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    Being an (eventually) complete biographical account of one Lawrence Gunther Appleton, beginning at the age of eight years.

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    Dream is a troublemaker, with shoes to fill from being born a Watcher, a prestigious father, and mother he never wanted to be a good idol. He didn't want to be some hero that everyone wanted of him, so instead he would seek out trouble. He stuck his nose where it didn't belong, and caused problems on purpose. That is until, one thing leads to another, and it falls out of hand. He's sent off to Hawkford Apprenticeship, where he is forced to dorm with a stranger, and his dad who is principal of this new school. He realizes he's slowly fallen for his dorm buddy, George, and refuses to believe it.

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    the Man carried heavy eyes, the heaviest Guido had ever seen. They were covered in a gentle dew, almost as delicate as the one that rests over the flowers near the cemetery. Knowing the implication of his words, Mista couldn’t help but turn to him with an open chest as the moon offers herself to the earth.
    “Do you want to come in, sir?” He offered, the broom still in his hand. The Man smiled.
    “I appreciate it, Father Mista. My name is Giorno Giovanna.”
    the name bubbled over Mista’s skin. It crawled and found a place near his bones. It was just a name, but it was also a calling that Guido didn’t know what it was for.

     

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    Or how a Vampire and a Priest fall in love again.

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    ‘Hi, Mer McKay, PhD, PhD, autistic, genius, gender ambivalent, queer and kinky as fuck, compulsive over-sharer.’ He gave John the kind of firm handshake that was usually accompanied by words like “Gemma Radcliffe, CEO,” or “Matthew Smith, vice president.” The man was so open, so honest, so utterly without game or guile that John was almost charmed. But he was also completely thrown.

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    to preface his own destruction would unveil more than he’s prepared for. rosary beads tangle in his trachea, stifling disgust, swallowing granite till his lungs weigh down the loss.

    he can’t breathe. apathy knits over a timely end, smothered in lieu of his betraying pleas. nobody hears him; nobody sees.

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    Every band member pairing is right here for you to read along with. Each day, I will be uploading a new one shot fic following along with the theme set by a prompt challenge I'm doing. All of these pairings will be ~gay~ because I am ~gay~ and have internalized homophobia I'm trying to work through so I'm gonna do that with fanfics. I don't do requests but I can almost guarantee you that your fave pairing will be in here.

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    Hey, everyone! Just some AUs for October :) Prompts are from solangeloweek on tumblr, so please go check them out! I don't know how regularly I'll be posting, but I do have some ideas for the first few days :)

    I will add tags/warnings as I post, and please let me know if you'd like me to tag anything!

    *characters are not mine unless otherwise stated*

    1: bookstore
    2: pirates
    3: farm fun
    4: sports
    5: business competitors
    6: time travel
    7: power swap
    8: long distance
    9: kitchen/chef
    10: murder mystery (but not really)
    11: wizard school
    12: wrong number
    13: camp
    14: secret relationship
    15: deserted island
    16: hero/villain (but not really)
    17: haunted house
    18: soulmates (tw)
    19: authority figures
    20: coworkers
    21: academics (but again, not really)
    22: music
    23: wild west
    24: trick or treat
    25: tv show
    26: fake dating
    27: enemies to lovers (sort of)
    28: medieval

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    Kiyotaka Ishimaru: married, well-off, and yet adrift. His wife is unloving; his job is unrelenting; his past is haunting. With the oceanic vastness of his life, his wife, his corporate job, he's drowning and he can't find a buoy.
    He can't swim.
    And sometimes, we meet perfect strangers. Perfect strangers with perfect life jackets.

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    For all intents and purposes, Pansy Parkinson knows what she's meant to do in life- the whole pureblood marriage and all that, but its never really been what she wants. She's never been with who she wants. So when she's presented with someone who she knows she shouldn't want, what happens when she starts to fall?

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    "Nobody likes you when you're twenty-three..."

    1990. Johnny is drunk and has a point to prove when he runs into Kreese at a bar.

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    A lore-heavy backstory AU following lapsed Catholic Copia and his journey from orphaned beginnings to the top of the Satanic Church.

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    In which Kiyotaka has deep-rooted internalized homophobia, Mondo is bad at emotions, and the two of them lean on each other while existing in a world that hates them.

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    “What’s wrong? You got a crush on him or something,” John teased biting into his sandwich. 

    “You kissed me in front of him,” Brian said, not meeting John’s eyes. “I’m just not into PDA.”

    John held up a finger as he chewed the two large bites of food in his mouth. The younger man tends to inhale his lunch quickly so he can sip on tea and chat with Brian for the rest of his lunch break. Wanting to get the hard part over, Brian decided to just go ahead and bite the bullet.

    “I’m not out to everyone like you are,” Brian admitted, using his fork to pick at his salad. “I realized I was Gay, I left town, started a new life in London, and then I met you. That’s my story. I accept my sexuality. I love who I am and I love you more than anything. Trust me, I want to kiss you in public and let everyone know we love each other but I just need some time before I am as confident as you are.”

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    Six months into their relationship, Brian and John help each other work through the good and the bad so they can build a new life together.

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    Nearly ten years on, the members of Queen have all the money and success they ever wanted, but past insecurities aren't so easily defeated.

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    Mark and Donghyuck are best friends. Everyone and their mothers know it!
    But, no one knows that Donghyuck has been in love with Mark since day one. He likes to pretend that he can get away with his feelings and not spoil his friendship.. until one day when Donghyuck gets tired of hiding his feelings and accidentally confesses his love to Mark..only to get rejected.
    Find out what happens next.
    Will Donghyuck move on?
    Or will Mark finally..(as Kylie says) start to realize stuff?

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    I truly can't believe I've been so emotional compromised by this rich straight couple....

    So here's three times Blair saves Chuck from himself-- and one time he has to save her.

    (Because clichés are fun, okay?)

    Title taken from Sondheim's Assassins.

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    “Tell me a story.”

    “Long ago, in the Qing Dynasty, a young soldier fell in love with a handsome official. He was sentenced to death for professing his longing for another man. When his spirit travelled to the Underworld, the soldier’s crime was forgiven as one of passion and he was ordained The Rabbit God. The god of forbidden love. The god now travels through eternity, answering prayers of taboo love.”

    Taehyung looked up from Jungkook’s lap. He had never felt his heart beat so fast.

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    "you promised" jimin shakily whispers. It can't be happening right now. Jimin chokes on a broken sob, throat feeling drained like he hasn't had a sip of water in days. His brain short circuits and he's incapable of making coherent decisions.

    "h-hyung is s-sorry, love"

    Taehyung wakes up in cold sweat.

     

    When he left his hometown to study in Seoul, having visions of his past life wasn't something taehyung expected but so was meeting jeongguk.

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    Beauty attracts danger. And Dream is oh so beautiful.

    When Dream attracts unwanted attention from the earth-shaking god Poseidon, Athena gifts him the power to petrify any creature with just a glance. Just the sight of his red eyes turns living things to stone. She promises him that he will never be hurt again, but Dream is more worried about hurting his friends.

    In order to protect his loved ones, Athena gives him a mask. It was the only way to hide his eyes from the world when he needed to. He would never show his face again, not even to his closest companions. No one had seen his face for many years.

    ...That is, until he meets George, a boy who cannot see the color red.

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    Isak is a rich, rebellious guy who would do just about anything to piss his dad off. Even & his family on the other hand are barely scraping by, but he's a literal sunshine. Their paths collide when Isak tries to piss his dad off at his wedding.

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    35/?
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