don’t sing and explosions don’t kill mothers.

    Boris fucking Pavlikovsky.

    The pleasure is all mine.

    (Theo and Boris reunite a few years earlier)

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    12 Oct 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Their eyes connect for a single second and its enough to make Theo feel nauseous - what the fuck is he doing here? He thinks, as he notices he’s got the same look on his face all those years ago when they met for the first time. The corner of his mouth jerks up in a smile and Theo feels the urge to cry or empty his insides in a nearby bathroom, because now his heart is his throat and it’s beating faster than the speed of the car his dad was driving when he died. He feels like he’s going to slip off the bar stool and into a black hole where birds don’t sing and explosions don’t kill mothers.

    Boris fucking Pavlikovsky.

    The pleasure is all mine.

    (Theo and Boris reunite a few years earlier)

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    12 Oct 2019

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    was anyone expecting me not to write a wedding at some point?

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    12 Oct 2019

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    Seeing him here, in New York, surrounded by the deep browns and golds of Hobart and Blackwell, is so alien to me I have to repress the urge to pinch myself like a child would after a dream. It looks incorrect, him standing here. Like someone has taken a pair of scissors to my memories of him, cut him out of his rightful place on the abandoned playground, and pasted him sloppily into a corner of my life where he doesn’t belong. Has it only been a few weeks? It feels like ages longer, like it’s been a decade, like we’re different people trying to see what exactly we liked about each other so much way back when.

    But then he says it again- “Potter.”- and that feeling vanishes as quickly as it arrived.

    “You came,” I say dumbly.

    He gives a cheery smirk that I don’t believe. “Promised I would.”

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    08 Oct 2019

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    He’s sure this is the most honest he’s ever been, but inevitably, this will all be forgotten in the morning. Whatever happens will be pushed to the back of their minds with as much strength as possible, and they’ll move on like it was all some sort of dream. They’ll wake up side by side and start joking with each other like things are normal, they’ll start drinking, smoking, wasting away… and they won’t talk about it; because the curtain in the corner will never come down and the ghost will always remain. In truth, and both of them know this truth, they’re only ever honest with their feelings in the night — and sometimes they beg the earth to stop turning so the sun will never rise.

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    06 Oct 2019