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    It is the night before November 16. Wilbur Soot has a lot to think about, which he desperately hopes not to have to do now that the general of the Manburg army is here acting as his bed warmer. However, if there's anything this server has taught him, it's that some things just aren't meant to be.

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    “I thought we were past this,” Hen murmured, chin resting in her hand, elbows on her knees. “I know everything has gone to shit lately, and he’s taken more risks, but I thought he’d moved past his reckless days.”

    “He wasn’t being reckless.”

    They turned toward the doors of the ER waiting room to see Eddie having just bustled in, a bit breathless.

    “Eddie-“

    “No, no, guys, I know I wasn’t there and I don’t exactly have the room to comment but… Buck isn’t reckless, alright? He’s smart. He knows the risks that he takes, and if he made a decision, he weighed it. Problem is, he weighs the remote chance of anyone else’s survival against his own.”

    The team exchanged glances.

    “You’re saying he doesn’t value his life,” Hen whispered.

     

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    Buck gets hurt on the job. Cue the introspection for both him and Eddie.

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    sate's sbi fics!

    //ALL PLATONIC!!!//

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    “Hey Phil, can I get a train ticket to London?”

    Phil tilted his head with a passive smile. It’s fake. It’s always been fake.

    (Tommy was jealous of Wilbur and Techno. They got to see Phils’ warm smile. He didn’t. The only thing Tommy got to see was his impassive expression.)

    or Tommy being neglected by sbi for something he's not to blame for.

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    Mj remembers.

    She remembers everything.

    And she’s mad as hell.

     

    Or: Peter is a huge mess and MJ's hurt and angry and Kate's just trying to help.

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    Daichi works his ass off to be perfect: the perfect student, the perfect captain, the perfect friend, the perfect son. All of his hard work threatens to be undone by his growing feelings for Suga. After a crazy night at a party, Daichi latches onto the one thing that seems to distract him from his best friend: rough sex with other men. His life is balanced on a knife edge. He’s lying to everyone, including himself, that he has it all together. And then, inevitably, it all starts tumbling down.

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    "So you're adopted?
     

    "Supposedly."

     

    "So your Dad ... he's not ...?"

     

    "Seems like it."

     
    "Huh." Theo stares at Harry with those grey eyes that look silver in the cauldron smoke between them. "But you're the heir to this ... House of Prince, so he's probably -"

     

    "Yes. Probably." Harry looks at Theo sharply. "You don't know who he is, do you?"

     

    "No." Theo looks back just as sharply. "If I did, I would tell you. You know I would."

     

    "I do."

     

    Something loosens inside Harry's chest. Something that has been tightening ever since Cedric died. He may not have his friends, or Sirius, or even know who he fucking is anymore, but he has this. At least he has Theo.

     

    Summer of 4th year and Harry's all alone, dealing with his grief and the sudden revelation that James Potter is not his father. Support comes in a strange form. The form of Theo Nott, son of a death Eater. A strange friend who says he'll help him find his true father, whoever this Lord Prince might be.

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    “Speaking of that,” Tony remembers, “how’s the kid?”

    The other man legitimately frowns. “Kid? You saw Morgan, didn’t you?”

    Tony frowns, “Hap, come on. I mean the kid.” Happy only blinks like he knows nothing. “Peter? Peter Parker?”

    Even being told his name, Happy only recognizes it after an entire minute. “Oh, Peter! I… I actually met him yesterday,” he says.

    “… Happy, are you playing a prank on me?” Tony laughs nervously. “I know you’re right to be angry after I was gone for one whole year but come on, don’t joke about that.”

    “No, Tony, I’m serious. I met him yesterday when we went to his aunt’s grave.”

    “His… what ?"

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    In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.

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    "No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.

    Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.

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    Izuku Midoriya is unlucky, to say the least and life hasn't exactly been kind. Things weren't so bad in the beginning, but once he was diagnosed quirkless, well, it all went to shit. Everyone grew to hate him, even his best friend and own father.

    Was it really that impossible to become a hero without a quirk? It doesn't really matter because to Izuku, the term hero is flexible. He'll be his own hero because he's learnt from his own experience, people are selfish and the only one he can rely on is himself.

    Left alone to fend for himself in the world, Izuku goes out to change things on his own terms, despite his methods being slightly illegal. Keyword, slightly. It's only illegal if he gets caught, right?

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    “Why don’t you lie down with me, Francis?”
    Francis’s eyes snap to James again. James’s eyes are closed, still, one hand lazily indicating the pillows next to him in an invitation that borders on—that borders on—
    “I won’t bite. Don’t have the teeth for it anymore, I’m afraid.” James smiles a half-smile, satisfied but close-mouthed, and Francis feels guilt like a hot spike driven into his guts. He laughs, weakly. James opens his eyes at the sound.
    Francis seeks refuge in the pipe.

    Francis. James. An opium den. They try to make the pieces fit.

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    Order of Reading:

    Kyou Kara Omoide (Sort of Prologue, applies for all stories).

    Hollow World > Broken Night > Doors to Alleluia (True Ending) > Réalta Nua (Normal Ending/Epilogue). Happens on Earths MHA DI-2 and MHA DI-1 (only the Future Ochaco segments).

    Twilight Hero: Yamikumo (Vigilante Seigi no Mikata Izuku AU) Will happen on Earth MHA DI-3.

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    "May I sleep?"

    Wen Qing's hand halts from caressing his hair. She gives the man a nod, "Of course you can. You need sleep anyways, Wuxian. You've not rested enough." She feels relieved that Wei Wuxian is finally going to sleep after many sleepless nights but then Wei Wuxian shakes his head. "Qing-jie, I want to sleep forever."

    Wen Qing knew there's something wrong with Wei Wuxian way before he made his wishes known, but nothing could've prepared her, not her medical skills, not her steady mind, nor her firm heart, when she saw Wei Wuxian dead on the ground.

    [Vietnamese, Spanish, and Russian translations now available.]

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    None of Papa's assigned bodyguards are anywhere near smart enough to get a handle on her.

    None, that is, until the bastard with the ears.

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    Jimin and Yoongi grew up together after Jimin’s mother got divorced and re-married in Daegu. Yoongi wanted to follow his dreams in Seoul, by perusing a music career, but he stayed two more years, because he fell in love with Jimin and decided to wait for him to graduate as well. Jimin was a born talent when it comes to dancing and singing and he had his own dreams as well. But his dreams didn’t include Yoongi and their relationship. Eight years later their paths were about to cross again, but now they are two very different people.

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    “What the hell’s happened to you?” Stede demands. It’s his voice, in his body, and he almost seems living, and it’s— It has to be the last thing Ed ever sees. He has to die with him burned on the insides of his eyelids.

    Stede’s eyes are tracking over him, rising up to meet his eyes, locking with him. It feels so real. He can’t help the hysterical laugh that comes up and out of him, impossibly grateful for this last delusion.

    Without hesitating, he lurches forward, grabbing Stede and yanking him into his arms. Stede makes a confused noise of protest, briefly, but it fades instantly and his arms come up, too, wrapping around Ed without hesitation. He doesn’t smell the same; instead, he’s all salt and sweat and sun, baked into his skin. Ed buries his face in his hair, fingers clawing at the impossibly real feel of him, the hallucination made solid in his arms.

    “Thank fuck,” Ed says into his hair, voice breaking. “I didn’t want to die without seeing you one last time.”

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    He didn’t need to fix the present, he needed to fix the past, forever changing the future. The easiest way to do that was to remove himself from the equation, from existence.

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    It's been years since Yoongi's last seen him and the younger boy is a shell of his former self in a way that makes his heart twist in his chest. And yet, after all this time and countless days of convincing himself to let him go, he's still unconditionally, head over heels in love with Park Jimin.

    (Jimin and Yoongi grow up together.)

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    Prince Theseus of the Antarctic Empire just wanted to be loved. He wanted his older brother, Crown Prince Wilbur, to teach him to play the guitar. He wanted his other brother, Prince Technoblade, to let him watch his sparring matches. He wanted his father, Emperor Philza, to ask about his day. He wanted his mother, late Empress Kristin, to hold him in her arms and whisper in his ear that everything was going to turn out alright. But Prince Theseus wasn’t one to get what he wanted.

    When his family receives word that he has died, leaving no body behind, Crown Prince Wilbur doesn’t believe it. It isn’t until he stumbles upon Prince Theseus’ journal that his intuition may be more reliable than he previously thought.

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    All Tommy planned to do was walk in one direction until he collapsed, just to prove no one would come help him. He should've realized when his too-thin shoes crunched through snow.
    He realized with muted humor that he'd walked straight to Technoblade's house once more.
    Tommy was about to walk past the structure when he had an idea. A sick realization that maybe he didn't need to die in the cold.

    Techno could do it for him.

    Techno doesn't expect his younger brother to show up at his house on an otherwise fine day and beg to be killed. It soured the mood, to say the least.

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