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All Before Me by eyedeeekae
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Jun 2020
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When Izumi was a kid, her life seemed normal. Aside from not knowing who her dad was, everything seemed fine. Living a simple life with her mom and her best friend, Kacchan, life was fine.
Once she got her quirk, everything changed, but not the way she anticipated.
Suddenly, her mother didn't care about her. Tossed to the side, it was her quirk that gave her the smallest bit of hope. Even then, it was her quirk that ruined everything from her. Losing her mom, her best friend's faith in her, soulmates, and getting kidnapped? Yeah, everything was simpler when she didn't have a quirk.
Despite what everyone told her, she'd show them. She'd be the greatest hero imaginable.
As soon as she figures out how to be happy and get her two soulmates to work with her. With her new family, best friend, and soulmates by her side, anything is possible.
If only she wasn't on the verge of death every other mission. She's in high school for crying out loud. Why is everything so complicated?
A story of a young girl forever putting others before her and trying to figure shit out.
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- Part 1 of All Before Myself
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Blood must have blood by Jojjokiwi
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
01 Jun 2020
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Reader/Jess Harper has already survived abuse and sexual assault by stepbrother Nate Millers, but the reward was a prison sentence for murder at Litchfield penitentiary…
What happens when you/Jess comes face to face with Nate’s old colleagues and friends, Correctional Officers Steve Rogers and James ‘Bucky’ Barnes, who both seem set on making you pay for your mistakes. Will you be able to survive it all over again?
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Katsuki’s Story by jmichellexx
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Jun 2020
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Katsuki is a trans boy who struggles with depression, anxiety, and dysphoria. In order to cope with these problems, he has become addicted to self-harming and certain drugs. Katsuki also idealizes suicide, so he is positive he will actually succeed one day and finally make the world a better place. Except, Kirishima takes notice of how Katsuki has been acting. Hopefully Kiri can save him.
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Kerian Baxter is a seventeen-year-old published author. He usually seems overworked and jittery and not sleeping at all to finish deadlines isn’t really helping. Kerian likes to put all of his effort into what he does, even if it isn’t like his huge writing projects. Kerian is sort of a pushover, he’s usually the one doing most of the work, which he doesn’t speak up about. He turns up late to most events and is hella forgetful. All he does is work and often has to be dragged away by his friends when they feel like they've not been paid enough attention to. Kerian stumbles upon a strange dating site and figured what did he have to lose by signing up?
Simon Miller is an eighteen old year serial killer. When he was young both of his parents would neglect him in favor of his older sister. His mother's closest friend was the only person he had. But the friend would physically and sexually abuse him then blame him for the actions. As a way to cope Simon would tear apart random animal's body parts. He worked in a bar for most of his life. At this bar, he would lore people to all kinds of deaths. At this moment of time, Simon has killed 26 people. He decided out of boredom to sign up for a dating site for his next victim.
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- Part 1 of Starshine and Star Commander/Serian
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RedamancyTale by Banunu_chan, Yennie_Fer
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game), Deltarune (Video Game)
01 Jun 2020
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As Flowey had killed Asgore, Frisk was about to leave to the surface after sparing Flowey.
She realized, that she could RESET to bring him back.
An accident occurred.
Frisk was comatose for seven years.
24 years old, she goes to return to the Underground in order to RESET.
Little does she know what a tragedy lies ahead for her.This story also has KRISEI and Asriel x Noelle.
It also has the AUs Horrorrune and DustShift in it.
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A Lotus Grows in the Field of Corpses by IceQueen975
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
01 Jun 2020
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A life cut short in the name of vengeance. The grief of the one left behind.
Ruan Huifu follows in the footsteps of the infamous Wei Wuxian to find the reason for the death of the one she loved most; Mo XuanYu. Sometimes the truth is best left buried. Sometimes it’s only after being dyed with sorrow that something beautiful can bloom in the decay.
(Will be attempting to update every Monday)
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Legacy by Lillie_Moreau for shuhannon
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
01 Jun 2020
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In their final year at Hogwarts, darkness creeps over the wizarding world. With the rise of the dark wizard Sheev Palpatine, Ben Solo is torn away from the love of his life, Rey, as she follows in her grandfather's footsteps. Before leaving, Rey offers Ben her hand, giving him a chance to be free from his family legacy. The chance is tempting, but Ben isn't sure he can handle disappointing his family yet again. will the dark consume him? Or will Ben remain in the light?
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"It's just his shoulder! Call an ambulance, he'll be alright, it's just his shoulder!"
As Neil was pulled into an embrace and voices he couldn't focus on drifted through his ears, he thought, Fuck. Fuck.
He missed.
Or, an AU where Neil survives his suicide attempt and his mental health is actually addressed.
Title taken from Light from Next to Normal.
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- Part 1 of Neil Perry Is Not Okay
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Fifty Feet in the Air by Simplyable
Fandoms: Unus Annus - Fandom, markiplier - Fandom, CrankGameplays - Fandom
01 Jun 2020
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The year is 1881. Ethan Nestor has always had dreams of joining the circus. Mark Fishback has been a trapeze acrobat for five years. When the two get paired together as the lead performance, Ethan's life turns upside down as he discovers more about himself than he wanted to know.
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Touya Todoroki doesn't know of a world outside of the dark one he's grown up in. He was born in a body that doesn't feel like his own, and he has to deal with a father that doesn't respect him for it. His head's full of dangerous ideas that become more and more tempting, and he's given in to some of the urges, yeah...but not the big one. A part of him thinks things might get better, but all in all, he knows they won't.
He stays around to protect his siblings, but he's not sure how long that will last. If anything, he's probably part of their family's little problem. His mind's giving him all of the information as to why he could be, and why shouldn't he listen?
Maybe things need to change.
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“First off, only Leia calls me flyboy and scoundrel, squirt. Come up with your own nicknames. Second, yeah, I did. Until she ordered me into that trash chute, nearly got us all killed, and insulted me.” The edges of Han’s lips quirked upwards at the memory, eyes on the princess brandishing her lightsaber on the other side of the room. “I didn’t come back that day for you, you know. I came back for her. Rather, to prove her wrong. I think it was when she said that she didn’t think I cared about anyone or anyone that I realized with a burning resentment that I actually cared what she thought about me. And the rest was destiny.”
(Or at least he wants to think its destiny gods he hopes its their destiny he loves her too much so much to ever want to let her go and the idea of her not feeling nearly the same would be enough to decimate him he doesn't know what he'd do without her what would he do if one day she said ‘I don't love you’ Han thinks he’d fall apart from the hurt right then and there but if she didn’t want to be with him he’d never force her he’d never do that to her he’d get encased in carbonite a thousand times before he hurt her like that-)
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Quest of the Demon by WyldstileTH
Fandoms: Kirby (Video Games), Hoshi no Kaabii | Kirby: Right Back at Ya!
01 Jun 2020
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Lololo and Lalala begin having weird dreams that show them their past as Lola and they go to Meta Knight for answers. When Meta Knight seems to refuse to answer some of their questions and begins acting weird, they begin to look for answers themselves and find out a few disturbing secrets the knight is keeping from everyone. (Originally from my Fanfiction.net account)
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Years of planning have come to a fruition in the course of mere hours. Your destruction of the exhibits at the Heroic Heritage Museum coupled with the crushing defeat of the Los Diablos Rangers should cement your new place among the rogues gallery of Los Diablos.
An out-of-nowhere victory that has come as much of a surprise to yourself as it has to anyone else. You're still alive, still here.
So... Now what?Series
- Part 30 of Aria
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Harry Potter and the High Prince by Jedi_Knight_Naemon_Skywalker
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Star Wars - All Media Types, Heroes of Might and Magic (Video Games)
01 Jun 2020
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Abandoned by his friends after his name came out of the Goblet, Harry Potter decides to commit suicide during the First Task, only to be saved by a teenager, who is revealed to be his soulmate through the mark on the back of his right arm.
Harry is to learn that he is not abandoned and even better, loved, as he lives with the High Prince of the other realm, while they prepare to protect their world from the inevitable conflict.
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- Part 15 of Star Wars Crossover AUs
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When Harry goes to face his death at Voldemort's hands, he doesn't go to King's Cross, he goes somewhere else. Somewhere were the ones he loves can still be saved, if he can do this, and move fast enough.
He just has to move fast enough.
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Cela commence par:
“Ah ! Mais c’est ma petite famille préférée !”
Ou peut-être que c’est comme ça que cela se termine.
[Suite de Crazy For Love, traduction de prettyvk avec son accord. Nouveau chapitre publié tous les vendredis !]
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- Part 2 of Chroniques de James Holmes
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The Gravity Falls forest is scary, you know that more than anyone else. But if you dare enter it again, you could find old acquaintances.
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Wade Saves The Kids by MagnusOpum
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Jun 2020
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WADE Wilson is in love with getting into the habit of failing to break his habits - and by in love, he means tormented by, as love is often interchangeable with torment. Mum says "you will eat when you're hungry" - well, fuck that, Mum. Mum says "you will get into sex, eventually" - wrong again, bzzzt. Mum says "Dad was a bad man" - jury's out.
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Wade is twisted into so many knots that he's an honourary boy-scout.
(love and loss and listlessness ; it's a funky ride)
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Jack Morrison ran away from home to join the military at age 18, leaving behind the only person he's ever loved. Twenty-five years later he has to return to take care of his dying father. Jack is desperate to mend the relationships he shattered when he left but finds that neither people, nor places, remain the same.
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The Ventriloquist Vengeance by Daughter_of_Song_DXXIX
Fandoms: おそ松さん | Osomatsu-san (Anime)
01 Jun 2020
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Many years have passed, but Osomatsu and Karamatsu still have a secret between them. It involves a chainsaw, the close walk to death by one of their brothers, and the fear of a second strike for vengeance. This secret carries out until the present, when Todomatsu and Ichimatsu begin feeling weird sensations that they keep to themselves, when Jyushimatsu's old lover returns to town, when Choromatsu receives a chance to be his idol's special guest, when Karamatsu lands a role in a stage play, and when Osomatsu hides the terror his recent dreams give him. Secrets continue to pan out for the Matsuno sextuplets as time goes by, memories begin to stir that don't seem realistic at all, and truth turns bitter that it's better stifled instead.
Sometimes secrets from the ones you love can create catastrophic events.
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- Part 1 of Osomatsu-san: The Duology