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    Severus Snape finds Lily dead in Godric's Hollow, her son's screams echoing in his ears, and decides to end his life with hers.

    Fate has other ideas.

    Next thing he knows, he's facing an 11-year-old Lily Evans, on their way to their first year at Hogwarts.

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    Katsuki is in love with Deku, has been for years, there was no denying it anymore. It was as much a fact as the earth was round, the sky was blue, and he was obsessed with the nerd he used to bully in elementary school. Ever since the dreaded incident the last day of fourth grade Katsuki hasn't been able to shake the idiot no matter how hard he tried. It was that fateful day he began fantasizing about Deku, constant dreams of Deku touching him, on top of him and inside of him plaguing his perverted mind.

    What he doesn't expect is for the fantasies to get worse and worse by the day, fantasies of kissing turning into fantasies of fucking, and as the daydreams became more graphic, more vivid, his hatred for Deku bloomed into something darker, more dangerous, hatred clawing at his chest whenever he laid eyes on the bastard.

    By the time he hit high school it was a fact and nothing more- he hated Deku, he hated him because he couldn't allow himself to feel anything more than hatred for him, and so he let that hatred flare inside of him, let it burn him down until there was nothing left inside of him but darkness.

    Just his luck that Izuku is the only one who can save him from the darkness that is himself.

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    Varian sprinted down the road as a flash of lightning streaked across the sky, quickly followed by a crack of thunder. The harsh rain crashed down on him, soaking into his shirt, his jeans, his everything. He knew it couldn't be real.

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    If you found this book:
    Burn it, do NOT read it.
    It contains NOTHING of interest.
    It is absolutely not filled with embarrassing poems.
    Nope. No Poems. None. Zero.

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    11/?
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    The story of a lioness whose fur was white as colour of snow and her sister. Obout long jurney. A story about self-discovery and family love.

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    Leone comes out to his parents and it goes exactly as he expected.

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    The planet has returned Sephiroth to life as a completely unenhanced human. No longer a demi-god, Sephiroth struggles to adapt to life as a human. Cloud, on the other hand, struggles to adapt to life with Sephrioth.

    As age-old grudges and long-lost romance bubble under the surface, will this new life give them both a chance at happiness? Or will it just tear them apart?

    [Created with Tomowowowo, who drew illustrations for every chapter. Each piece and chapter were made in a single day back in September of 2015. Presented here just as it was originally posted on Tumblr before The Purge.]

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    After barely surviving Nagini's bite, Snape finds himself cast in a marriage of convenience with Hermione Granger of all people. Could it be just unfortunate circumstance or the beginning of something more? Meanwhile, the long-reaching consequences of the war see the rise of a terrible threat to the Muggle world and Snape is the only one who seems to notice.

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    33/?
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    Walking alone in the peaceful silence would have been a serene stroll if it weren't for the dust in the air.

    Alone; the chill of solitude had long crept up in his soul for so long that he's become numbed to it. What else did he have to live for? Everyone was gone. He didn't have a reason to continue to exist and quite honestly, he should have been dead a long time ago.

    EmeraldWriter: Sans
    Scarpath: Red, Fell

    (More characters to be added with more chapters)

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    (Takes place just after Chapter 11 of The Lost Way) 

    Order has been restored through The Mirrors of the World Between Worlds... but at what cost? The Ezra from another timeline is thrown back to his own world to face this reality. Here, Lothal is lost, the Inquisitors are hunting him, and the Ghost crew is gone... all except for Kanan, who seems to be carefully keeping his distance.

    Will he ever live up to the other Ezra's accomplishments? No, he doesn't believe so. They are surely happy to have their Ezra back instead. But now... What does this mean for him? For this world? For his very heart and soul?

    I'll walk this long road
    Till I find my way home
    To somewhere familiar
    To lay down my bones
    The trouble is, nothing looks the same
    The trouble is, I don't think it ever will

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    "Après la guerre, la mélancolie et le mal de vivre se sont emparés de nous et ne nous ont rien laissé."

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    Izuku's quirk comes in late. Is there still enough time to save him or is that also too late? (I suck at summaries it's better than it sounds I promise.)

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    After the worst has happened, Robby can finally begin his road to recovery. He may be haunted by the demons of his past, but now he has some angels on his side too.

     

    A/N: Continuation of my previous work: "His Demons". It can be read as a standalone and previous work was pretty disturbing. I'll be repeating the first few chapters to bring it up to speed. Completely new stuff starts from chapter 6.

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    After his return to the 118 following the lawsuit, Buck has trouble sleeping

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    Lars is often ridiculed for his round face and obsession with all the good in life, but therein lies a reason. It comes to fruition especially once he forms a friendship with Anthrax's new singer while on tour.
    Surely, there must be some common ground here.

    *also includes accompanying digital drawings to give another nuance to the narrative

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    She woke up every time drenched in sweat, heart seizing with panic and guilt.
    She ended a life.
    She killed someone.

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    After the fiasco at Guanyin Temple, Jiang Cheng is, to put it simply, a complete and utter mess. He still can't face Wei Wuxian, still runs away from the knowledge that the warm, shining core isn't his. Jiang Cheng is slipping, the rage, fury, and hate are washed away, leaving him cold and lonely.

    Lan Huan is bitter. His warm smile warps into a malformed quirk of his lips, and his eyes are blank. He should have done something, anything. He knows now, don't trust so easily, or he would get hurt.

    Or, a fix-it cause I can't bear to leave both of them hurting and alone. ABO to make things a lil more interesting!

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    18/?
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    Hiccup didn't ask to be different. He didn't ask to be the scape goat. And he definitely didn't ask to be connected to the dragons somehow. After finding the legendary Night Fury tied up in the woods, he finds all the things he was missing in his life along with it. Can he live up to his destiny? Or will he finally succumb to the pressure of the place that should have been his home?

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    17/?
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    My OCs

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    Rick and Morty has a very complex relationship. Most of the time they are fighting aliens and running for their lives. And sometimes they are smoking weed on a rooftop in the middle of the night. Morty has a secret that he doesn’t know if he’s ready to share with his Rick.

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    4/?
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    13
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    54
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    5
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