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    Dean is in heaven, but he's missing a certain someone.

     Just a small little destiel finale fix-it so apologies for any mistakes i don't write many fanfics lol but i hope you enjoy!

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    The world may be safe, but that doesn't mean everything is over yet.

    Dean has one final mission before he can even think about retirement.

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    Set after Cas confesses in 15x18, starting when Dean drives to reunite with Sam and Jack. However, when Jack asks where Cas is, the conversation goes a little differently.

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    Cas is back from the Empty, and he says he needs to be out on his own way. Sam helps Dean realize why he doesn't want Cas to go.

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    虚无变成过Meg,变成过Samandriel,变成过Duma,变成过Cas在天堂杀过的每一个天使的样子。某天它正以Balthazar的模样对着Castiel冷嘲热讽,突然一道光闪过,它在爆裂声中消失了。

    Dean Winchester站在他消失的地方。

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    It’s okay during the day—well no, it’s not okay. Sam will clap Dean on the back or shoulder, Jack will brush against his arm when they’re standing side by side at the stove. And what used to feel so normal—good even—will feel like too much to handle. 

    Eileen and Sam will hold hands or give each other cheek kisses, and Dean will have to bear feeling so happy for his brother and yet so jealous at the same time. That’s just it, during the day, Dean’s distracted and has reason to keep a tight lid on his crap. But at night—

    He keeps himself awake until he absolutely can’t keep his eyes open anymore. Then he lies alone in his bed in the dark, and the monster comes—like a hermit crab, it tries to claw its way out of its shell, out of him. It knows nothing but want, and fear of what it wants. 

    Unable to stand it, Dean’s fingers will curl into the sheets and his heart will race and his throat will feel like there’s a scream lodged in it. Not even his old trick with the hot water bottle can lull his body into believing it's not alone. It’s not working anymore, not since his body got a taste of the real deal. Not since he’s been hugged and kissed and his hand has been held.

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    In a moment now, he’ll be awake enough to utter something cheesy, full of sentimentality and completely is the truth, in a way and tone and voice that brings the most enchanting shade of warmth in a flush that reaches up to the very tips of his husband’s ears and let the freckles peppering his cheeks, peeking through light morning stubble and all the way down to a pink with sleep collarbone, about how there's only one true reason behind why he shines, is that Dean is the sun and that the only there to reflect his love, his soul beauty and light. His sunlight.

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    “Then Cas decided he’d seal a deal he made with the empty in order to save me. See he... he told the empty it could take him to save Jack. The empty said it wouldn’t take him until he experienced a moment of true happiness. So he... so Cas...”

    “Told you he was in love with you?” Crowley asked gently.

    “Ya.” Dean said, wiping away traitorous tears.

    “You still hadn’t figured that out?” Crowley asked incredulously. “Castiel has been in love with you since he pulled you out of hell. He may not have known what that meant at the time but I sure thought you did.”

    “No.” Dean sighed, somehow glad he had Crowley to talk to about all of this. “I didn’t think he was able to love me like that. Guess I’m the idiot you always claimed I was.”

    “You’re not an idiot.” Crowley growled, “you’re an imbecile, there’s a difference. An imbecile would stumble along for over a decade, in love with a celestial being but never saying anything because they’re too scared to admit they feel something for another man. An idiot would let that angel rot and not try to save him.”

    “Call me an imbecile then.” Dean chuckled.

    “Gladly.”

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    A rewrite of Supernatural’s final two episodes, expanded into a five episode arc - in which Chuck needs to be defeated, Castiel deserves to be saved, and the characters in this story get a very different ending.

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    Fresh from his latest setback, Castiel wakes up in... a bookshop? A bookshop in a mysterious other world where an angel and a demon hold hands over afternoon tea and the only Hellhound on Earth just wants to chase cats and very little appears to be on fire? What trickery is this?

    Crowley and Aziraphale get an impossible visitor. Really, if one will leave an unused summoning circle lying around...

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    15 x 09 ("The Trap") and 15 x 18 ("Despair") coda where Castiel writes a letter for Dean to be found in case he needs to fulfil the deal with The Empty.

    As we know, he did have to, and Dean ended up finding the letter! This ficlet is just the contents of the letter!

    Complete, as of now! Might add another epistolary piece as a companion later, though!

     

    Edit: Adding Dean chapters now!

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    Castiel begins and new life out of the Empty and Dean begins one on Earth. Then fate took the form of rebar and they meet again in Heaven.

    (i.e., Let's fix what they left us!)

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    How did Dean ever convince himself that he didn’t want this? Whenever the thought that he and Cas could be something more passed his mind, he'd beaten it back, stomped it down, forced it out. The mind that was strong enough to cage Michael himself, the mind that had fought back tooth and nail against the Mark of Cain, that was the very same mind that had sabotaged himself out of his own happiness for so long.

    Dean's hands cradled Cas's face between them for a moment, thumbs slipping down to rest just beneath his cheekbones, taking in his blown pupils and kissed-out expression as Dean fought back his disbelief. Something they'd both always wanted, but thought they'd never have. It was just... here, now, finally.

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    Castiel had finally let himself be happy, had sacrificed himself for the world, for his family, for Dean.
    But the Empty wasn't asleep just yet, and the Empty was cruel.
    He woke up on a train, September 1991, with a single task: protect the Master of Death.
    (It was going to be a long seven years.)

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    Episode 20 never happens and this happens instead.

    Chuck has a realization.

    Sam has a realization, and forces Dean to have one as well.

    Jack finds a solution.

    Dean has to face the truth- in more ways than one.

    There is a happy ending.

    Warnings: There is some mild violence, nudity (not graphic), and homophobia (not extreme)

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    Dean travels to the Empty to rescue Castiel.

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    "What if instead of Castiel having to relive his memories, the empty made him invisible? And he has to watch as the world continued on without him and no one can hear his screams. That was his punishment."

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    There are words the Empty is incapable of knowing. Words that are too full, that contain too much. They cannot be bereft, and the Empty cannot grasp onto such substance. Words like family, like forgiveness, like because.

    Like sacrifice.

    Words like Dean.

     

     

    On Earth, Dean mourns, and he continues to fight the good fight. The fight for free will, for choice. Dean rolls the pain, the exhaustion, from his shoulders, and he fights.

    And then the fight is over.

    In the Empty, Castiel sleeps.

    And then he wakes.

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    Deans has a nightmare and Cas comforts him.

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    Dean drags Team Free Will out for one last night of debauchery before facing down God, but his careless desperation lands him in the clutches of a succubus. Castiel comes to the rescue—or tries to. You know how these things go. But is their one spectacular night the result of mutual attraction, the succubus’ venom – or of Chuck’s meddling? Castiel needs closure (and perhaps forgiveness). He finally finds it—and that thing he thought he could never have—in Heaven.

    This has turned into a bit of a fix-it fic and takes place just before and after Season 15 ends.

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