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    "Why do I want to die so much when nothing gives me the right to be anything but happy and content?"

    Todoroki is unable to tell truth from lie as he enters a state of depression, soon going mute after the death of his wife Momo. During this time, he meets Bakugou at a bar, leading to a friendship that grows into a mutual romantic interest between the two.

    But when Todoroki convinces himself that his wife is still alive, can Bakugou pull Todoroki free from his sea of lies, or will Bakugou's aid not be enough to save Todoroki?

     

    Disclaimer:
    - I do not own BNHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

    Note:
    - No Quirks AU.

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    Todoroki Shouto was immensely grateful for his lack of facial expressions.

    He’d always been a person of few emotional tells, mostly because of his upbringing. Emotions weren’t something encouraged in the Todoroki household, so Shouto had to quickly learn how to keep things to himself. He learned to lie, learned to suppress his pain, and learned how to internalize his problems. He was not allowed to be weak, so he hid his thoughts behind a stoic face and short responses.

    The only times when he allowed himself to work out the bottled emotions was when he was alone, usually in the dead of night in a locked room. It was the only way in which he could keep everyone at a comfortable distance, ignorant to his weaknesses.

    Which is why when he began to lose his grasp on his emotions, none of it showed on his face.

    (edited feb 2024)

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    Todoroki is stuck in the dorms sick. Life couldn’t possibly get any worse.

    Cue Momo Yaoyarozu, who makes life seem just a little more with living.

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    "Oh go on Shota! It can't be that bad!" Present Mic whined.
    "Fine. Dare then. But only because you asked Yamada." Aizawa reluctantly gave in.
    "YES! I dare you to put the next phonecall you get on speaker!"
    "Ooh thats a good one!" Midnight squealed. Little did they know, that phone call would change everything...

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    3/?
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    1,175
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    One mistake is all it takes for it all to come crashing down. Aizawa experiences this first-hand when he attempts to have Todoroki and Bakugou work on their mental health issues together after noticing the glaring break in their relationship. Will Todoroki and Bakugou save each other and rebuild their friendship, or will they break each other and fall apart?

     

    Disclaimer:
    - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

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    33/?
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    Shoto just seems to attract trouble where ever he goes. Febuwhump 2024

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    His birth caused the destruction of his family. Or if he could even call it that. It was him. He destroyed his mom and his siblings. He destroyed their peace and their lives. It was all his fault.
    And suddenly, the most obvious solution seemed so perfect again.
    If it was his birth that caused all this mess, then maybe his death would fix it.

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    Living eyes look very different from dead ones, Shouta knows the difference in painstaking detail that never, not once, has left his mind since he first witnessed death.

    Right now, save for the blinking, for the rise and fall of his students chest, Shouta can't tell the difference.

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    Snippets of Aizawa Shouta's point of view over the course of 'ashes to ashes, dust to dust'

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    Even though he already has the ghost of the best friend that died seven years ago on Christmas Eve, Katsuki isn't the one that's getting the Christmas Carol treatment. No, Deku decided to come back just to give him a very well-written and very intricate plan to collect all of his old friends (and not-friends) to set the stage for Todoroki to think he was getting haunted by his old dead boyfriend. Who cares if Katsuki had been actively avoiding everyone from his past for over two years now? No, it's Todoroki they're all concerned about. Sure, he was Deku's boyfriend, but Katsuki had been holding onto the ring and burning bridges for seven years now. Doesn't he deserve the Scrooge treatment too?

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    Todoroki doesn't want to live anymore

    There will 4380 chapters
    Each chapter is a day in Todoroki life ever since he was born

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    2/4,380
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    "I don't see a point in living. Living like this is just too tiresome... When will the shadow of yesterday disappear?"

    "Oi, I know it's beyond just draining to keep living, but there will never be a point to life until you find that point. Do you wanna die before you find it?"

    "I...don't know. Is it worth it to keep fighting through life just to find a reason to live?"

     

    Disclaimer:
    - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

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    Why? Why? Why? -- Todoroki thought... I should give up...I will never be fixed...This pain will last forever...I just want to be happy...Why did I have to be born? ...My family won't notice if I'm gone... No one will...

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    Deku checked the time, Bakugo growing bored beside him, “Sho is late, he said 5:30 right? its six”. Bakugo lied his head on Deku’s shoulder kissing his neck, “Kacchan, our boyfriend could be hurt for all we know”.
    “I’m sure Icy just got held up” Bakugo hummed back closing his eyes, “He better be okay, because I want to kiss his face”.
    “Yeah, me too” Deku caved, “He’s so cute isnt he”.
    “Hot, but same difference” Bakugo yawned, “Ugh hurry up Icy hot”.
    “Your so impatient” Deku hummed kissing Bakugo’s forehead, “Call him”.

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    Bakugo, Shoto and Deku being each others support and comfort whenever something shit happens. they're cute. Just boyfriends being boyfriends.

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    Shouto just lost his father. Izuku and Katsuki help him to cope as he finds things, he wished he didn't, between his father's belongings.

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    "𝘐'𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐𝘻𝘶...𝘐'𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦"

    For as long as he can remember, Shōto has never known happiness and love.
    An abusive father, a mother gone insane and a missing brother were the things that left the boy physically and emotionally scarred to the point of being unable to have any feeling if not rage and hatred.
    Hiding his insecurity under make up and a stoic expression he walks the hallways of UA alone, with an empty heart till Izuku tries to make his way into his wrecked heart.

    𝘿𝙄𝙎𝘾𝙇𝘼𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙍:
    The story will stretch through the 3 years of UA.
    I left some things as they're in the anime/manga (the events from the sport festival to the provisional hero license will take place but won't be narrated) but I changed few others for the sake of the plot.
    Shōto was homeschooled before UA.
    He doesn't visit his mother right after the sport festival, but later on. He covers his scar until the second half of 1st year. He doesn't get the provisional hero license at all.
    Katsuki and Izuku are actually good friends.

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    56/?
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    What if Rei was abusive towards Shouto? What if Rei and Endeavor are always fighting? What if Dabi is abusive towards Shouto?

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    2
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    Todoroki Family drama comes out. Dadzawa adopts Shoto and treats him properly. Shinsou and Shoto become brothers and care for eachother. Dabi has a change of heart and doesn't hate his little brother. Multiple parts and chapters.

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    1/?
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    3
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    Shouto has a plan: he's going to confess to his best friend and the love of his life, aka Bakugou Katsuki tonight.

    It's okay, everybody already calls Katsuki his boyfriend.

    It's okay, Sero has been kicking his ass forever, telling him to stop beating the bush and just confess as Katsuki is as head over heels for him as he is.

    He has a plan, he has everything under control.

     

    Until he doesn't because life has never been fair and maybe, the whole world was wrong all along.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    68
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    287
    Bookmarks:
    47
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    6,077
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    Midoriya Izuku has had a hard life. The world seems against him at every turn, but he always picks himself up and keeps going.

    Because he is GOING to be a hero.

    Until he can't seem to pick himself up again.

    But when he hits the bottom, someone is there to throw down a rope and help him up. The only question is if he'll accept that help.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    61
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    6
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    1,238
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    idk how to summary, just some angst

     

    for PenPen!!! I hope your finals went well!

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