Arwyn

Bisexual Ray Kowalski



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    Fraser knows a lot about many, many things. Ray just didn't expect sex toys to be one of them.

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    As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following:

    --His clothing was expensive and stylish;
    --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne;
    --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;”
    --He looked angry;
    --He was wearing sunglasses.

    What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?

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    22 Sep 2020

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    I literally talk about this fic, which is about trauma and therapy, with my therapist, to help frame my trauma. I've sent it to all three of my teenagers, and when the younger kids are teens I'll probably send it to them. I have recced this to everyone I know. You should probably read it if you haven't.

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    After everything, Aziraphale and Crowley, by unspoken agreement, begin sharing their lives.
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    Why? Aziraphale wanted to ask him, why millennia of the way things were, and now this?

    But while Crowley seemed to have little issue upending every unspoken rule they’d ever written for themselves, Aziraphale was not so flexible, and they had spent thousands of years never quite addressing whatever it was this had stemmed from. Words, Aziraphale had always felt, were for bickering about where to eat for lunch, or hashing out ontological debates, or other trivial nonsense; there was no need to trifle with the imprecision of language, with phrasing and the possibility of being misconstrued, when it came to important matters if the other person simply understood, without needing it said. Six thousand years ago, when Aziraphale had met Crowley on the wall of Eden, watching the first two humans set out to begin the rest of history, something deep within him, more central even than his Grace, had thought, oh, it’s you, and that had been enough for him--for both of them, he assumed--for three millennia.

    However much he wanted to ask, he didn’t know how. The words simply weren’t there.

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    10 Sep 2020

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    I adore this story and I adore this reading of it. So much suppression, so much longing, so good!

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    Seven years out from the war, Harry learns the hard truth of old history: it’s never quite as far behind you as you thought.

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    22 Nov 2019

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    I... I.... I can't. I can't even attempt words right now. The perfection of this fic, the absolute *in character-ness* of Harry, the bloody AMAZINGNESS of Malfoy, I just... the house, the end, Vicky, I just...!

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    They were already apart. It wasn't like the Fraser could leave him when he was 2508 miles away.

    Give or take.

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    07 Jun 2019

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    Since I keep having to do a search for "apostrophe", maybe I should just bookmark this gorgeous little thing. I'm not normally a fan of a lot of miscommunication tropes, but I can 100% buy this one. And Fraser being extra bitchily polite is just... *kisses fingers*

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    Draco is a high-end prostitute who hides his identity. Harry unknowingly hires him. And then there is porn, questions about identity, domestic bliss, more porn, and truth as seen through a web of lies. (And then more porn. Seriously, if you don’t want sex scene after sex scene you probably shouldn’t read this. And please read the warnings.)

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    09 Aug 2018

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    KEYSMASH

    Okay so I don't read a lot of HP fic, but I'm conversant enough in the fandom that I CAN, and if you are too, and espeeeeeecially if you love Fraser and Ray the way I do, all their fuckedupedness and self-deceit and the nevertheless *hopefulness* of the show, and ESPECIALLY if you love love love the arc of season one and how it is, essentially, The Destruction of Benton Fraser (which he SURVIVES, and then has to RE-FIND HIMSELF), then you will loooooooooooove this fic, I'd bet, like, a million hours of AO3 on it.

    Don't read it as a substitute f/k fic; it's super not. It is well grounded in and well characterized from the HP universe, and isn't so AU it could be Any Generic OTP. Neither of these characters are Fraser, neither of them are either Ray. But it does so much of what the best dS fic does, in terms of depth of the characters, fun of plot and trope use/expansion, angst and heart break and lust (SO MUCH HOT SEX), and, ultimately, a commitment to justice and belief in a reason for hope in the world.

    Just. Just read it, okay?