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    A post-GITF sick-fic UA. What if Rose had come away with more than nightmares after her run-in with the clockwork droids? What if her trust in the Doctor had been so fractured that she'd been afraid to tell him? And what if that broken trust might just lead to a dangerous situation for Rose? Will the Doctor be able fix it in time?

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    14/14
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    531
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    Heavily inspired by the song "わたしのアール" (or the more well known English cover "My R") so MAJOR content warnings for suicidal thoughts and attempts as well as self-harm. I promise that this has a happy ending, but it will be very painful getting there.

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    English
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    5,117
    Chapters:
    5/6
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    20
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    139
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    21
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    It should be simple, right? Psychiatrist writes a prescription, Tony gets better, and everyone can forget about what happened.

    Side effects may include: trouble sleeping.

    Well, things aren’t always as easy as they seem.

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    3/3
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    Before he set the entire nation aflame, before he orchestrated every bit of his downfall all for her sake, he was still the same teenage boy. He was the defective copy of his father, the high school dropout who was a massive disappointment to his parents, and the abrasive and socially inept idiot who started life in another world from zero.

    Until death welcomed him for the first time, and with that, came the catalysts for everything: his promise to save “Satella”, and his pride.

    (Or: the tale of Natsuki Subaru’s descent into madness throughout the first 88 loops of the Pride If.)

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    1/1
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    "It was just a way to reduce stress. It made Yuuri forget about every unpleasant feeling, clearing his mind enough to plan when to purge so his fiancé wouldn’t notice. Viktor was overworking himself anyway, and Yuuri didn’t want to burden him with his little... Habit? He couldn’t possibly call it a problem, because it wasn’t one.

    Eating was the problem.

    Yuuri has only found a solution. "

    When cute pet names stop being cute, and Yuuri finds himself drifting further away from the unachievable beauty standards of the world of perfect faces, he has to find a way to change.

    Yuuri doesn't know when it all went wrong.

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    Every nine years, a sacrifice is sent to the Labyrinth.

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    2/?
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    8
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    29
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    3
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    Even if the house was filled with laughter, to Wilbur it has never felt emptier than before.

    No longer finding comfort in his home with his brothers and father, Wilbur sets off and runs away. What or rather who he finds just might change his life for the better, or maybe the worse.

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    4/?
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    163
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    20
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    Sure, his bruises are gone, but he doesn't know where he begins and the Games end.

    OR: victor!cato + character study.

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    1,380
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    3
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    The year is 1965. The Beatles are well into a U.S tour, and George, unfortunately, pushes himself too far to keep the fans and his fellow band mates happy. He only realizes this far too late.

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    18/32
    Comments:
    35
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    27
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    Requests are always open:
    No sexual age play, messing/scat/poop, vomiting, suicide/suicide attempts, double penetration, breathplay, pet play, female-recieving anal sex.

    18+

    Please be patient! I have a long list of requests at any given time and I work on them at a timely pace to the best of my ability 💜

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    English
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    Chapters:
    78/200
    Comments:
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    Kiyotaka Ishimaru and Mondo Oowada hate each other. Being polar opposites, it was only expected that they wouldn't get along. In Kiyotaka's mind, Mondo was a lazy good-for-nothing delinquent. In Mondo's mind, Kiyotaka was an uptight hardass with a warped sense of justice. How the Hell are they supposed to get along on a week-long trip in a foreign city?

    [Started: November 21, 2020]
    [Finished: ???]

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    "Leaning over, Bucky kissed Steve's forehead and encouraged, 'Get some sleep.'

    'You just want him all to yourself,' Steve teased.

    'You caught me,' Bucky playfully agreed as he pulled the covers up further. Kissing his temple, he assured, 'I'll wake you if he needs you.'

    Catching his hand, Steve gave it a tug, causing Bucky to pause. Steve gave his hand another tug. Bucky leaned down to kiss Steve and Steve said, 'I love you.'

    'I love you, too,' Bucky gave him another kiss before pulling back to further attend to Oliver who was getting fussy again.

    Oliver hadn't even been there for a day yet and he already had Bucky wrapped around his little fingers. Not even a day old and already he had changed their lives so much. Just as Bucky had caused Steve's heart to shift, Oliver managed to wiggle his way right there beside the alpha in his heart. And as he closed his eyes, he felt loved. He could only hope that the two brunets felt the same.

    -Modern Stucky AU
    -Smut and other mature content

    ***I don't own Marvel or the characters of Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes, nor any of the other Marvel characters

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    Chapters:
    46/?
    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    Two years after the events of Part 1 of this series: Letters.

    Shelby and Toni are still together, still in Minnesota. They are both taking classes at a local university and have an off-campus apartment.

    Title of Work from Freya Ridings Song: Lost Without You

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    English
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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    29
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    Having never healed properly, Akechi's wounds fester until Ren is left to lick them clean on a daily basis, a repeated ritual that neither of them enjoy but neither of them can stop.

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    Chapters:
    10/11
    Comments:
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    198
    Bookmarks:
    31
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    What if Talos was the main villain of Skyrim, and the Dovahkiin was just some weak, hopeless kid? (Dovahkiin vs Talos). This story is written, just needs to be posted.

    Romance: Dovahkiin/Dibella

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    English
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    29,545
    Chapters:
    7/70
    Comments:
    4
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    9
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    1
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    After dying an excruciating death, Tim Drake finds himself in another universe where he is given the chance to save Jason Todd from a painful death. Tim makes his choice, and that choice sets off a chain of events that has Tim questioning everything he knows about himself, and his own mind.

    It may just break him before things become better.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    56
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    94
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    24
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    The Avatar is believed to be dead. The war against the Fire Nation rages on, the rebellion led by an organization of assassins called Last Hope. Hated by some, respected by others, the agency is known for their child assassins, taken from their families and trained to kill.

    Sokka is one of Last Hope's most powerful child assassins. Last Hope chooses him to kill the Prince of the Fire Nation. Along with his friend and fellow assassin Toph, Sokka goes undercover as the Prince's bodyguard. A seasoned killer and scarily numb, Sokka fully expects to kill the Prince and leave the Fire Nation by the end of the week.

    Prince Zuko of the Fire Nation was almost banished by his father but is instead dishonored and looked down on. Zuko, along with his friends Mai and Ty Lee, dream of fighting against the Fire Nation. Exhausted, breaking, and inexplicably lonely, Zuko sometimes wonders if he'll be able to last until the end of the week.

    Sokka and Zuko long for freedom, Sokka from his agency and Zuko from his family. Once they meet, it doesn't take long for their notions of freedom to include each other. The problem is, Sokka and Zuko both have secrets and neither one of them is ready to tell the truth.

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    English
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    69,530
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    52
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    87
    Bookmarks:
    13
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    在他的整个人生中,他都在寻找着这个东西:一种令他的思绪安静下来的方法;一种将时间掌握在他手中的方法,让他确定所有事情都是可控的。
    他最终发现,这个他如此渴望的答案不在别处,正是他自己的身体。

    一篇根据迈克罗夫特有厌食症和暴食症所建立的角色研究。请注意阅读文前警告。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    1/1
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    “I’ve been trying to figure out who you are,” Edward admitted quietly, after watching her concentrate on a math problem.

    She put her pencil down on the table. Every thought that Becca had, every feeling she’d felt so far today, had been crossed with her despairing mindset. She didn’t have a purpose outside of helping people. If she didn’t have a purpose, why was she alive? What was she doing, here in Forks or otherwise?

    “Well,” Becca said, glancing up at him. She smiled wryly. “If you figure it out, please tell me. I’d like to know, too.”
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    In which 24-year-old social worker Becca Fitzgerald makes a life-altering decision and wakes up as 17-year-old Bella Swan.

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    English
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    42,722
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    106
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    25
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    Losing things hurt. But losing everything? That's enough to make someone break.

    Stanley Pines accepted the fact that he's worthless a long time ago, which lead him to spend the rest of his days in a loony bin. With a single phone call and a distraught brother, Ford is determined to save his little bro from his crushing inner conflict.

    After all, he wants his brother back... but does Stan feel the same way?

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    English
    Words:
    16,697
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    716

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