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    Aysla was on a bender before she got tadpoled. Why was she trying so hard to drink herself to death? She'd rather not talk about it.

    When she finds herself travelling alongside a dashing pale elf with his own traumatic past, it turns out that "drinking problems" are something they have in common.

    They say that hurt people are doomed to hurt people; but will they be able to overcome their comorbid issues with dark humor, self destructive sexual behavior, and - perhaps - love? *retches*

    Basically a will he/won't he Ascend edging fest, featuring gray-at-best morals, a CPTSD Tav (and Astarion tbh), and a generous sprinkling of smut

    TLDR: An alcoholic aasimar and a vampire walk into a bar~

    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    Recovery Playlist (Spotify)

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    22/44
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    36
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    Having finally defeated the Absolute, Astarion and Melora journey together to the Underdark, pursuing the thousands of vampire spawn that they released. Their love continues to grow and develop as they try to build a life for themselves, face new challenges, and meet unexpected enemies and allies.

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    4/?
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    Astarion has spent two hundred years waiting for a hero to come.

    It isn't the foolish sort of idle dreaming that one reads about in adventure tales, no – he doesn't moon about in picturesque arched windows, pressing his hand to his chest and sighing. But he does hope sometimes, furtive and distantly yearning, in the same way he still prays to gods who never listen, every now and again.

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    25/?
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    For once, time doesn't pass in a haze. Hitoshi and his system finally have a reason to wake up in the morning and a reason to want to stay awake. They're still tired most of the day, and physical therapy is hard, but they're working on it. And it's... it's going as well as it can be, all things considered.

    They still skitter away nervously at the thought of going for walks, their first time being the disaster that it was, and going back to UA isn't something they want to do, not now, but they're healing. Slowly. Unsteadily. But they are.

    Isn't that funny? Healing from something they never thought they would even live to see the end of?

    or: healing, setbacks, and everything it takes to learn how to live again

     

    part of a series! highly suggest reading voice first!

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    The game of salacious words and longing eyes is usually an easy win, but every so often, the hunt for fresh blood is too much for Astarion. With each significant life taken by his master's hand, the thrall dies a little more.

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    Alec is an Omega who entered a political marriage with an Alpha who abused him so badly that he miscarried their child. Now divorced, Alec's marriage prospects are thin after he lost a child. Magnus is the son of a powerful lord who wishes for the old days to return where the abuse of Omegas was accepted. Alec is suggested as a marriage match for Magnus and he reluctantly agrees at the urging of his father. Can these two broken souls come together and heal?

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    10/?
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    16/?
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    Stiles is driving in his jeep when the horrible, no good, very bad thing happens. In which 17 year old Peter Hale and Chris Argent materialize in present day Beacon Hills and things become awkward very, very fast.

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    A world where Katniss goes into the Hunger Games with Peeta’s brother and she comes home alone. She struggles to cope with her memories of the games, and to keep up her end of the bargain with Rye- to take care of each other’s families if the other went home.

    Walking by the bakery every night, she was bound to run into Peeta eventually. But the Capitol is always listening, and they can't punish who she loves if they don't know who it is, right?

    Katniss struggles to keep her distance from Peeta to avoid the Capitol’s awareness while she gets more and more attached to the boy with the bread.

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    41/?
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    Recovery is difficult, and can be deceiving. Just when you think someone is healed, they can fall again even worse than before.

    Bonnie was not as healed as everyone assumed he was. Now Freddy has to mend their trust again, and save his husband from hurting himself again.

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    Astarion regrets that fateful night he tried to lure Anna back to her death at Cazador’s palace.

    Seducing the drow will be soooo much harder now…

    Two chaotic rogues stepping into the sunshine together after living apart in twilight, Astarion and Anna (my female drow tav) don’t trust each other one ounce - but that won’t stop them enjoying each other’s bodies or eventually risking it all.

    Featuring spice, smut and sexual tension along the way – a slow burn to begin with but hopefully worth the wait. A classic tale of enemies to lovers featuring our boy Astarion <3

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    52/?
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    When your wife hesitates to let you go to the village market alone, you scoff at her overprotective nature. With Alcina’s Mark, her claim, sitting proudly on your neck for all the world to see, only a fool would even think about trying anything with you.

    Right?

    **Now a Series of Semi-Related One-Shots - Updates every Monday**

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    67/?
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    Is there such a thing as soulmates?

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    27/?
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    Sam and Colby meets Sierra and Olivia.

    After Sierra Anderson struggles to live as a normal girl while growing up as a member of one of Hollywoods biggest families. Her and her younger sister decide to go off on their own and start a YouTube channel. Ghost Hunting.

    Following an investigation at a jail with an unplanned feature by the infamous duo, Sierra decides to see where the new friendship takes her.

     

    Triggers include
    Mentions of rape
    Mentions of abuse
    Car crashes

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    3/3
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    1
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    Harry stops pouting, but his frown is still fixed in place. “Are you sure?” he asks. “You know it’s your soul you’re signing away.” He sounds…sad? No, that’s not right, but there’s something.

    Christ. This is the most incompetent demon Louis’ ever met. If he hadn’t seen the red of his eyes he wouldn’t believe he was a demon at all. How’d he get this job if he isn’t trying to convince Louis to deal? Or is it just another trick? A ploy for sympathy?

    “I’m sure,” Louis says. “Come over here and kiss me.”

    *

    Supernatural AU. Louis hunts demons; Harry's the strangest demon he's ever met, and he keeps fucking meeting him.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    494
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    1,218
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    90,139
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    You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now...

     

    In a world where people are classified as littles, caregivers and neutrals, Josephine Wilson stars her residency at Seattle Grace-Mercy West Hospital, while she tries to keep her past life behind her, but could it be as easy as a change of name and moving to a complete new city?

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    6
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    29
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    426
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    Dark Urge but with the added complication that they are a werewolf. Also, what if Astarion meets someone who is such an absolute mess that he is able to put away that manipulative little plan of his? Or that durge is so absolutely insanely vulnerable that he sees himself in them? Expect a lot of feelings and yearning and just myself being self indulgent AF.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    1
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    15
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    Lost in the woods outside Ingvarr and near death, Andrew makes it to a cabin and knocks on the door, but when he sees who answers it he believes he's going to die and collapses.

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    81,245
    Chapters:
    29/?
    Comments:
    87
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    2,497
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    In the looming darkness of the end of the world, something fragile and persistent grows. Fragile little things, somehow continuing to thrive despite the chaos and evil swirling around them. Tav tried his best to hide his regressor side, knowing that it wasn't good for him if he wanted to survive. Astarion shoved his class so far down deep that it took a few special hands to pry it to the surface. Just when Halsin felt his resolve wavering, his purpose called into question, two fragile souls walked into his life with their shy smiles and their reaching hands. And gods damn him if he wasn't instantly connected to them in so deep a way that it frightened him just a little. As for Gale, well...he'd never exactly considered himself the type to play the role of parent, uncle, caregiver, what have you. But for Tav? Well, for Tav, Gale would give his last breath if he had the option. So what's wiping a few tears and reading a few stories if it means the love of his life is happy and safe?

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    English
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    49,267
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    2,264
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    Asano Gakuhou refuses the government's deal, but it's not like they don't have other ways of getting what they want.

    Or,

    Asano Gakuhou is assainated for the mission's sake, and Gakushuu ends up in the care of Karasuma Tadaomi

    "..." Silence echoes as the men await the principal's answer. A tense and unwanted silence, "... I think not," Asano finally responds. The men are taken aback, "Excuse me?"

    Asano smiles, polite and friendly as though he did not just put the whole Earth in danger, "I will not be allowing this monster to teach at my school. After all, how can I be sure he won't hurt any of my students? E class or not, they're all entitled to safety and a proper education."

    No one makes a comment on the degrading system of the End class.

    Language:
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    63,949
    Chapters:
    37/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    318
    Kudos:
    623
    Bookmarks:
    87
    Hits:
    15,228

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