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    At first glance it appears to be just another ordinary day in the life of Arthur Pendragon—attending petitions; listening to Morgana’s sage, unsolicited advice; facing his father’s rebuke; righting a wrong with a dear friend; protecting his almost completely inadequate manservant, who has magic—but mysterious, seemingly unrelated developments converge to make for a decidedly unordinary day, uncovering other secrets and leading to a revelation that will change Arthur’s (and Merlin’s) life forever.

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    He stopped understanding why his heart ached every time he saw a golden head or blue eyes or crooked teeth or something and anything since he managed to somehow find him in everything. He stopped remembering who he was trying so hard not to forget.

    Arthur. Arthur. Arthur.

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    Arthur has known about Merlin's magic for quite some time, but Merlin didn't know this. Arthur was going to tell him he knew, though, because he couldn't take it anymore, watching as Merlin threw himself into danger without help at every single opportunity.

    However, plans get scattered when Merlin hits his head pretty hard...and cannot remember the names of these two handsome men staring at him with concern.

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    Merlin's been alone in the failing remains of Ealdor, lonely and bitter as the years pass around him and Arthur never returns. Traveling to Avalon a last time, Merlin is fully prepared to end his suffering, but is instead finally rewarded for his centuries of waiting. Reunited, Merlin tries to acclimate Arthur to an entirely new life, unaware that Avalon did not bring back Arthur simply for him.

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    It's been 1500 years since Camelot, and the men and women who put so much work into building Albion have finally been reborn, much to Merlin's relief and dread.

    However, not all is as it seems with regards to Voldemort, so Merlin decides to once again help from the shadows, so that the wizarding world is not alone against the enemy they think is gone.

    Making friends and enemies at every turn she must battle old memories and new troubles to fulfil destiny. Again.

    Things used to be so much simpler. fem!Merlin

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    11/?
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    Arthur executed his first Sorcerer, and Merlin's trying not to panic

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    Merlin and Arthur meet when they are young, and continue to see each other on the sporadic visits Hunith and Merlin make to Camelot. They become quick friends and get closer and closer as they grow. Until Merlin dies.

    Years pass and Arthur has forgotten all about Merlin. Or he tries to. Out of boredom, he wanders into the dungeons and finds a boy claiming to have been imprisoned in Camelot for years. Something about him keeps Arthur secretly visiting the sorcerer, who introduces himself as Emrys.

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    Merlin leaned against the railing, forcing Arthur to meet his gaze. “Don’t lie to me, Arthur.”

    “Right. That’s your job, isn’t it?” The words left Arthur’s mouth before he considered the damage it would cause. Before he considered the fight he was probably starting.

    Merlin tensed immediately, his eyes going dark. “Excuse me?”

    (aka how arthur finds out the truth about his mother’s death)

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    Азирафаил привык к мысли о встрече с человеком один раз, а затем никогда не видеть его снова из-за жестокой судьбы смерти, но когда он видит человека несколько раз за столетия, он становится любопытным. Человек, которого он находит - это бессмертный сломленный чародей, ожидающий, когда кое-кто вернётся, и Азирафаил слишком счастлив, чтобы предложить добрую улыбку на всю оставшуюся вечность.

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    “That’s enough, Merlin. I was just letting you know. It’s dangerous to be so… intimate with people like Will.” Merlin nearly laughed at the irony. Arthur’s voice was hard and by this point, most people would back down and stay quiet. But Merlin was not most people.

    He gave a bitter chuckle. “It’s dangerous to be intimate? Are you out of your mind? He’s my friend. Did you think he was going to kill me in my sleep? He saved your life!”

    Arthur shot Merlin a look. “He’s still a sorcerer. You cannot trust sorcerers, Merlin. If you didn’t know that back in Ealdor, at least get it through your thick skull here.”

    “Well, if that’s how you feel, then you’re not going to be happy about the druid girl I fell in love with in Camelot.” In hindsight, it was a bad idea to try and rile Arthur up but a part of him was actually curious to know what Arthur would think.

    (aka the freya reveal ft. past will/merlin)

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    Of all the ways Arthur and the knights could've found out about his magic, Merlin hadn't thought it'd be due to a sparrow. There will be a happy ending, but it's gonna take a while.

    "Arthur was terrified when he saw Merlin make up his mind to jump. He put on a burst of speed, willing his body to give everything he had so he could just-reach out and….He crashed at full speed into the warlock, knocking them both out of breath, but most importantly, far away from the edge of the ravine. Merlin fought him, kicking and clawing for escape, but it was clear that whatever had fueled him for so long was gone, and eventually the kicking and punching and shouting was gone, and Merlin wept in Arthur’s arms, trembling hard.

    “Sorry, so sorry, so so sorry. ‘M so sorry, Arthur,” he sobbed desperately, and Arthur held him close, heart racing and eyes wet. “I’m so sorry, please don’t burn me. I’m so sorry. I didn’ mean to, I was born with it.” Merlin cried, and Arthur shushed him gently."

    A huge thanks to the remarkable artists who have been generous enough to bless me with their work. Once I manage to figure out how to insert it, it will be up. Thank you xoxo

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    Merlins thoughts, feelings and actions during and after Wills death in episode 10 of season 1

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    Arthur stood up, abruptly. “Get out.”

    Merlin followed. “Excuse me? You asked for an explanation but if you won’t let me talk then–”

    “That’s enough, Merlin.” Arthur glared, the look shaking Merlin to the core. “If you don’t get out right now, I will run you through.”

    (aka the dragonlord reveal)

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    Something about the Lake of Avalon deeply upsets Merlin, and Arthur wants to know why.

    (Although part of the To Kill a Nightmare universe, this story stands alone. All you really need to know is it's post-magic reveal.)

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    "There's someone you have been searching for..."
    "Emrys."
    "I have his true name..."

    A Badass Merlin Tribute Set to Iron - Woodkid

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    Merlin realising he isn't apart of the group anymore, if he ever was.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS:
    Eating disorders

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    1/1
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    “You are a monster!”

    The words slipped out before she could stop them.

    Arthur’s eyes widened like she’d just slapped him. But Merlin’s words echoed in her head:  Gwen, he’s not a monster for not being able to handle my disability. 

    And she didn’t regret them. They weren’t nearly enough.

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    Lancelot realizes Merlin isn't doing to great and goes to visit him. Merlin blames himself for what happened to Morgana. This is meant to be a friendship fic but we all know that every character in merlin is gay as hell so if you want to see it as a relationship then that's fine too. I wrote this at ass o'clock in the morning and didn't edit it so sorry if there are mistakes.

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    When Merlin accidentally uses his Magic against Arthur, he starts to plan all the ways to apologise

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    After Arthur's death, Merlin wonders the world with a heavy heart, one day he comes across a lake to get water from and finds his long lost 'friends' there, telling him that it's time for him to come home. He knows it's not real.

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