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"Everyone has demons."
Adora argues as if it were a regular occurrence for them to come to life.
"Most people's demands are metaphorical. Not literal manifestations in the flesh!"
Lonnie rebuts.
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Catra thinks her feelings are one sided and becomes jealous. She keeps almost everything she feels a secret because she (and Adora) was taught her feelings make her weak. Adora hides her feelings, not aware exactly what she was feeling. What happens if facing your demons, literally means having to fight your demons face to face? What happens after you hurt someone close to you? -
Sigh of Relief by Nayeliq1
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
05 Aug 2020
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Crowley had exhibited a quite extraordinary amount of restraint over the years, if he could say so himself. Maybe it had been too much. Maybe something had to snap inside of him at some point, maybe-
No. Those were excuses! Nothing but poor, pathetic attempts to justify his own weakness when it had been more crucial than ever to stay strong. It didn't matter that he'd wanted this for thousands of years. It didn't matter that he'd fought against this urge for centuries. It didn't matter that it had been on the verge of overpowering him countless times before. He hadn't let it. He'd never let it. Until now.
Everything that should matter was Aziraphale. His angel, his wonderful, pure, perfect angel, his best friend (the object of all his dreams and wishes and desires...), this being that was kindness and innocence made flesh, served to him on a silver plate to devour.
This was the moment to withstand. This was the moment to prove himself.
And he'd let him down.
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“He’s a guy,” Jungkook blurted. He felt panicky and inadequate just by reviving the scene in his head. Breathing was getting hard. “And you’re a guy, too. Guys shouldn’t be doing this. I mean, it’s-“
“It’s what?”
It was what? He didn’t know, he couldn’t think straight, and it didn’t help that Jimin kept asking questions. He just knew what he felt, and what he felt was that-
“-It’s wrong. I don’t feel right about it.”
--A slice of life story about two best friends discovering (self-)love in the middle of a turbulent, conservative society.
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A Study in Misery by sentimentalPackrat
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
04 Aug 2020
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Imagine being Dio Brando.
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Turns out a day in detention can’t change much at all. A look at the weeks that follow the events of the breakfast club, and what changed after that.
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Two Sides of the Same Coin by Nezomi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Aug 2020
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Izuku is orphaned at the age of four and is sent into the Japanese Foster Care System. After multiple failed attempts at finding a forever home and some unfortunate circumstance, he ends up on the streets. Eventually, the vigilante, Deku appears. Eraserhead must gain his trust to bring Deku back to the right side of the law. If he he does, however, the untrustful but pure-hearted boy may just be a bit more than Aizawa Shota can handle.
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- Part 1 of Two Sides of the Same Coin
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Ten years had gone by since Geralt last saw Jaskier. Ten years since he'd yelled at the bard and chased him away. Years spent filled with guilt. Until one day, Geralt came face to face with his bard; or what his bard had become.
Or: Geralt stumbles over Jaskier in the middle of the wood, confused why suddenly the bard has horns, claws, and massive wings.
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The cycle begins anew, and a new Giygas is born.
Postgame fic so spoilers for Earthbound and minor spoilers for Mother 3. Strong language and graphic descriptions of violence.
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- 1/?
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Evan Wright n'aurait jamais dû naître. Il n'aurait jamais dû grandir non plus et devenir ce qu'il est aujourd'hui. Mais les démons que l'on traîne avec soi deviennent très vite des compagnons d'infortune confortables, et s'arracher à eux relève de l'impossible, même lorsque l'on touche ses rêves du bout des doigts.
[Textes en lien avec Evan, qui concerneront ensuite également Adam]
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- Part 3 of Univers du hockey 🏒
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- Français
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Connor inhaled deeply as he listened to Captain Fowler speak. There is going to be an RK900 working at the DPD. An android that was meant to be everything that Connor was not. Alright… Maybe it could work. He should never assume that just because the station is getting an upgraded model doesn’t mean that Connor would be obsolete, right?
And when he does arrive, there is something slightly off about him.
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Steven Universe has been having a terrible month. After his corruption, he decides to take it easy. Little did he know, the corruption wasn't his rock bottom; the aftermath was.
Post "I Am My Monster", Pre "The Future"
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To Dream of Sweet Nightmares by N1ghtmare_Eyes
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Aug 2020
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Do nightmares really have to be so terrible?
Jules doesn't have much going for her at the moment. Barely scraping by with the odd job here and there, living in a crappy apartment in a crappy neighborhood with nothing but the clothes on her back, a pencil case, sketchbook, and a sleeping bag. Oh, she dreamed of the day when she'd be free from it all. Free from a world that refused to help her when she fell on hard times. Free from heroes who laughed and mocked her, and villains she destained, praying she'd never stoop to their level.
Until one reaches out to her solely for the use of her quirk and abilities. If she accepts the new life that's laid out before here with open arms, will she regret having said yes? Is she really okay going back to being nothing? Is she okay with facing new terrors that out-weigh the ones in her heart? To make new friends and become a brand new person? She gives everything she has to Shigaraki in exchange for a better life, but what will Tomura do with this strange, foreign girl that has captured his interest?
(A oc x shigaraki story)
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It’s been over four years since Dean saw Castiel take his last step off that ledge. Now a sophomore in college, he’s finally worked up the courage to read Cas’s journal.
Along the way, Dean discovers things he never thought he’d find and learns some new things about himself that he didn’t want to uncover.
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- Part 2 of A Way Out
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It always seemed to work ... by Thenia_Chris
Fandoms: Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber
04 Aug 2020
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Erik once again finds himself walking alone in his underground home, and the voice won't cease
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Estranged and All Alone (Act III) by actingwithportals
Fandoms: Hollow Knight (Video Games)
04 Aug 2020
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The whole world seemed to call to them, and no amount of turning away could make them ignore it forever.
But sometimes, amidst the painful cries and piercing shrieks, kinder things called to them as well.
And maybe, for those calls, it was worth slowing down long enough to listen.
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- Part 8 of We Are Wide Awake Now
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Kimmon Varodom, the successful owner of a gourmet coffee shop called "Café Pit-a-Pat", is tired of his grandmother's efforts to push him into marriage. In an attempt to resolve his problem, he forms a brilliant idea that involves Copter Panuwat, the youngest employee at his shop.
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Long haul Remus story. Book two covers his Second Year.
The Marauders are growing even closer but how are things going to change once they reveal they know his deepest secret? Navigating through the change of becoming a teenager, Remus begins to think he might have another secret, one that is very confusing to figure out for a young wizard in the 70s.
The world of Shifting Lines will eventually include Wolfstar. Mostly canon with a few exceptions. Please note the f/m relationship thing is not very prominent in the story at all! But this is when a lot of the characters really start showing interest in others and there is mention of it, kissing, maybe some characters (not Remus) dating. Since it isn't prominent I wasn't sure whether to put it or not but figure I should. I might tag this and the first as gen but I havent decided yet
Updated every Tuesday and Friday, and every other Sunday
(Don't really need to read the 1st before this I think)Series
- Part 2 of Shifting Lines
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quiet by IKnowWhat_YouDid, lostmyg (IKnowWhat_YouDid)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
04 Aug 2020
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his eyes are glazed over, bloodshot as if he were crying for a long time. his lips are bitten and swollen; a deep red as if painted with blood.
he wants them to ask if he is okay, he wants them to take him in their arms and protect him from the world. he wants it all to be peaceful, to be calm, to be quiet. (but it won't happen, he's min yoongi; the strong one)
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Transformers Kaiju Battle wars by DarkZhadow1177
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, Godzilla-Heisei Series (Movies)
04 Aug 2020
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A massive Transformers series that I have been working on for the past five years, please don't hate if you don't like this stuff
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SCP foundation/ reader oneshots (mature audience) by SCPyanderetrials
Fandoms: SCP Foundation, SCP - Containment Breach
04 Aug 2020
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A collection of oneshots with various scp/ reader. Ask on SCPyanderetrials tumblr.
https://www.tumblr.com/blog/scpyanderetrials
Will include graphic scenes, please be warned.