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    In general, Calum just owned a lot of pretty things, and he used to get picked on a lot for it. People would call him out for wearing make-up back when he had just turned thirteen, and then proceed to laugh and beat the shit out of him.
    Michael was always there, though, and his scrawny little ass would pound those douche bag’s faces in whenever one of them had dared to lay a finger on his best friend. Or at least, he tried.
    Michael had his fair share of losses in his every-day battles against douche bagery.
    It never stopped him, though.
    Especially when all of those ‘straight’ ‘men’ turned their abuse from not only physical, but to sexual and mental as well, sexual being the most reoccurring theme.
    Especially not then.

    Or the one where Calum is beautiful and beaten, Michael is in love with his best friend, Luke is lost, and Ashton just wants everyone to be happy.

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    The stage is set when a female ghoul named Ileana finds herself being pursued by her former vampire lover, Andy Biersack. Said vampire is infamous for his gluttonous binge eating habits, deceivingly good looks, and ruthless nature; and he's more than willing to pile up a mountain of corpses human and other if it means that he can have Ileana at his side again. Whether she wants it or not.

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    19/?
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    2
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    Michael clutched the guitar with a white fist, his eyes blinking back tears. "I've never been the type to speak up. I can't do it alone. But I've alway wanted to. Please guys, this is my only opportunity to make a difference."

    "Do you actually think we can make a difference."

    "I don't know." Michael said with a sigh, "all I know is we have to try."

    "And what happens when Feldmann doesn't like the messages we're preaching?"

    Michael shrugged, "it's a risky move, but we might be able to do it through music. It can be our excuse. You know damn well Mr. Day will support us."

    Ashton shrugged, "I don't see why we shouldn't give it a shot."

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    25/25
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    36
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    2
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    Calum didn't know about Ashton's past, about his father that left him. Nobody knew. Until one day after rough day things happend and Calum start's to know more about the curly broken boy. And he may try to make him feel better.

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    1/1
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    “Well, I don’t love you! So why don’t you just leave me alone!” Luke screamed back. The air seemed to leave the room completely. Both of them were at a loss of breath. The tears that formed in her eyes were now freely streaming down her reddened cheeks. “I don’t want your help. I want you to leave and never come back”.

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    Mackenzie thought she would never see Luke Hemmings again after the night he completely shattered her heart two years ago. She vowed that she would never see him again and never let herself forgive him for what he did to her that night. After Luke, she’s back in school with a job and a steady life once again. Until one night she is ripped from her steady life and thrown back into the crazy whirlwind of Luke’s life. Dealing with him leaves her in a dangerous position that forces her to ask herself can she forgive him? Can see give him a Second Chance?

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    31/31
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    15
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    1
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    Luke stares at Michael from across the room, but it seems like the older boy has no idea. He keeps laughing at things Alex Gaskarth (!!) says, and Michael seems cool, he's talking smoothly to the Alex Gaskarth and he's not freaking out about it, his voice isn't shaking, he doesn't even seem nervous. Luke's jealous of both Alex Gaskarth himself and the way Michael isn't freaking the fuck out.

    Michael never even glances at Luke, he's looking around at everyone in the room but him, it's painful. Luke's not saying much, there's nothing for him to say, except the occasional add in about a song they're writing.

    "We could have some part about hooking up with hot girls," Calum grins, and Luke feels like sinking into the couch.

    "Luke, you should know about that, right?" Michael asks, a smirk on his face as he stares back at Luke for the first time in a few days. "Wait, never mind, you're gay as hell."

    The guys all laugh, and Michael's already done staring at him. Luke's heart is burning, along with his flushed cheeks, and he wants to hide and never see Michael or the incredibly cool Alex Gaskarth ever again.

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    1/1
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    8
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    Michael picked up his pen, placed it on the paper, and his mind fell blank of everything but the beach. The disgusting beach that was filled with wet sand, and blistering sun. The beach Michael and Luke spent their weekend away at. The beach with memories. The beach that held all the pain Michael wanted to forget.

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    8
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    Five years ago Michael escaped his kingdom in the cover of darkness with his friend and advisor Ashton. The pair of them have made a life for themselves in the lower city of the castle in the neighboring kingdom. But what if the past they thought they left behind wasn't so far behind them? Especially after they are uprooted from the life they have made and thrown into the hustle and bustle of what their past life was.

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    Asylum owner, Emily Howand, is thrown into a dark and twist new reality when her new patients arrive. Luke, Michael, Calum and Ashton show her what life (and death) have in store for this dear girl.

     

    “Yea. But be careful. Anything could happen especially when it comes to the boys and I.” He stood up nodding.
    “Don’t worry about me, Ashton. I’ve been through a lot.” I open the door. “Come on. I’ll lead you to your cell.”
    He walked out the door and starts up the stairs with me following behind. “Not when it comes to us, Emily. We’re different.”

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    4/?
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    "A diamond bullet and a gun made of gold, she was covered in blood, last seen in San Francisco."

    After the 5 Seconds of Summer show that went horribly wrong in San Francisco, lead singer Luke Hemmings went missing. The band was already starting to break, but what were they supposed to do when they lost the lead singer?

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    Chapters:
    5/10
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    10
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    37
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    “Michael’s favorite part of the day changed from waking up next to Luke to hearing the front door open at the end of the day when Luke would come home”

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    1/1
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    Luke wasn't thinking when he did it, he just acted. He just saw Michael, glowing with a similar happiness, the lights behind him making him look like an angel. Luke curled his hand behind Michael's neck and pulled him into a kiss, sweet and interrupted by smiles and wandering hands because they were in love and they were genuinely happy. They never thought anyone would see.

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    1/1
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    41
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    3
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    757
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    ‘Ashton had seen too much and, more than anything, he wanted to rest now... to sleep and forget his pain… to have just a few moments of peace.
    Ashton found that sanctuary – amid the chaos – in the unlikely form of Michael Clifford.’

    The war is over and Ashton finds it hard to carry on until he meets Michael. Life goes on for Luke and Calum.

    Based on "Good Thing" by Sam Smith.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    100
    Kudos:
    150
    Bookmarks:
    28
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    1768
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    Michael Clifford finds peace whenever he's in jazz band. He finds tranquility at the sound of his tenor saxophone and the beginning beat of the drums. Jazz band is Michael's escape from reality, but when Calum Hood shows up on the first day, Michael finds himself becoming increasingly more stressed and even more infatuated with the boy.

    Or, Michael spends more time looking at Calum than looking at his own sheet music, and Calum maybe sort of notices.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    19
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    120
    Bookmarks:
    14
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    Based on the game The last of us you can go see the teaser of the game :D
    this is gonna be a lashton story so boyxboy ;)

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    6/?
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    1
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    It’s Valentine’s Day, and Michael and Ashton have erased each other from their respective memories, along with the entirety of the last two years they’ve spent together.

    However, sometimes erasing past mistakes only means you’re ultimately doomed to make the same ones all over again.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    18
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    113
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    49
    Hits:
    1616
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    Michael hears a song on the radio, catches a radio interview where 5 Seconds of Summer talks about their new single (Beside You). And the names and voices are familiar. Then someone knocks at the door and maybe Michael's luck isn't so bad after all.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
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    13
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    98
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    13
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    Five years ago, Ashton Irwin vanished from 5 Seconds of Summer's radar without a trace. After five years and a string of unsuccessful drummers, Luke suggests that they track down Ashton and get him to give them another shot. Luke expected Ashton to put up a struggle. The last thing Luke expected? Ashton with twin children.

    It'll take awhile to rebuild what they once had, but that's a challenge Luke--and Ashton--are willing to take.

    --

     

    “Hi, Ashton.”

    Ashton stood there gaping, the girl from before braced on his hip. “Luke,” he said weakly. “Oh. Okay. What are you doing here?”

    “Looking for you. Then I met this lovely lady.”

    “Daddy, whossat?” the little girl asked, burying her face in Ashton’s sleeve.

    “Daddy?”

    “You’d better come in,” Ashton sighed and stepped aside. “This could take a while.”

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    33,521
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    315
    Bookmarks:
    80
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    4658
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    This is good, good for Ashton. He works so hard, always taking care of the boys, he deserves someone who will take his mind off of things, even for a couple of hours to get coffee. Maybe it’ll make him better, and by extension, the band better. Maybe Bryana is a good thing for everyone. Yet, even now, as Calum tries to think of how great Bryana could be for Ashton, he can’t help but think that he would be so much better.

    Or the one where Calum and Ashton have been Friends With Benefits for years, and Calum thought his feelings for Ashton were simply sexual until Bryana came into the picture.

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    84,592
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Comments:
    383
    Kudos:
    1027
    Bookmarks:
    164
    Hits:
    23843
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    They soon found themselves not talking at all, but rather gazing into each other's eyes. Ashton was mindlessly tapping on the table to distract himself from the growing bulge in his pants. He couldn't stop thinking about Luke bouncing on his thick co.ck, moaning out 'daddy' at the top of the lungs for all to hear.

    Ashton flickered his eyes to Luke's soft, pink, blowjob lips. Luke did the same, tugging at his lip ring in the process. The sexual tension was quite obvious to both of them, and honestly Ash couldn't take it anymore.

    Or,

    the real reason why luke and ashton don't write songs together.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    98
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    4798

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