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    jaehyun is what alphas are supposed to be: he’s tall, he’s strong, he’s loud and confident and handsome and his peers flock to him.

    jaehyun is not what alphas are supposed to be: he’s never been drawn to the omegas in his class like the other alphas were, never understood the supposed allure of the scent, never wanted an omega the way the adults in his life always said he should.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    10
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    "chenchen: eww can you not be so gay at me pls
    chenchen: im not into that uknow,,

    lovemesomebacon: suddenly i cant read"

    AKA the one in which Jongdae is convinced he is straight and Minseok is determined to change his mind.

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    English
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    136,053
    Chapters:
    49/50
    Comments:
    679
    Kudos:
    600
    Bookmarks:
    55
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    13915
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    I love them and I leave them,
    Break their hearts and deceive them everywhere I go.
    Don't you know that I'm the type of man who is always on the roam?
    Wherever I lay my hat, that's my home.

    "Who runs your gang?" Ashton asked. "Who's your boss?"
    Niall looked equal parts reverent and fearful.
    "Liam Payne," he replied, referring to one of the most infamous felons in all of America. Payne was a notorious gangster whose gang the Hornet Mob was involved in criminal activity and owned one of the most renowned Speakeasy establishments in Chicago.
    Ashton felt cold but he couldn't deny the excitement bubbling inside him as several things fell into place: his late father's mysterious job and the drugs, the unanswered questions and the conscription, and especially Niall's reaction when he had learnt Ashton's surname.
    "Would he let me join?" Ashton asked.

    Ashton's only home is the hat on his head, but it takes three broken hearts, double-crossing a gang, and losing almost everyone he cares about for him to realise that.

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    English
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    48,593
    Chapters:
    11/?
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    55
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1084
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    MI6 employed a broad variety of people with an equally broad array of sexual proclivities - no surprise in a place that trained and equipped international spies. Despite this openminded work environment, however, assumptions were made: obviously 007 was a hypersexual womanizer and the mild-mannered Quartermaster was asexual.

    When the reality turns out to be that 007 is ace and Q is actually into submission, life is bound to get more interesting.

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    English
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    122,631
    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
    612
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    1380
    Bookmarks:
    335
    Hits:
    29909
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    An archive of chat logs and text messages of your budding romance with Jaehee.

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    English
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    9,065
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    12/?
    Comments:
    120
    Kudos:
    393
    Bookmarks:
    30
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    3030
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    This season, we have eight brand new bakers who will seize the day for eighteen brand new bakes. We’ll find out once and for all, who is the baking king of New York. And, that starts right now! 

     

     

    Someone high up decided it would be a good idea to bring together eight bakers, one chaperone with some dubiously legal guardianship responsibilities, two comedians with family problems, and a pair of judges and put them in a six week pressure cooker. What could possibly go wrong? Nothing.

    ...Except maybe family drama, old allegiances, possible new flames ("The blow torches are not for setting recipes on fire"), fallen cakes, and raw dough... on this season of The New York Bake Off.

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    English
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    124,166
    Chapters:
    13/15
    Comments:
    213
    Kudos:
    101
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1454
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    The sky’s going to hurt when it falls, so you’d better start building some walls.
    (ndrv3/heathers fusion ficlets)

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    1,168
    Chapters:
    2/20
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    Later, some people speculated that there must have been one single moment, one defining moment, that pushed him to rebel. There hadn’t been. It had been more… an increasingly frustrating chain of events that had led Regulus Arcturus Black to realise that he’d made a fatal error... one he’d correct, or die trying.

    Selected scenes in Regulus Black's life, focusing on his relationship with his brother and his relationship with Barty.

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    10,313
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    464
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    yodogawa seishi can't bring himself to complete his most recent assignment. what ensues is the general unraveling of things.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    2
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    2
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    1
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    “I hated you?” Lance asked, seeming surprised, which in of itself pleased Keith a bit.

    “Well hate is a strong word, but yeah.” He answered. “Every day it was back and forth between you and I. We drove everyone crazy with our incessant bickering. You called it a rivalry, and I'm the kind of guy who has difficulty backing down when I'm challenged.”

    Lance hummed curiously. His eyes fixing in concentration the way they always do when he's learning something new or perplexing. “You seem like it he smiled.”

    Keith couldn’t help but smile a bit back in spite of the terrible ache in his chest. He really had no idea at all.

    Or

    Lance loses his memory after a near deadly accident and Keith, his fiancé, is now nothing more than a stranger to him. Keith tries to help put the pieces of his life back together, but there are things in his life that Keith knows he isn’t yet ready to accept. Even if he had already done it once before.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    33
    Kudos:
    176
    Bookmarks:
    42
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    3686
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    Steven’s life is going great. He’s living it up in New York (his favorite city), working as a video producer for one of the largest media companies on the planet (big things coming). Oh, and he’s also engaged… finally proposed to his girlfriend (she said yes). What more could a man ask for?

    There’s just the issue of this unsettling feeling in his heart that simply won’t ever go away.

    or, the one where Steven realizes he’s been chasing the wrong things.

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    English
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    9,510
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    421
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    Sometimes, ‘family’ means one man, one woman, one insufferably nice ex, one alien totally-not-a-parasite and one very tasty-smelling cat.

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    1/?
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    6
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    66
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    Determined to uncover the secrets of being irresistible to the ladies, Yosuke reads racy romance novels, but gets more than he bargained for when his imagination goes into overdrive...

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    Ten years later, and Withnail is a teacher at RADA. Ten years since Marwood left him in the pouring rain. A decade seemed enough to sort everything out, to reach something that resembled inner peace. But then Marwood walks into his life again, unaware of everything, and Withnail is once again in the pouring rain. Metaphorically.

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    25,325
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    7
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    18
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    212
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    The first time he sees Malfoy up there, he points his wand at him. And even though he knows he should leave, he decides to stay and sit as far away as possible while they both look over at the same set of stars.

    They shouldn't be sharing the same room or breathing the same air, but after a month of silent company, it's not Harry who crosses the line first.

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    English
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    55,987
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    322
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    3932
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    Charles Xavier has made a career of pretending to fall in love with whatever pretty woman hired to play the female lead. The last thing he needs is for it to become public knowledge that he prefers sleeping with Erik Lehnsherr.

    Erik, on the other hand, doesn't think who he sleeps with has any effect on his career.

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    1,663
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    153
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    Sam leaves at the age of 15 to escape the homophobia of John and (he believes) Dean. Unable to force himself out of love with his brother, and resentful that John thinks him useless, he fakes his age and joins the marines. He's determined to prove that being gay, and being guilty of the crime of not being Dean, doesn't mean he couldn't hack it, like John's always telling him.

    After years of excelling in the marines, mastering his psychic powers, and using his visions to protect his family long-distance, his destiny finally catches up with him and Sam is snatched from a botched covert mission by the YED.

    Language:
    English
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    101,144
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    500
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    “But the things I want to do- I want to do them with you. Are we clear? I just want to spend time with you, can we go now?” Jaebum doesn’t sound or look as happy as he looked when he got here, it’s obviously that talking about how he feels about something is not easy for him. He looks constipated as if he wants to be anywhere but here.

    “Okay... it’s that really all?” Youngjae just wants to be sure he won’t press it anymore, Jaebum sighs exasperated.

    “Well, I also want to fuck you, but ah-” he smirks when Youngjae tries to protest, “I know you won’t give in so easily, I can wait.”

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    English
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    88,828
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    412
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    619
    Bookmarks:
    79
    Hits:
    9480
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    Matt has grown up sheltered and kept in a protective bubble that isn’t very welcoming to outsiders. Being the pastor's son, he isn’t one to look for trouble. It’s such a dull and safe routine that it makes it all the more startling when suddenly, one day, trouble manages to find him first.

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    English
    Words:
    67,385
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    179
    Kudos:
    113
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1700
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    Instead of murdering the shit out of people, Beyond has fucked off to Japan for an era of caffeinated self-care and anime escapism, participating an incredible new therapy called 'ignoring L's phone calls'. Then one day Light Yagami walks into his coffee shop without a death day hanging above his head, and somehow everyone gets what they need.

    2018 AU. (LABB never happened. The Death Note finds Light Yagami later in life, even more jaded with the justice system, but with a better idea of how to make real change. No one dies.)

    Language:
    English
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    13,317
    Chapters:
    4/13
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    305

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