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    None of Sam’s Standford friends knew about John, the motels, the foster stint, or the ultimate landing with Bobby. To them, Bobby was his dad, his mom died and he loved his brother Dean very much. That’s the way Sam liked it, and that’s the way it would stay.
    Sam had been picking through Hulu for a bit when his phone buzzed. Dean had texted him, a Bandcamp link to a locked album.
    The text message read ‘sneak peak ;) some of em are pretty old, wrote em when we were with dad. Hope that’s ok let me know what you think, love ya’ Sam felt his blood run cold. He hadn’t talked to Dean about their dad in a long time. Not since he was still a kid. They both spent a long time trying to forget all that. It seemed to be an unspoken rule that they didn’t talk about John. Sam felt like he was in a dream. He clicked the link and the album popped up-- Foxwarren.

    Or-- A fic about Sam during his Stanford years. This is based on my fic Halfway Through Dakota, so if you liked this one there's a prequel! Foxwarren is a self-titled album made in collaboration with Andy Shauf and his talented ass childhood friends! This fic was inspired by it. In the story cannon, Dean wrote it. ALBUM LINKED IN NOTES!

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    Castiel is trying to deal with his new life now that he's human.
    Sam wants to help but is too caught up fighting with his own personal dilemmas.

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    In which the only way for Cas to save Sam in the Born Again Identity is to possess him. Sam, however, does not know what is going on, and sees him as Lucifer.
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    "It was funny. Of course, the thoughts came in flashes, and they were somewhat bland in flavour, like the world was still in colour but the synapses in his brain were all turning through a disconnected filter. He remembers wanting to ask Cas about if his brain was alright. He remembers the first time Cas healed him, and how he felt like he could think clearer than he had in years. He remembers looking at Cas and making sense of everything including him through new comprehension. He remembers seeing nothing but love.

    It’s all so funny. Because with one touch, Cas also destroyed him."

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    What do you do when you wake up hangover to find your kid´s cold dead body next to you? If you are John Winchester, you hide the evidence and then proceed to lie through your teeth.

    There is one universe where John Winchester beat Dean within an inch of his life before passing out at 3:30 am. In this universe, he passes out at 3:33 am. 3 minutes shouldn’t make a difference (except when they do)

    Based off Chapters 17 and 18 of my What they don’t know, will hurt them story, but is not necessary to read it to understand this

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    "I- okay," Dean relented, "just, what did that crazy British bitch want?"

    "She had some questions about hunters in America."

    "But what sort of questions? What did she want to know so desperately that it was worth kidnapping and torturing you to obtain?" Dean asked.

    When Sam looked up, something seemed to collapse inside his very soul. He hung his head before looking up to meet Not Dean's eyes. "Screw you." He whispered.

    "What?"

    "I told you, the answer is 'Screw you.'" Sam snapped.

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    Between the second and third trials, Castiel worries about and cares for Sam, who is getting progressively sicker and weaker.

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    Sam struggles to believe he's out of the Cage.

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    Sam comes across age regression while scrolling online and feels odd, only to find he somewhat connect and understands. Sam has been attempting to cope more healthily with his trauma as him and Dean have been hunting less. Sam begins to age regress once the urge grows and he learns what he has been feeling but keeps it a secret. How will Dean find out and respond to Sams coping method?

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    "Dean, can you-"

    "Can I what? What could I possibly do to make the mess you made easier for you?" Dean snapped.

    Sam swallowed hard, trying not to cry. "Sorry, it's, um, can you just do it? Please, I know I deserve it, it."

    Dean paused, turning around to face his brother.

    "Sam, why would I need a gun? Are you planning on going out to hunt while you're still shaking from withdrawal?

    Sam's heart sinks, of course, he'd want to make his monster of a brother's death slow and painful. He'd hoped Dean would just shoot him point-blank, but that was a luxury Sam didn't deserve. Monsters don't deserve kindness.
    - or -

    Dean finds out about the tampered with voicemail and Sam can finally breathe again.

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    It is a fact he must come to terms with. He will never see Dean again.

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    Sam has to learn to live without his big brother by his side.

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    The British Men of Letters have their sights set on Samael.

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    After a run-in with a witch, Castiel is booted from his vessel and can’t get back in due to a curse. In order to talk to Cas, Sam is willing to let Cas possess him.

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    Sam has been out of Hell for years, but one wrong thing - a whiff of cooking meat, for example - can send him straight back in his mind.

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    Steve finds them a few minutes, later, sitting in the middle of the pen, surrounded by dogs. Sam’s got a puppy on his head, a tiny ball of black fur with a shiny nose, mischievous eyes, and a rapidly wagging tail. He’s rubbing the belly of a very happy golden retriever, laughing and crooning to it. Bucky’s scratching a husky with a gimp leg behind its ears while it relaxes on his lap, tongue lolling out.

    A daschund with a misshapen ear waddles up to him, yipping excitedly, and his boyfriends look up. Sam and Bucky look at him with intent expressions and Steve pauses.

    Wait.

    Oh no.

    “… Guys, you know our apartment’s not actually that big, right?”

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    Sam returns from Hell with his immune system shot. He ends up coming down with pneumonia and ends up in the hospital.

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    Dean finds out that Sam is in love with him. Dean is angry and disgusted. Sam is hurt and depressed. where does that leave the Winchesters? Sam POV.
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    “You know I would never do anything to you, right? I’m still the same Sam, Dean. The same little brother” Dean flinched. “...I was yesterday. I would never touch you or hurt you. Please just tell me you know that” he begged, his voice breaking, desparate. 

    “I don’t know anything anymore”

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    Sam's hand has started shaking. A classic sign of PTSD.

    Hell does that to you.

    or…

    Sam Winchester gets his powers back for some reason. No one is happy.

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    Sam carries their memory with him always

    Now, he carries hers, too.

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