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    Aziraphale wants to throw a housewarming/ engagement party and invite the Apoca-nope group over. Everyone invited is excited to celebrate....but also excited to meet Samantha Crowley.

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    "Every time, it ends up the same way, with the Devil being on the loose again." Lucifer being the one to revive him in the cave feels inevitable. The question of responsibility and culpability is one Sam has enough time to ask himself as he leads Lucifer through the forest to meet his son.

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    Rasplin hears a cry for his help and it’s one that he can’t ignore. (Continuation of StarBound & StarFire verse story)

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    Sam had been. Nakedly not okay, in the djinn dream, and now Dean felt like he was seeing every extra, hidden inch on his frame. All those inches, all that largeness... he forgot that it made Sam a bigger target. And he forgot that his brother still needed to speak aloud the experiences.

    Meanwhile, Cas was pushing insistently. He wouldn’t let the lies go. But Dean had no clue how to admit to his best friend that his deepest desire was to be with him.

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    Sequel to 'A Prison of One's Own Making'. Season 5 AU. The brothers are reunited and have to manage the significant ways captivity has changed Sam. Dean wants revenge and there's still a looming Apocalypse to deal with. Maybe Sam's new abilities can give them the upper hand, but at what cost?
    Cross-posted to fanfic.net

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    AU for 5.3 Free to Be You and Me and 5.4 The End. Turns out Tim and Reggie meant it when they told Sam they'd be back. They had a demon-killing weapon at their fingertips and weren't going to miss the opportunity to use it! Dean thinks Sam is still sulking when he doesn't return his calls. Will Dean figure out something is wrong before Sam is pushed beyond his breaking point?

    Cross-posted to fanfic.net.

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    TIKTOK STAR SAM WINCHESTER

    With Eileen out on regular hunts and Sam retired, he decides to make a cooking tiktok: he doesn't expect it to blow up.

    Oh, but it does.

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    It's been ten years since Sam Winchester died and Dean is still hunting down his killer.
    Meanwhile, Sam returns, though he hasn't aged a day and no one knows why.
    Doctor Carter is still looking for his subject, and the apocalypse is about to start.
    The real apocalypse.

    THIS IS A SEQUEL TO "Scottwell Institute for the Betterment of Science" READ THAT FIRST!!!

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    Really just inspired by this chorus of Angel by the Wings by Sia:

    "Take an angel by the wings
    Beg her now for anything
    Beg her now for one more day
    Take an angel by the wings
    Time to tell her everything
    Ask her for the strength to stay."

    Sam wants to befriend Gabriel, but as always with the Winchesters, it's more complicated than that.

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    “Hey, you don’t look so good. Something else happen?” Dean asks.

    For a second, Sam imagines telling Dean. Telling him how he was alone for six months. Telling him how he had hunted with an intensity that scared even him. Telling him how he had stabbed the trickster on a 50/50 chance that it wasn’t really Bobby.

    But Sam can't tell him, he couldn't bear Dean knowing.

    So he forces a half smile and says, "I just had a really weird dream."

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    Sam sighed. He shook his head. He chuckled slightly under his breath.

    And then he picked up the bag of mini marshmallows.

    Sam had a feeling he knew where they had come from.

     

    I love these two so much, so I decided to write this. I have no idea what made write this other than the overwhelming amount of Sabriel fics I've been reading all year.

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    Sam gets caught by Dean dating an Alpha from school and letting said Alpha touch him sexually. Sam's Dad decides marrying him off before he can do more to disgrace his family is the best option. So Sam is married off to the very cruel Alpha Luke MoringStar. Sam is 12 years old and omega are intersex in this universe(betas are female Alphas are male). Omegas are treated differently because of being a third gender.

     

    WARNING! This is not planned to be a happy story! This a whump fic and I can not promise you a happy ending! This a messed up story about suffering!

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    Sam has always had nightmares, be they filled with fire, monsters, Hell, or the Devil.

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    Sam's nightmares throughout his life. Up to the end of season 15.

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    Sam is dead. Dean isn’t processing.

    And then Sam is not dead, Lucifer is there, and they’re suddenly on a deadline- thirty one hours before their single way home literally ceases to exist. Jack needs to be kept away from Lucifer, Sam needs to be kept away from Lucifer, they need to get thirty three people through a rift miles away, and that’s not even mentioning the fucking war currently being waged all over this- literally -godforsaken planet.

    But Sam is alive, (alive, alive, Dean’s brother is alive), albeit having one continuous panic attack. This is fine.

    (It is so, so not.)

     

    OR: A retelling of Supernatural’s s13 ep22 “Exodus” told from Dean’s point of view, complete with all the nice fun trauma the writers love to ignore, a bunch of cool archangel headcanons, realistic character interactions, general badassery, characters actually using their brains, logic, and common sense, and a much, much more satisfying ending.

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    Being tortured by Lucifer for close to a millennia was enough to make anyone afraid but even after all those years Sam never imagined his horror when he turned to Jack with his eyes blazing in rage with the whip gleaming under the lights dressed in his blood....

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    Crisp days, cool nights, and broken bones...it's that time again! 31 days of delicious whump for your reading pleasure. Now completed!

    Day Thirty-One: Today's Special: Torture (Whipping)

    Sammy was coming. His brother would find him. He always did.

    (Character death is in chapter nineteen. It's not on-screen deaths, it's conversation of canon character deaths throughout the series, as a memorial)

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    Lucifer was eternal. (Sam doesn’t like to think about him but it’s impossible not to.) 

    7x17 au series

    title from the lyrics of 'spaceland' by chloe moriondo

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    Houssaye is a little Louisiana town where the only thing thicker than the swamp is the air. With a house for rent and a monster on the loose, the boys take a much-needed vacation for what should be a simple job. In Sam's lifetimes of experience, though, nothing is ever simple.

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    And that’s the problem, isn’t it? That he feels things? Angels don’t have souls; they have grace. There is a difference and Castiel has been aware of it ever since he inhabited this vessel, this Jimmy Novak and felt the man’s soul leave his body. (Had the man not gone to Heaven, Castiel is sure he would have left the vessel and gone to retrieve the man’s soul, send it to its rightful place and never dare set foot on Earth again.) He felt the absence, felt the loss, and soldiered on. Because he was an angel. That was his job.

    7x17 au because i'm trash

    title from the lyrics of 'taking care of things' by cavetown

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    He scrubs his hands raw. It doesn’t help. In the mirror, he sees Gadreel’s face instead of his own. Lucifer’s. Meg’s. Adam’s blood joins Kevin’s, swirling down the drain. Sam’s hands shake.

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