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Sam doesn't know what happened to Gabriel in Purgatory.
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On hiatus****
“… I never even thought it was possible for it to be something… human.”
“Yeah well. You know me…” Stiles replied sarcastically.
“Yeah, ‘Team Human’ right?” Scott asked, a soft smile crossing his face.
Stiles grimaced.
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Stiles returns to Beacon Hills after being missing for two years, following his traumatic and secret transformation into a vampire. Fearful of what his friends and family will think, he hides his new nature behind the guise of addiction, attempting to gain back some sense of his humanity, and to rekindle his relationships within the Pack. He is helped along the way by a new friend, Adeleide, an age-old witch, and her companion, Nuit. Struggling with guilt, loneliness and the desire to change, Stiles faces old and new enemies along the way to redemption. But what happens when his secret is eventually revealed, Derek returns after leaving him so many years ago, and a whole new threat is imposed on Beacon Hills?
First published 2013. Re-writing and continuing 2020.
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Summery: Josh has always wanted to work with people with mental health issues ever since his grandma had been diagnosed with Dementia when he had been younger. But now as he enters the bizarre world of Betwixt and Between Psychiatric Hospital he realises he may have signed up for more than he bargained for. Featuring adorable Narry, twisted Louis, brooding Zayn and confused Liam.
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***GOING ON HIATUS*** Louis has secrets, secrets he doesn't want people to know. That's why he doesn't let people get close to him, he doesn't want anyone's help. All he needs to do is protect his little sister and survive. Harry is the boy who comes back to his old town after years, and notices Louis' troubles. People keep telling him to stay away from the “Tommo”, because he's a bad egg, but Harry can tell that under all that hard skin, he just wanted to be loved.
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Save me. by osnapitzmeliee
Fandoms: One Direction, Union J, Josh Cuthbert - Fandom, George Shelley - Fandom, Jaymi Hensley - Fandom, JJ Hamblett - Fandom, Louis Tomlinson - Fandom, Harry Styles - Fandom, zayn malik - Fandom, liam payne - Fandom, niall horan - Fandom, own characters - Fandom, Larry - Fandom, Love - Fandom, friendship - Fandom, forgiveness - Fandom, depression - Fandom, breakdown - Fandom, happy - Fandom, Sad - Fandom
17 Mar 2014
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Melissa is trying to achieve her dream whilst her best friends are all singers and massive superstars around the world. How will this come to? Everyone believes in her, but herself, involves past events.
All Melissa wants is for her dream to come true. But whats a dream, without no mistakes on the way?
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(and have you suffered any) Stress-Related Incidents in the Workplace by Oshii for coldhope
Fandoms: Homestuck
19 Mar 2014
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In which Cronus gets a fucking job and then has a small mental breakdown in Dave’s loving embrace. H/C, stress, exhaustion, passin’ out at work, UFUTverse.
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He Must Break (Before He Can Heal) by Bebedora
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
22 May 2014
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[Set a few months after Star Trek 2009] Jim loses something that he never knew mattered so much. And as his best friend, McCoy is left to watch him spiral into his grief, unsure just how he can help...if he even can.
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- Part 1 of He Must Break (Before He Can Heal)
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[Companion piece to He Must Break (Before He Can Heal)] Reality hits like a fist to leather. Grief takes many forms, and everyone deals with it in their own way. Jim is no different.
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- Part 2 of He Must Break (Before He Can Heal)
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baby don't look up the sky is falling by pinkhairedfairy
Fandoms: Orange is the New Black
08 Jun 2014
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Collection of smut chapters with mild plot. Anna makes a shocking discovery that encourages her to act on her repressed feelings. (OUTDATED)
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variable by Fractis
Fandoms: BEN Drowned, Haunted Majora's Mask Cartridge, Creepypasta - Fandom
09 Sep 2014
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"I wonder how you would have reacted if I hadn't revealed myself and stayed hidden, only doing little things to play with you. Close out your windows, turn off your computer, move your mouse by itself. Little things. Make you wonder if I am there but you never know. Give you little hints that I am."
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Satellite City is a haven for crime; lowlifes swarm in every dark corner, newspaper headlines scream bloody murder in every issue, the Angel and Demon gangs declare a new war every night.
But its civilians aren't without a saviour or two.
Castiel Novak; journalist by day, winged lightning-bolt shooting hero by night, is the Satellite city's guardian angel;
But what happens when another hero, Castiel's damn near polar opposite, is thrown in the mix?
((ON INDEFINITE HIATUS: I'm not so into supernatural anymore and i'm busy as heck with art/uni, so i don't know when i'll be in the mood to write this again. read at your own risk))
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- Part 1 of Shadow Spark Series (creative, right?)
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No 2 British Agents are the same by Noirkatrose
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), James Bond - All Media Types
30 Oct 2014
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Just filler to lead on to explain the remaining 8 points. Or yet more reasons why that Sydney hates Fury. And her current job.
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- Part 3 of The story behind the reasons
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In this Future Fish, Haru never went to Australia, never found a dream, never thought he'd regret it until it was too late. Now he's finding his efforts increasingly ineffective at helping Makoto hold on to his own dream, after the Tachibana's death.
And we all know what desperate times call for.
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Forbidden Feelings by The_Consulting_Angel
Fandoms: The Morganville Vampires - Rachel Caine
20 Feb 2015
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Love is delicate. Love is raw. Love has no direction or destination. Love does what it wants when it wants. She shouldn't love him, It's wrong to want him. But she does. He's the only one to keep her grounded when everyone she cares for are dying one by one.
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The first time Castiel had watched Dean sleep, it became a big habit, even though Dean wishes for the angel to stop. But Dean has not been sleeping and Castiel wants to get to the bottom of it, especially if Sam is becoming attracted to Dean's fears...
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Being in extremely close quarters, partnered with, and spending a lot of time with a man you want to simultaneously punch and hug, (hey he looks like he really needs a hug, okay?), is messing with you. Some nights, you think that doing a little more than hugging would be nice too...so what if you kind of really want to kiss him?
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Dipper gets a surprise visit in the middle of the night, and by the end of the encounter he finds himself cleaning up the mess in the tent of telepathy just to appease the crying dream demon, Will Cipher.
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- Part 2 of Reverse Falls
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The world wasn't dark, but it wasn't exactly bright either.
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Shampoo by MarsVanPelt
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
25 May 2023
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It doesn’t happen when his father leaves after he’s diagnosed quirkless or in middle school when he’s being bullied, or when he meets his hero and is found wanting.
It almost happens when Kacchan nearly dies.
No. Izuku Midoriya completely and helplessly breaks down in his apartment bathroom because he’s out of his shampoo.
Alternatively: Katsuki helps Izuku understand that sometimes triggers are unpredictable and healing isn't linear.
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they're singing happy birthday (i just wish it all were a dream) by Miss_Mycelium
Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game)
29 Jan 2022
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Yuu has refused to consider how much time has passed in Twisted Wonderland, but the arrival of a birthday suit for them reminds them of all the shit they were repressing. Their friends try to throw a party for them, but they really just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
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Yuu should have expected that their fancy get-up would draw eyes, but they were hoping that the general disdain that most of the student body still seemed to hold for their magicless self would stop them from staring. Some people chose to extend well wishes, stopping them in the halls as they tried to make it through the crowds toward the Potionology room, hoping to blend into the boring monotony of the one class they didn’t really need Grim to succeed in.
Filing into potionology, under the
“For the first few weeks I was here, I went to sleep every night hoping I would wake up in my own bed. I refused to think about how much time I was spending here, let alone how much time I was missing back home. This was just a reminder that it’s been months, a reminder that I didn’t need. For all I know, my parents think I’m dead.”
“Shit, herbivore, you’ve been keeping all that bottled up for months?”
“Who was I gonna talk to about it? Ace and Deuce can’t stay serious for more than five minutes, Grim has exactly one brain cell, I’m not really that close with the Heartslabyul upperclassmen, and, frankly, you scare the shit out of me.”
“I’ll take it.”
“I’m just scared, Leona. Every day I wake up and wonder if this will be
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to know is to love by trainerlyra
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
05 May 2022
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Kim Dokja gets dragged to a club. It goes very poorly, but at least Yoo Joonghyuk is there.
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17 May 2022
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Like he'd been waiting for this for a very, very long time.
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i don't know anything (but i know i miss you) by ShowMeAHero
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
28 Mar 2022
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“What the hell’s happened to you?” Stede demands. It’s his voice, in his body, and he almost seems living, and it’s— It has to be the last thing Ed ever sees. He has to die with him burned on the insides of his eyelids.
Stede’s eyes are tracking over him, rising up to meet his eyes, locking with him. It feels so real. He can’t help the hysterical laugh that comes up and out of him, impossibly grateful for this last delusion.
Without hesitating, he lurches forward, grabbing Stede and yanking him into his arms. Stede makes a confused noise of protest, briefly, but it fades instantly and his arms come up, too, wrapping around Ed without hesitation. He doesn’t smell the same; instead, he’s all salt and sweat and sun, baked into his skin. Ed buries his face in his hair, fingers clawing at the impossibly real feel of him, the hallucination made solid in his arms.
“Thank fuck,” Ed says into his hair, voice breaking. “I didn’t want to die without seeing you one last time.”
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“Lucius?” Ed interrupts him to ask, confused. His heart’s racing, Stede’s words making little to no sense— but more and more sense every moment. “I— Wh— I killed him.”
Stede’s eyes snap up. They stare at each other for a long moment.
“I found him,” Stede tells him. His voice is hard, and cracking, breaking into pieces. “And the men you abandoned.”
Ed won’t break their eye contact.
“You abandoned me,” he accuses him.
Stede’s eyelashes flutter, and he takes a shaky breath.
“I did,” Stede replies. “You— fucking maniac, that doesn’t give you the right to kill my crew.”
“You killed me,” Ed tells him, falling to pieces.
Stede’s hands come up to catch him, wrapping up and around his arms. Before he knows it, Ed’s falling into him, letting Stede catch his weight as he finally surrenders to the turmoil inside of him, breaking apart, sobbing. He feels like a child; worse than that, he feels worse, out of control and horrifying and a mess, and he can’t stop it. He can’t get a grip, he just— He can’t. Everything is falling apart and confusing and wrong, but Stede is here and he’s alive, he’s here and he’s real and he’s not dead and he’s saying things like, “I love you,” and that’s— that’s too fucking much.
The way Stede holds him is the way he’s always held him, and it’s so familiar and so real, finally, that Ed clings back.
“Are you real?” Ed demands to know, through his cracking voice. “Because— You have to tell me if you’re not—”
“I’m real,” Stede assures him. His hands feel real, his voice sounds real. “I’m so sorry.”
Slipping through my fingers always forever etc etc etc
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Goodnight, Sweet Prince by Ms_Chunks
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 Aug 2021
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Shouto stars in 2-A’s production of Hamlet. He takes the material a little too seriously, alienates his classmates, and works through some shit with his family in a way that falls slightly left of convention.
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Bucky had been doing... "okay"... until he endured a therapy session with Sam. Things were easier to ignore when they were left unspoken, but now that he had admitted things out loud? It's making things far too real.
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- Part 2 of When No One Else Understands
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The vow by Scissiors
Fandoms: Re:ゼロから始める異世界生活 | Re:Zero Starting Life in Another World (Anime)
20 Mar 2021
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Julius notices that there is something greatly troubling Subaru one day, which motivates him to question Subaru about it. He promptly gets a glimpse into a side of Subaru that not even the closest to him are aware of. Greatly concerned for his friend after what he had just saw, Julius decides to uncover the mysteries that surround the enigma that is Natsuki Subaru. That is, of course, if Subaru and a certain jealous witch let him.
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i don't wanna run
i don't wanna hide~
in which doyoung is sobbing on a bathroom floor and taeyong comforts him
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As Namjoon walks out of the lecture hall, finally done with his second round of midterms, he feels like he can finally breathe again. For the next two days, he has absolutely nothing planned. No work, no tests, no assignments. A whopping two whole days of freedom.
And the best part about it?
Seokjin.
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Their friends always call them a "power couple." Usually, Namjoon smiles at that. Maybe he even takes a little bit of pride in the title.
Lately, he's come to hate it.
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Mister Fixit and the Mechanic by Mizzy for littleblackbow
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 May 2019
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An Iron Man 3 AU, wherein Steve was defrosted too early, and after a couple of lonely decades working for SHIELD, decides to retire and run a hardware store called Mister Fixit’s in suburban Miami.
Tony Stark, presumed dead, presumed not-Iron Man, needs to make some weapons to take on the Mandarin’s mansion. A non-chain store that takes cash and doesn’t ask questions is just what Tony needs.
Steve becomes intrigued by the mysterious mechanic that keeps buying things from his store, but when he becomes more aware of what Tony the Mechanic is up to, is Steve ready to be this close to the world of superheroes again?
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Marinette has been acting as Chat Noir's unofficial caregiver for months. The day that she finds Adrien crying on the roof, she finds out pretty quickly that those two things are strongly related.
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The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass by ireallyhatecornnuts (CharleyFoxtrot)
Fandoms: Supernatural
30 Oct 2013
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AU after Season 8, episode 6, "Southern Comfort." Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old. They have to get out, that's the important thing. Only, falling in love with his angel wasn't a part of the plan....
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08 Oct 2019
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*curls into fetal position*
*cries because it's over*
okay, so, normally i don't really like high school au's that much. they can be... uh... not my cup of tea? terribly characterised? jaja. but i have this one a chance because i have a weakness for peggy sue plots. this one's not a peggy sue plot, but its post-purgatory dean n cas stuck in a apple pie ish high school verse. and BOY was this awesome. freakin hormones, man. they are so cuteeee and it hurt to see how much homophobia there was around them, but ofc they dealt with it and even spoke out against the school.
god, there's so many things i could sing my praises of. mary winchester? yes. what an awesome mom. good-dad john? mm, loved it. cute 14 yr old sammy? uwu, i'm a sam stan so i'm in love. oc's? i love vicky. and finally, dean and cas' relationship? i stayed up until 2 am reading this omfg.
ANYWAY.
i loved it.
take my friggin money because i'm in love, beach
(mm it just made me so happy and fuzzy)
(i'm soft~)song dedication (6/9/20): don't dream it's over - sixpence none the richer cover (orig. by crowded house)
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Hinata starts fading away from him, and Kageyama tells himself that he doesn't mind.
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Snatches of Johnlock life
I'm autistic, I relate to Sherlock as an autistic character. It's gonna be okay everyone.
These can all stand alone, though it probably makes a touch more sense to read them in order.
Heed the tags, there is some mature and explicit material to be found here :)
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