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    Castiel Novak has led a fairly uneventful small town life, besides the fact he occasionally hears voices. But there's medication for that. He's just ready to face the months following high school graduation without a hitch before heading off to college with his best friend, Meg. What he hadn't planned for was a few poor decisions leading him to befriend the one person his father forbid him from speaking to, Dean Winchester, and their whirlwind relationship that follows. Right when Castiel swears everything has fallen into place, the boys find out that the world is so much darker than they could've guessed. Torn apart by forces outside of their control, secrets start to unravel, and so does everything Castiel thought he knew about himself and those he loves.

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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    Sam and Dean have moved in next door to the brothers Castiel and Gabriel. Sam and Gabriel have a midnight shouting match that requires the two brothers to come to Sam and Dean to apologize, which results in Dean and Castiel meeting. When Sam and Gabriel realize that their brothers have mutual feelings for one another they make it their mission to get them together with the help of Castiel and Gabriel's nephew who lives with them, Jack. While doing so the two of them begin to realize that maybe Castiel and Dean aren't the only ones denying their feelings for one another...

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    After, Sam and Dean defeat Chuck and Jack become the new God. Dean didn't know what to do with his life and get drunk all the time, playing Cas confession on his computer, over and over again. Even if Jack brought back every person that they cared and loved about. Dean thought Jack hated him because he didn't brought back Cas...

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    What Sam and Dean do with their life after the events of season 15...

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    Dean Winchester always struggled with his sexuality while growing up, because he couldn't understand what is it that he feels for his best friend- Castiel Novak. While dealing with the death of his mother, an absent father and the pressure to raise up his little brother, Dean only has Cas' hand to hold through it all.

    This story is set across a span of many years, from childhood to the adult life, as Dean and Cas keep losing each other through misunderstandings and absent words. Will their friendship survive? Or will they keep pushing each other away till the wound is too deep to heal?

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    In which Dean Winchester cannot rest in peace, Jack gets familiar with existential loneliness, Amara gets front row seats to Jack's favorite ship, old friends help hack Heaven, and Castiel still awaits his Paradise. And Sam? He gives everyone his long-suffering blessing.

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    In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.

    Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.

    We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.

    This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06

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    Sam and Jess stargaze and love each other, and Dean and Jess watch Brokeback Mountain. Takes place at Bobby's between chapters 6 and 7 of hated it then now I kinda miss it.

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    "As I looked upon Dean Winchester in the pits of Hell, I felt nothing but admiration for the boy who had nothing, so he became everything."

    Castiel's POV of talking to you (the reader) about his feelings for Dean, from the moment he rescues him from Hell to their final moments. Pretty sure I got a few of the facts wrong as I haven't seen seasons 4-6 recently. Plus I watched season 6 when I had covid so that whooole season is a fever dream to me. Please correct me if I get anything wrong lmao

    Updates every month

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    It all started on a cold December’s night. It wasn’t supposed to go like this, he was supposed to get back to the hotel safe and sound but the universe had other plans. First it was the huge blizzard sent his way, then he ran out of gas and lastly his phone died.

    He waited and waited on the empty highway until the darkness consumed him.

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    Dean was here in Hell, after he sacrife his life for save his brother. He didn't knew that a demon named Alastair was there waiting for him...

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    A few of the sexual exploits of Dean Winchester.

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    Based on the Hallmark movie "The Christmas Card" It was just supposed to be one chapter in my oneshot book but I was writing too much. I don't normally do Sastiel so I apologize in advance. I should have it finished by Christmas.

    Second lieutenant Castiel Shurley didn't expect much when he got a christmas letter from one Sam Winchester. He slowly becomes friends with the man and hears all about Sam's small Montana town. When Castiel unexpectedly get discharged he decides to see this lovely town in person. When he rolls into town Sam's dog bones immediately knocks him over.

    Castiel is in for a lot more surprises....

    I"m bad at descriptions but it's decent I promise

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    Final episode fix-it fic. Six months after Cas's death and Jack's ascension to God, Dean wrestles with words he never said while Sam tries to figure out if Cas could really be dead after the brothers are mysteriously saved on a vamp-mime hunting trip.

    (because guess what...Cas isn't trapped in the Empty anymore.)

    Sam allowed himself a small chuckle and then, after a moment, he looked back up at Dean. Sam was starting to put all his hazy memories from the barn together. "You're healed...I'm healed...you think that maybe - maybe it was an angel who saved us?"

    Dean's face went cold.

    Sam kept going. "Look, I don't know what happened...back at the bunker, with Billie...you never told me. But is there a chance - maybe - that could've been Cas?"

    Dean's expression was steely - Sam could've anticipated this. He always did this whenever Sam brought this up. "Cas is dead," said Dean firmly.

    "How do you know?" For the first time in months, Sam countered Dean's refusal to talk. "What happened to him, Dean?"

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    They find themselves in Derry, Maine, on another hunting trip in just another town that looks so much like all the others they’ve been to. It’s nothing they can’t handle, this they’re sure of. After all, it’s not like anything surprises them anymore. Not after everything that they’ve seen - everything that they’ve experienced. This trip is just like the last, and it will be just like the one that’ll come after it. Drive to a new town that looks a lot like the last. Find a demon or similar creature. Kill said demon or similar creature. Flee the scene of the crime before the real feds show up. Easy as pie.

    But Derry is anything but just another town, and the being that they were hunting down is not something that they’ve seen before. Not even close. (Try not to think about how you already know this. Try not to think about what you can feel lurking just underneath the surface of this town. Really, just try not to think.)

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    ““Hello Dean,” Cas says, hesitating at the door before stepping up to the table and holding the bag out, “I know you don’t particularly enjoy celebrating your birthday, but I thought this may be a gift you’d appreciate, or at least make use of.” He places the bag on the table and goes to make his coffee. Dean pulls the bag towards him. The only thing inside is a small plastic rectangle. A mixtape. Cas made him a mixtape.

    Of course Cas thought Dean would appreciate it, because it’s one of the only gifts Dean’s ever gotten Cas. It’s a really nice gesture, and it’s completely ungrateful of Dean to wish Cas had decided to reciprocate on the novelty mug instead. And there’s no need for Dean to necessarily read anything further into this — yes, mixtapes may sometimes be seen as romantic gestures, but Dean made Cas a mixtape because he knew Cas hated having to drive ever since he lost his wings and so he wanted to make driving more enjoyable for him. And now Cas had clearly decided to reciprocate the gesture for Dean because it’s Dean’s birthday and Cas has never gotten him a gift before. Completely normal act of friendship, of course it is.”

    Cas gives Dean a mixtape, and Dean has no clue what it’s supposed to mean.

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    So here’s the thing, Dean never really thought about the aftermath of Cas’s teary love confession and eventual rescue from the Empty.

    Really.

    Okay, that’s a lie.

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    A 5+1 I wrote to celebrate 100k Destiel fics!

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    When Chuck resurrected Lucifer, he created a rip in the Empty that he never got a chance to close. This rip starts leaking, and the angels and demons who should be sleeping in silent death find themselves waking back up, weak and battered, but alive. The first one to come back is Castiel, who returns home to the bunker. He may be the first, but he’s not the last. When Dean gets a call from Crowley, the Winchesters realize that the world they’ve just saved is in danger once again, and they’re pulled into twisted revenge schemes of torture, conquest, and resurrection, even though all they want is a moment to rest, breathe, and confess a bit of gay love.

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    So Castiel loves Dean. Thats new. How does dean feel.

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