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    All my works for Femslash February 2020! NSFW will be marked accordingly.

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    “Oh me? Oh I fell-“

    He stared at me prodding me on-

    “Out of a tree.” I finished

    He laughed, oh god, “You fell out of a tree? That’s like- the saddest fucking thing I’ve ever heard.”

    I swallowed and nodded trying to laugh with him, it’s not his fault he doesn’t know how easily I get hurt, “no- yeah I know it is.”

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    Basically, this is purely Connor and Evan's computer lab exchange gone happy ending. Which is a trope used in this fandom a lot so I know people like it.

    There will be little to no angst. Whatever angst there is will mostly be Evan having anxiety over things or Connor brooding. (Let's face it, we all love when one part of the ship comforts the other part.)

    Or: I'm procrastinating on Five Things some more, and fluff is what I'm needing at the moment.

    If you've read We'll Fall Together or Tree Bros With Interesting Foes, it's like those stories, only it's pure fluff.

    Enjoy!

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    Connor knew she would be the end of him when she saw those curious lavender locks sprawled all over the grass of his backyard. Mina Murray was something else, and maybe she could fix him.

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    The most drama-filled high school ever. Connor is suicidal. Michael Doesn't understand. JD wishes he could start over. Suicide, Self-harm, and angst are only the tip of the iceberg.

     

    I suck at summaries so bear with me.

    [Indefinite hiatus, update in chapter 5]

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    The most drama-filled high school ever. Connor is suicidal. Michael Doesn't understand. JD wishes he could start over. Suicide, Self-harm, and angst are only the tip of the iceberg.

     

    Those of you who read the original of these works, i assure you this one will be much more well put-together. Those who didn't, please don't it was terrible. Either way, I hope you enjoy!

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    DISCONTINUED

    In this AU when something is written/inflicted on your skin, it appears on your soulmate's body as well.

    Connor Murphy has been depressed his whole life. From his father being a homophobic asshole to his mother too clingy, there are many reasons why. The only thing that would help him escape from the mental pain he was being put through was pain itself. So, he cuts.

    He keeps on cutting until one day, a message appears on the back of his right forearm...

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    Jared is not having the best day, but at least his insanely cute boyfriend is there with him.

    Also, Connor is there too sort of.

     

    Trigger warnings: self-harm mentioned/depicted, suicidal thoughts, mentions of past suicide attempt(s), brief panic attack, underage drinking mentioned, internalized homophobia, swearing

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    Evan brings Connor to a family reunion and one of Evans aunts is a homophobic bi*ch and Evan has a panic attack

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    Alana Beck has had it out for Zoe since sophomore year. Months of pining and late-night hype sessions prepared her for the day the two would start dating, but nothing would prepare her for Evan Hansen.
    Evan Hansen, the kid who almost nobody noticed. Senior year, he's suddenly more confident, more sociable; Just...more.
    Alana comes down with a cough first.

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    Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.

    Evan makes a decision.

    He chases after Connor.

    +++

    or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.

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    When one of the pair of soulmates turns 12, whatever your soulmate writes, with a soulmarker, on themselves appears on you and vise versa. You also start to feel their pain. So what happens when Connor Murphy, school physco, and Evan Hansen, the kid who can't even get one sentence out without stuttering, get paired as soulmates?

    -Title to be change [I'm taking suggestions].
    -Check tags for triggering topics
    -Rating for Connors Potty mouth- well realy everyones except for Evans... well...until he snaps

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    Connor Murphy has a pretty good life.
    A husband who loves him, friends who care about him, and a daughter who always keeps him on his toes.
    Yeah. Life is pretty sweet.
    That is, until one morning he wakes up to find himself in his teenage body.

    Well this is just fucking great.

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    Platonic soulmate AU!

    If you would have asked Connor a year ago, he would have said that soulmates just made everything worse. After all, his own soulmate was a dick, to everyone and anyone but especially to him. That, plus the fact that he had had a massive unrequited crush going back years on the boy soul-bonded to his younger sister….Well it would be enough to give anyone pause.

    title from Sick of Losing Soulmates by dodie

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    “What if we faked dated to try and you know make them jealous?" Jared suggested as he and Alana laid upon Jared's roof, staring at the stars above them.
    "You think we could pull it off?" Alana asked as she turned to face Jared.
    "I mean why not, we both did theater for a year might as well use this to our advantage." Jared shrugged staring into his best friends eyes.
    "Alright deal." Alana said as she reached her hand out to Jared and the two of them shook on it.

    Jared had a huge problem. The problem at hand being Connor Murphy.
    Alana also had an issue. Her issue being her crush on Zoe Murphy.

    Or in short Jared and Alana pretend to date to try and make Connor and Zoe Jealous.

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    Alana Beck wouldn't have considered herself a shy person.
    But when Zoe Murphy came tumbling into her life, she suddenly found herself at a loss for words, constantly nervous, and blushing like a schoolgirl.
    So she devises a plan, in a hopeful attempt to be able to win Zoe Murphy's heart:
    The logical way, of course.

    (Discontinued.
    Please don't read this. It's old and it doesn't hold up well)

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    “B-but why me? Why us?” The blond asked, staring at the brown haired a few feet away from him. The familiar red earrings sat in the black box, and it seemed to be calling for him. A small, silent call.

    “Yeah, why us? We’re just teens with too many mental problems.” Connor snorted at his dark humour, but gripped the box with his silver ring tightly. He still didn’t make eye contact with Evan.

    Master Fu gave both of them a calm and assuring smile. “That’s easy to answer.”

    Evan waited, hands beginning to sweat a bit, and he furiously tried to wipe them off with his blue polo shirt. Suddenly, he felt a large, warm hand take his own, and Evan looked up. It was Connor’s. He felt his anxiety diminish, and a noticed that a small smile appeared on Connor’s lips.

    The smaller boy couldn’t help but to smile too, a light pink blush covering his freckled cheeks. They waited for Master Fu to answer, their fingers laced together and heat spreading between them.

    Master Fu smiled again at both Evan and Connor’s interaction, vaguely waving his hand at both of them.

    “It’s both of your times to shine.”

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    To associate with the Murphy family is one of two things.

    Number one: You're constantly high, drunk, getting laid, or all at once. Arm candy and actual candy at any given moment. You're practically untouchable- even the law can't seem to get to you.

    Number two: Your life is a living nightmare.

    Remember this- do not ever get on a Murphy's bad side. You'll regret it for the short amount of time you have left to live.

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    Evan Hansen thought it was a given that he didn't like parties. He also thought it was a given that he was straight. The legendary Loving House Halloween Rager proved that both of those assumptions weren't entirely true.

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    Evan Hansen has anxiety. Everyone who has ever even glanced at him can tell that. But, no one knows what made his anxiety so bad. Everyone assumes that it was his dad leaving that made his anxiety worse. Oh, how they couldn't be more wrong.

    Connor Murphy has anger issues. Everyone knows this. No one knows why, or even wants to ask. But, Connor sometimes wishes someone would. What he wouldn't give for someone to understand him...

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