5 Works in Jimmy Hill/Dan Howell
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desert all your past lives (that means you did it right) by vinastories
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
05 Mar 2024
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Dan is familiar with the feeling of falling. His entire life has been spent in a state akin to dangling from a precipice, the view below a swirl of dark nothingness. Nothingness, but also everything all at once. He is someone who feels too much and not enough, and those feelings combine in a dangerous way all too often. It’s what leads to his bad days, his even worse days, and of course, the days where he can’t seem to see past his fingers gripping onto the edge of the mental cliff he is eternally damned to. His knuckles are white, his fingers are cracking, and he’s slipping slowly until he’s not. He’s slipping until he’s falling, and he begs to let himself hit the ground. Any bone shattering pain that would result from his lifeless body slamming into whatever unknown lies below would be better than the falling, because at least then he would know his fate. Maybe he’d be dead, but at least he would be sure. No more what ifs. No more guessing what happens next.
No more falling.
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or the one where dan is a model, phil is a photographer, and they both seem to run away from their problems all too often.
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They started sayin' if you can't hide, run (and if you can't run, hide) by gogystyle
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
12 Feb 2020
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A summer camp in hell, where the only available activity is repenting for your sins. In the beginning, Dan prayed it wasn't happening to him. By the end, he was angry and seeking vengeance, but along the way, he found something precious, worth holding on for. With memories of something past following his every move, Dan realizes that staying idle is the only way to ensure you never escape.
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When you build your life out of fear that your mental illness could worsen, it leaves little room for excitement. Luckily, Dan has found a space online where he feels comfortable.
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Jimmy visits Dan in Wokingham before the Halloween gathering
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- Part 2 of Three's Company
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December 22: fate fell short this time by dizzy
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
22 Dec 2017
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Prompt: Dan/Jimmy
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- Part 22 of 2017 (the darkest timeline) daily fic advent