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    Most sunny-dispositioned people like Hobi complain about the rain and its way of ruining plans and wetting his knit cardigans until they’re much too heavy, but when Namjoon sees the rain… he feels as if that space in his stomach could be filled, even if just a little. Like a dip in the sidewalk, filled with a puddle he can smile into and see the fallen rain reflect it back to him.

    The rain seems to check on him, like a friend.

    Thinking back, he feels it's been like this ever since that day.

    ...that day.

    The rain had kept him safe. Pushed back against the flames like a knight and her vast shield until they were no more. Seeped into his sweater and hair until he laughed and smiled up at the sky, letting a drop bounce against his teeth and tickle his gums. He’d looked up into the clouds and the rain had told him, you’re okay. 

    You lost something, but I’ll be here to make sure you get it back.

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    Around the time of their 18th Birthdays, Jungkook and Namjoon begin to switch bodies. After getting a glimpse into the lives of each other, their own are never the same.

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    After realizing that he has feeling for Kim, Harry got a new though project. He is apparently attracted to men. He's not sure what to do with that information and why dose it wake in him this melancholic sense of sadness...

    A exploratory piece about Harry focusing on his internal struggles with bisexuality, self-loathing and his past behavior.

    My submission for #Discotober prompts: Healing / The Mind is a Fragile Thing.
    I take the approach of making it about mental rather then physical healing

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    Prince Antonio Higgins is destined for a life he doesn't want to fulfill. He doesn't want to follow through with his arranged marriage, nor does he want to take over the crown. With the wedding in the morning, and his official coronation at the end of the month, he feels trapped.

    So when he catches a thief robbing the castle vaults in the middle of a banquet, Antonio takes this opportunity to escape, using this mysterious man as a guide as he leaves the royal life behind and sinks into a much simpler life, if only for a night.

    At least, that was what he hoped.

    [proper title TBD]

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    “This is an expedition with a stopwatch… and the clock is always ticking.”
    “If they sleep, they lose time,” Jenson comments, “if they make mistakes, if they get lost…”

    Another image is flashing up, this time showing a man from behind, who’s screaming “We’re lost!” in a French accent.
    The next second, the camera is back on Jenson Button and Toto Wolff.
    “If they fall behind and miss the cutoff time… their race is over.”

    ***
    7 teams made of 15 current or former Formula 1 drivers assemble in Fiji to compete in the World's Toughest Race.
    It isn't called that for no reason.

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    ASOIAF F/F rarepair one-shots. Requests open.

    1. Asha/Margaery — 1980s AU — eavesdropping
    2. F!Petyr/F!Theon — canon universe — serving
    3. Lyanna/Cersei — 2010s AU — giving
    4. Unella/Barbrey — 2020s AU — repenting
    5. Asha/Brienne — canon universe — understanding
    6. Ashara/Lyanna — canon universe — comparing
    7. Arya/Bellegere — canon universe— surprising
    8. [OPEN]

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    Akira has his first boyfriend.

    Akira has his first boyfriend and his name is Kitagawa Yusuke and it’s more than Akira ever thought he’d get.

    They hold hands under the table at Leblanc and whenever they’re on the subway — packed, always so packed — Akira takes the opportunity to lean against Yusuke that little bit more than would be socially acceptable because no one has the space to notice.

    And at the same time, somehow, it’s still less than Akira had hoped for because they don't really get the chance to do much more than that.

    So if Akira decides to steal a few kisses while they’re infiltrating a palace or exploring Mementos? Sue him. Akira finally has his first boyfriend.

     

    In which Yusuke's mask used to be far smaller and easier to steal kisses from while on.

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    Lee Chaeryeong is suddenly thrown face first in multiple obstacles and turns in her life once she starts realizing that the reason why she gets embarrassed when her best friend takes her shirt off in front of her might not be just because she’s shy.

    And the fact that she goes to a catholic school does not help either...

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    Beauty attracts danger. And Dream is oh so beautiful.

    When Dream attracts unwanted attention from the earth-shaking god Poseidon, Athena gifts him the power to petrify any creature with just a glance. Just the sight of his red eyes turns living things to stone. She promises him that he will never be hurt again, but Dream is more worried about hurting his friends.

    In order to protect his loved ones, Athena gives him a mask. It was the only way to hide his eyes from the world when he needed to. He would never show his face again, not even to his closest companions. No one had seen his face for many years.

    ...That is, until he meets George, a boy who cannot see the color red.

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    “Are you ready for the little ones?” Stan readout. “What does that mean? What little ones?”

    Richie made a face, “I don’t know but I’m going to guess that it absolutely sucks.”

    ~~

    In '89 they defeated Pennywise. In 2016 they have to go back.

    It seems normal enough (ignoring the demon space clown and stuff) until the Losers are staring at the Losers. But, like, young.

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    Demitri looked at him “why do you want me to kiss you? You have enough fans out here to kiss.”
    “you are so fucking stupid, I liked you Dem” Hawks pulled Demitri into a kiss. His lips still tasted like false cherries and his heart feels like it’s going to break if he pulls away

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    An introvert walks into a bar. She finds a friend maybe, herself for sure, and a lot more than she ever expected about her past and family.

    Elsa is the queen of overthinking and Maren is way too perfect for her own good. Both are gay and useless. The frohana household watches a lot of netflix.

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    "He's nothin but trouble, ya hear?"

    This work was inspired by Ann__0927's fic called Trouble, please go read it if you haven't.

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    When Jungkook entered BigHit, he went in with his young mind set on one thing; becoming an idol.

    What he didn't expect was to become entranced by an older boy with a personality more child-like than his and a smile so beautiful, it could blind you. If only he knew that was just the beginning and things would get much more complicated along the way.

    [aka jungkook and taehyung explore their sexuality together and things get complicated]

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    This town is full of gruesome secrets. And somewhere down the line, someone decides to take it upon themselves to leak every single one of them.

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    21/?
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    Peter Pevensie meets Prince Caspian and does not like him. Until he does. Maybe a little too much.

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    “I don’t understand,” he says softly, and he can’t help his voice from being a little whiny.

    The pain is still there, not as strong as before but present, like a dull throbbing in half his face. Every so often, Kacchan rubs the exact place where it hurts on his own face.

    “How stupid can you be, really, Deku?” Kacchan throws him an angry look from across the room. “Have you never heard of soulmates?”

    ~~~~~

    Or in the words of reviewer FlamingPotatoArson...

    Dadmight, Dadzawa, and Big Brother Mirio all in one angsty TodoBakuDeku soulmate fanfiction with smutty future jumps and gay as hell Izuku.

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    Hexside's school for the prestigiously gifted was built on the foundation of honing the skills of kids who excel in certain fields of study. While some students attend the school for these exceptional abilites, others are able to attend due to their societal high class rank.

    However, everything changes when the school decides to open up applications for a single outsider to attend the school as a sort of once in a lifetime event.

    What happens when Luz Noceda, a product of Reality Check Summer Camp's questionable methods for normality, winds up finding herself in this school full of elites?

     

    // Trigger Warning // : PTSD, Anxiety, Homophobia, some harsh language

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    Only Aaron was out of reach, standing, naked from the waist up at the end of the bed, fighting with his belt buckle. Robert thought, he should help him, but he was quickly distracted by the thought he’d yet to see Aaron without a shirt, and the lamplight in the room was enough for him to see. So, there was no stopping himself, he raked his eyes up Aaron’s body.

    He’s beautiful.

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    Jungkook escapes his devoutly religious childhood home then accidentally summons a lust demon.

    He feels guilt build in his chest like a raging tsunami. Like the wave is going to break, soon, but he doesn’t quite know when. How long will he spend on his knees, praying to God for forgiveness once this is all done? How much will it hurt deep down to know that what he’s doing is unforgivable? Jungkook cannot atone for these sins. He’s past the point of saving. He was past the point of saving the second Jimin opened the front door, that very first time.

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    Ричи получает роль в комедии с сексуальным уклоном, и Бев предлагает ему провести «исследование» с профессиональным Домом, Эдди.

    Проблема только в том, что Ричи до сих пор в шкафу.

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