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    My entire body trembled like, trembled like- oh who gives a shit! I can’t stop shaking, I can’t stop but I don’t even know if I want to. I pulled my cracked phone from my pocket, ignoring the blood on my hand, I hit the second number listed, he picked up on the first ring. Thank god.

    Mr. Stark’s voice came through the phone so light and happy and I’m gonna ruin it like the selfish piece of shit that I am, “hey kiddo, what’s going on?” He asked. I did not mean to let out a sob at the sound of him. Immediately his voice turned serious, pace quickening just a bit, “what’s wrong? Peter, why are you crying? Are you hurt?” How can I tell him that I’m more than hurt? How can I tell him that I can’t recover?


    Or, after May dies Tony takes in Peter who has stopped talking

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    he turned his head up, tilting it so his masked eyes meet with the others. ‘Wait, the others?’ masked, the man’s eyes were masked. Black with red outlines encasing familiar wide white lenses.
    He croaked out.

    ‘spider-man?’

     

    Peter ran, after Beck. into a different dimension where he comes face to face with another spider-man. Miles.
    Peter faces his demons, what he did, and how to get help

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    He's not coming. If I wasn't such a burden to him before maybe he would have helped me now. Maybe he would come pick me up and everything would be okay. But everything's not okay because I ruined everything. I should have lied more. I shouldn't have talked to my counselor. This. Shouldn't. Be. Happening.

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    He can change everything, possibly even the world.
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    Romance in the Red Room was always forbidden. It was for children, for the weak, for the unfocused.

    Upon being able to walk, the result of a certain romance was used as a test subject for the alternate, originally unsuccessful Wolf Spider Ops Program. With one bite, he went from sick with hunger to lean with muscle, oblivious to aware, a commodity to a backup.

    At ten years old, he was given to a new instructor for deeper training. Little did the boy know that it would mean the beginning of the family he always longed for.
    He grew up hearing the phrase "Cut one head, two shall take its place." He was made to be one of the two to grow back, and despite now having a family, he could never forget it. He was there for when the man he idolized, his papa, needed help or had failed, and nothing else was keeping him alive.

    (Alternate Spiderman backstory, in which Peter is the son of the Winter Soldier and the Black Widow. HYDRA makes him into Spiderman, into the Winter Soldier's backup plan.)

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    When Wade Wilson goes to work for a high profile wealthy investor he meets mild mannered personal assistant Peter. On the surface everything appears to be normal, but Wade soon discovers all is not what it seems. Wade has his own hidden agenda where his new boss is concerned, but as he tries to uncover shocking truths will his affections for Peter inadvertently put the young man in danger?
    A story about control, fear and love.

    Please read the tags on this story. Thank you xoxoxo
    I want to just say that some of the tags only refer to things being mentioned or a very small part of the story.

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    It's not a book > Just books I will or would like to write and summaries

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    "It’s been a rough week. For some people that looks like having one too many assignments to complete with not enough time, skipping meals, and getting little sleep. For Peter, it’s exactly like that but with assignments from both college and work, one meal a day if he remembers, only about two hours of sleep a night, and a bunch of Doom bots terrorizing the city.

    Really, this was just the icing on the cake. A terrible end of a terrible week. He should have known that just because it was his day off and Johnny said he’d patrol for him, that didn’t mean he’d finally get a break. No, because Parker luck was always looking for a way to crumble his will to live one shit pile of a day at a time. He can’t even blame Wade, he didn’t know."

     

    ***Graphic depiction of a panic attack, claustrophobia, mention of sex, mention of pedophilia (no actual, intentional pedophilia. Wade did not know Peter was underage and they did not get together until Peter was over 20)***

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    I've had this idea in my head for a couple months that Peter Parker is Bella's cousin. May wants to send him to visit her in Forks as they were close as children and he's extremely sad and depressed bc of spiderman things. So while there, he meets the Cullens. They smell something different but don't realize who he is until they overhear Peter on a phone call with Tony saying something along the lines of, "should i tell her i'm spiderman?" And for some reason I imagine the story bringing Skip Wescott in by the Jasper watching the news and it's on national television that Skip was released and Peter freaks out in front of the entire Cullen family.

    Please, if anyone is both a fan of twilight and Marvel, please write this. I am no writer, more of a reader. Thank you immensely.

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    The ex-vengers need funding and help and the only place they can think to turn is to Tony, but they are in for a surprise when they come to see him and discover there is so much they didn't know.

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    The ex-vengers need Tony, but Tony doesn’t need them anymore.

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    In the fifteen years he was on earth, Peter Parker's life had been filled with trauma and therapy sessions. Despite his support system, he knows deep down he's still a far cry from the person he used to be ever since his mother was murdered.

    Everything in his life changes when he receives a service dog for his birthday and befriends Michelle Jones, who seems to have taken a liking to him as well.

    Spideychelle Bingo: Domestic Fic

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    She flicks on his low light lamp and joins him on the edge of the bed.

    "I heard you cry out..." 

    Shit. 

    "Sorry, I--" 

    "No, no, don't apologize," she rubs his back gently, "I just wanted to make sure you're okay." 

    I'm not. 

    "I'm fine." 

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    [ sequel to A Dad of Iron Will ]

    Tony's retired. Mostly.

    He brought his kid back (and half the population with him), but it's been months since he and Pepper have had a full house. Now Harley's home and Peter's back and not even Tony knows what they'll do when the baby gets here.

    Welcome to the domestic life, Iron Dad!

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    ""I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Peter felt a fresh wave of tears stream down his cheeks. "I'm sorry!" 

     
    "Hey, no, you were just spooked," Tony tried to reassure him, a look of hesitance on his face as he slowly approached Peter again. "It was a nightmare. I get it." 

     

    "No no no no no!" Peter furiously shook his head. "I'm sorry, Mr. Stark!""

     

    Or: Peter accidently hurts Tony and can't help but feel as though he hasn't changed at all.

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    He was being accused as a murderer. A traitor. As far as they could piece together, he was a former Avenger gone rogue. Maybe they thought Spider-Man had become unhinged after Thanos and the Blip. Maybe they thought he needed to be put down, like a rabid animal.

    Peter groans out a breath, hunching over, trying not to have a panic attack.

    Gotta keep moving. Keep moving!

     

    Picks up right where the Spider-Man: Far From Home mid-credit scene left off. Peter is unmasked and on the run, trying to figure out his next moves. After attempting to diffuse a situation, things go from bad to worse as he finds not one, but two groups of people on his trail out for his blood. His former rivals from Germany might have a different take on the situation, though.

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    Peter arrived at the Compound with Tony and attempts to get settled into his new home.

    Or: Tony tries to calm down a scared spider for almost 7k words.

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    Peter loved training, that is until a pair of hands lands on his hips.

    (Prompt fic)

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    Peter Rogers-Stark just wants to relax. Read a book, play pranks with Uncle Clint, build some Lego Death Stars with Ned, swing around New York - overall, just enjoy his summer vacation. But that doesn't always work out when you're Spider-Man. When a new foe crosses his path, they begin to open up wounds that never did fully heal. Will Peter be able to defeat this villain when events from the past come back to haunt him? Will his fathers be able to help him, or will he shut them and others out altogether?

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    "Tony shook his head, but stayed where he was. He was pretty sure he was taking longer than five minutes, but how the hell could he think when Peter wasn’t telling him stuff like this? He was his mentor, he was his dad practically, and it was his job to take care of him. How could he do that when he didn’t have all of the information necessary?"

    (Or, Tony finds out Peter's keeping a secret. Again.)

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    Visiting Tony at the lake house was always something Peter looked forward to. Getting to hang out with his father-figure, Morgan and Pepper was a blessing Peter would never wish away, an occasion the spiderling excitedly anticipated every-other weekend.

    When his ever-present nightmares decide to rear their ugly heads during the first night of his visit, however, Peter's overcome with more anxiety than elation, especially when they result in waking up Morgan.

    Luckily for Peter, his little sister never learned how to keep her concern to herself.

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    Peter Parker is ex-assassin, ex-military, the best (he actually doesn't work for them but whatever) S.H.I.E.L.D spy/mercenary, the vigilante of New york (mainly Queens) and at the end of the list he also is worlds best (online) addicted to the coffee detective working anonymously (trough his very popular website called Coffee Addicted) on every single case he can put his hands on.

    Communicating with civils only by internet where everyone knows him as S.P.I.D.E.R. He is not afraid of any challenges - He is Sarcastic no matter the situation, He is Problematic to people and not easy to figure out to anyone, He is Intelligent little shit, He is deadliest of them all, Exhausted all the time and not even trying to hide it and least but not last in every situation always Reckless.

     

    He is every single one of them but he definitely is not a Hero. Never was and Never will be.

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