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    He's not coming. If I wasn't such a burden to him before maybe he would have helped me now. Maybe he would come pick me up and everything would be okay. But everything's not okay because I ruined everything. I should have lied more. I shouldn't have talked to my counselor. This. Shouldn't. Be. Happening.

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    80/?
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    Peter Parker was dead. Or so his family believed.

    When Peter is kidnapped by HYDRA, his friends and family are forced into accepting the fact that he is in fact dead. And that he's not coming back.

    But when evidence that shows Spider-Man might not be gone forever comes into light, they have to work together to try and bring back Peter.

    "Who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a short life?"

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    A veces, Peter todavía podía sentir una mano fantasma en su hombro, y a veces aún podía oler el aroma familiar de aceite y spray corporal para hacha.

    (English version on my profile)

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    Español
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    1/1
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    Peter and Wade are sent to Vormir instead of Clint and Natasha.

    Can be read as Spideypool, or not.

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    1/1
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    Have you ever felt like nobody was there?
    Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere?
    Have you ever felt like you could disappear?
    Like you could fall, and no one would hear?

    It's all too much and Peter can't keep himself from the edge tonight. He's tried SO hard to keep it together. For May. For Tony. For MJ. For Ned. But tonight? He can't convince himself that they wouldn't all be better off. That he could fall, and disappear, and no one would hear, or care. But is he right?

    TW: self-harm and suicide. Read the tags, lovelies, and don't read this if it will trigger you. <3

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    1/1
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    29
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    Peter needs to be talked down, but WILL NOT call for help.

    Terrible summary, just read it, you'll like it.

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    2/?
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    17
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    It’s not enough. He thinks.

    You’re not enough. They tell him.

     

    Title inspired by "Demons", by Imagine Dragons.

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    4/4
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    ❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞
    I snapped staring into my clenched fists

    ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞
    Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me.

    ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞

     

    I murmured glaring daggars at him.

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    In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons?

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    ⚠Trigger warning⚠
    - Thoughts of suicide
    - self mutilation
    - grotesque quotes/sections
    - depression and anxiety
    - Domestic violence
    - foul language

    ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~

    I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael.

    ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪

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    250
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    21
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    Peter Parker lost everything he had after being dead for 5 years, only to be brought back to a world where disaster and destruction rained down heavily and nobody left to turn to.

    He's all alone with only the memories of Tony Stark and Natasha Romanov and the stars.

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    1/1
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    Peter doesn't know. He doesn't.

     

    T/W: Suicidal thoughts please read the tags

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    1/1
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    They won. He kept repeating it, a mantra in his head. To justify their deaths. To accept. Anything just to stop the pain. He knew there was a way to fix it, he just needed more time.

     

    or: where peter finds out how to use the time travel machine and goes back in time to right his wrongs, even if it means killing himself in the process.

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    Peter Parker needs help. Can Tony give it to him, along with the rest of the Avengers, or will they fail, and have to watch Peter break gradually, day after day. AU where Peter's backstory is different, and the Avengers are only just finding out about the boy's past. Whump/Angst. Please read the warnings in the Author's Note at the start of the chapter.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    58
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    ❝It's hard to wake up from a nightmare if you aren't even asleep.❞

    Most people tend to feel accomplished after doing something good, like preventing a catastrophe on Peter's preview. But why is he feeling numb? Starting from the voices and whispers in his head telling him he's not good enough to harming his own body, he doesn't know either, but all he knows is that he's not good enough.

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    1/1
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    'Peter ripped off his mask and gripped his hair tightly. “Fuck,” he muttered, tapping his foot anxiously. “Fuck, fuck, fuck…”'

    After the whole world finds out his identity, Peter finds everything he has grown to love ripped away from him. Struggling to cope with seemingly everyone other than his family despising him, Peter fails to realise that maybe true solace isn't that hard to find if you look in the right places.

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    1/1
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    9
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    Peter just wants to be left alone. He doesn't want anyone else to get hurt because of him. But Tony Stark has other ideas.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    62
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    836
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    113
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    16481
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    Peter has been tired for a long time now. He just wants to give up, but before he goes he wants to hear another human's voice one last time.

    or

    Peter is contemplating suicide and calls the National Suicide Prevention Hotline and Sam Wilson picks up the phone.

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    Peter needs help. He knows that. But does he deserve it?

    Language:
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    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    115
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    5
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    2350
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    Sometimes, Peter could still feel a phantom hand on his shoulder, and sometimes he could still smell the familiar scent of oil and axe body spray.

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    4
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    75
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    After the death of his aunt May, Peter finds himself alone in the world. But when he tries to take a dive off the Manhattan bridge, Iron man manages to catch him. Can the Avengers help Peter overcome this depression? Or is he too lost in pain to be helped?

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    English
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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    11
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    120
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    14
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    4186
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    Based roughly around the song "Hold On" by Chord Overstreet.

    Trigger Warning for Suicidal Tendencies, please read the tags before reading this fic. Read with caution, and stay safe, everyone.

    Peter Stark isn't doing as well after the 'blip' as everyone thinks he is. Everything's changed, everyone's moved on, and he's been left behind in the dust...

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    English
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    Comments:
    12
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    443
    Bookmarks:
    106
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    6429

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