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    Five times Eddie denied his jealousy and one time he didn't.

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    Eddie tried not to think much about his scars. He was aware they were there, like mirrors of each other from similar injuries in very different places in the world. But he tried not to think about them, avoiding looking at them if he didn’t absolutely have to. He just didn’t like looking at them or thinking about them. Because if he did, then he’d have to think about the incidents leading up to those scars and how he was supposed to be safe in LA and not back in a warzone worried for his safety and whether or not he was going to make it home to his son. 

    So, he tried not to think about the scars. But that didn’t mean other people didn’t notice them.

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    Whumptober 2021, Day 16: Scars

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    In the end it's the Probie who gets the privilege of pushing Buck and Eddie off the cliff of their almost-relationship into the raging waters of Full Blown Relationship with a Child below.

    If she wasn't overjoyed that Buck and Eddie finally got their shit together, Hen would probably be mad that she wasn't the one to kickstart the event.

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    Buck 3.0 is living in a whole new world after coming out as bisexual. When tagging along to his sister's surprise hen party, Buck is in the last place he expected to be at - a strip club.

    While he's there, Buck meets someone that he ends up immediately growing a connection with. Now that he's slowly becoming more open with his sexuality, Buck's learning to adjust to this new lifestyle, trying to determine what he wants and needs in his life. As the attraction grows stronger, Buck tries to figure out whether he's capable and ready to open up again to be with Eddie Diaz.

    ~~~~~ Or ~~~~~

    Eddie's a stripper that meets Buck and the 118 in different circumstances.

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    He stared Buck down silently praying their eyes would meet. He needed to calm him down before he also ended up caught in this mess. Thankfully, Buck suddenly met his eyes.

    As their eyes locked, Eddie made sure Buck would see him mouth the one word he knew would keep him locked in place.

    Chris.

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    Prompt for day 7 of Whumptober: hopelessness

    Instead of going home to his empty apartment, Buck stays just a little bit longer at the fire station, and so he is still there when Maddie arrives.

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    After the explosion at Buck and Eddie's wedding, the waiting room at LA General fills up, and everyone waits for news of their loved ones.

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    Here

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    “Buck, look out!” Buck could see the explosion of fire just in time to turn his body away, ducking down to protect the boy in his arms. He could feel the flames licking closer to him, the heat at his shoulder and back. He gritted his teeth, his heart beating rapidly in his chest as he held tightly onto the boy, who was shivering with terror and let out a pained shout. 

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    Whumptober 2021, Day 12: Burns

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    Eddie swallows hard and stares straight down the barrel of the gun pointed right between his eyes.

    He’s tired of this. He’s tired of ending up here, face to face with his final breath, looking his last moment in the eyes and wondering if this is the last time anyone will see him before they see him in a casket.

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    The first time he flinched away from Chimney's touch, he managed to hide it fairly well. He'd simply blinked a little too quick and took a half step backwards when Chim went to pat him on the back. "Sorry," he offered, his heart pounding, "I'm just getting over a cold. I don't want to pass it to Jee."

     

    (Or, Buck doesn't forget Chimney hitting him.)

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    When he tried to think of what he wanted for the future, he thought of Buck, and him carrying Christopher to bed, kissing his forehead. He thought of him in his kitchen in the morning, making breakfast. He thought of him cooing over Jee-Yun, while Eddie thought to himself that he wanted this all the time. He thought of him giving him stupid little gifts, and buying Chris books, and joking around with Hen and Chim at the station.

    If home was shaped a little like Buck, he couldn't lie to himself and pretend that he didn't want that.

    I wish that it could be like this all the time.

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    “Thinking back, none of my relationships worked out, my heart was never truly in them. It felt like I was playing a part of anyone but myself.” The tears have finally managed to slip out, Eddie turned his head, hiding.

    Turning back towards Hen, tears welling in his eyes, “I don’t know what's happening.”

    Hen looked at him, and thought carefully before she spoke, “I think you do Eddie.”

    Silence fell between them, Eddie wiped the last of the tears away, “How did you know you were gay, I mean a lesbian? Did you always know?”

    Hen smiled softly, waiting for that question, “I know this won’t be helpful, but I’ve always known. Let me explain.” Eddie nodded his head.

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    Or Eddie and Buck get split up at work and Eddie makes some realizations about himself, who is is as a person and who he's in love with.

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    Ravi likes to think that he’s a pretty easy-going guy. Someone who doesn’t ask for much.

    So he really, really shouldn’t be in this position, in one of the most awkward conversations of his life and wishing he did go to grad school instead.

    AKA Ravi watches Buck and Eddie figure themselves out and find their way to each other.

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    “Hi.” He hears and looks at Taylor who just sat across from him. She had a few glasses of wine but she looks totally unfazed and gracious as always, not like Eddie who definitely feels the effect of all of his beers.
    He should have joined the rest of the team, he wouldnʼt be stuck here right now with a woman he canʼt stand.

    “Hi.” He replies anyway, already breaking the promise to ignore her.

    “Youʼre really not in the mood today, huh?” She asks, the corners of her mouth slowly lifting up into a smile. “Itʼs a funny coincidence that youʼre always not in the mood when Iʼm around.”

    “You pay me awfully a lot of attention for a person who doesnʼt like me.” Eddie strikes back. Heʼs a little bit drunk and thereʼs no Buck around so he doesnʼt need to bite his tongue and be polite.

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    “So what do you think,” Buck asked. “Do I - do I risk it? Do I say I love you? Do I - I -”

    “I don’t think so,” Eddie said firmly, before Buck could even finish stuttering out his question. “Look, Buck,” he said. “You’re a clever guy, and I know you’ve got a lot to give to a relationship. I just don’t think this is it for you. I don’t think you’ll make each other happy in the long run.”

    Buck stumbles his way through a confession, Eddie woefully misunderstands.

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    Fire and chemicals don't go well together, something that Buck is quickly reminded of. Day 7 of Whumptober 2021.

    Prompt: Blindness

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    Sometimes a mixtape is all you need to show someone you love them.

    OR

    The one where Buck sends Eddie a Taylor Swift playlist and Eddie's world explodes.

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    Forty-five minutes later, when the rig pulls back into the bay, Eddie watches from the loft as Bobby steps out of the truck with a frown on his face. Ravi, Hen, and Chimney step down, and Eddie blinks in disbelief when he realizes that Buck isn’t with them. He also notices how Ravi’s eyes find him immediately, and then duck away as he hurries to remove his gear.
    What the hell?
    He turns and heads for the stairs as Hen and Chimney begin to climb up.
    “Where’s Buck?” Eddie says, meeting them halfway down.
    Chimney turns and looks at Hen, lifting his eyebrows. “Not even a minute. You owe me ten dollars.”
    Hen sighs and looks at Eddie. “Eddie, he’s fine. But they sent him to the E.R. as a precaution.”
    Eddie feels his eyes almost bug out of his head. “What? What do you mean they sent him to the E.R.? What the hell happened?”

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    Buck had always known he was broken. Deficient, wrong, always just something off with him. He was literally born with defective parts. From day 1 he’d failed to do the things expected of him.

    So, honestly, not presenting as anything wasn’t that much of a shock as it should have been. The shock didn’t come on till much later when he spiralled into a research binge and realised how rare it actually was for someone not to present as anything.

    But it was fine, the majority of articles said that it wasn’t always triggered with puberty and that some people didn’t present at all until near the end of their teens. They all seemed to agree that once you hit 21, you were well past the threshold of late and were sitting firmly in against the odds.

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    Inktober day 4: knot

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