Doesnt_count_if_its_easy



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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    When Dean kisses him again, he tastes like Sam's tears.

    "I hate you," Sam whispers into Dean's mouth, still trying to get Dean to fuck him faster. No one should ever love this much. "It's your fault, this is your fault."

    Dean gave him this, everything that Sam never wants to lose, and now Dean's just going to tear it all away. He's going to throw himself away, like he's nothing, if Sam can't save him.

    (Angsty porn set sometime in Season 3. In lieu of actually talking things out, Sam and Dean have a lot of sex. Sometimes, like now, Sam breaks down.)

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    24 Sep 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Dean blurts, "So, you're saying I'm like, Mommy, or something?"

    He's never had a joke land so completely flat. It sounds strangled and weird coming out of his own mouth, like it was never supposed to be a joke in the first place.

    "Um," Sam starts, and his voice fucking cracks. "Dean."

    Immediately, Dean says, "I didn't say that. Sam, I never said that."

    (Sam and Dean get reckless about how they're handling the pain of season 2, and whoops! slowly develop a Mommy kink along the way.)

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    24 Sep 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dean doesn't get to call the shots this time. Dean doesn't ever get to decide again that someone has to live, no matter how peaceful the end that awaits them, no matter how painful and useless their life is, no matter how high the price of keeping them alive, no matter how ready they are to end it all. Dean doesn't get to demand that they keep living just because he can't stand losing them. And he doesn't get to go off and fucking die himself anyway and leave them alone. Dean doesn't get to do that again.

    (Sam might, just possibly, be a little bitter.)

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    17 Sep 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    "I'm not possessed, idiot. I just--" He kisses Dean's throat, licking, then sucking, at his Adam's Apple. "Want to taste you. Eat you, man."

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    25 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    "What Is and What Should Never Be"-verse. Sam has a full two inches on Dean now, and he wonders if it bothers Dean the way it bothers him. He leans down, resting his forehead on Dean’s shoulder, breathing in as he does. Dean smells like booze and smoke, like sweat and soap, like nothing Sam has ever wanted more.

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    21 Aug 2021