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    Being best friends with benefits was never supposed to be this confusing.

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    Mikey is in his sophomore year when the boy he's been sleeping with, Pete, gets his heart broken. At the same time his brother, Gerard, manages to get him signed up for the chess club under the lead of Ray, a classic high school nerd with a secret.

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    If you have found this story and not read the first installment or the second, please do so. The existing plot points, characters and establishment of their lives will matter. We are entering a time in Queen's history that contains many triumphs but will soon lead to a road of tragedy and loss. The band is at the top of their game as they begin recording their next album. But the strain of 10 years together is starting to show. Creative tension and the need to keep up with the pace of a rock & roll lifestyle will begin to create problems. A new darkness is emerging in the world that will have an enormous impact on all their lives. It will threaten everything that matters and cause each of them to react in ways they could never imagine. Will the group survive all the turmoil? Will Brian and Roger survive the stresses placed on their relationship? And - what will be the final thing that makes Brian and Roger willing to reveal their most sacred secret to the world? I hope you will join me for a dramatic journey through the 80's...one filled with love, laughter, tears, mistakes, forgiveness and remembering what matters most...friends will be friends...right til the end.

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    Something happened to Rick Grimes when he was in the coma. Something he doesn't understand - and there's already a lot about himself that he's having trouble coming to terms with.

    Then he sees the girl standing in the middle of the road. Trouble is, his partner doesn't.

    The only person who can possibly help him is some character named Dixon, a man Rick had thrown into the drunk tank - a man who calls it being a 'bridge'.

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    1986. San Fransisco, California. The height of the AIDS epidemic. People are dying left and right at alarming rates, there’s no cure, and the homophobic teenagers that litter the streets are almost as sickening as the virus.

    Ethan Nestor is a junior in a new high school, and he knows now that being openly homosexual during the ‘gay plague’ was the worst mistake of his life. He’s barely accepted at home, and school certainly isn’t any different.

    Mark Fischbach is a senior, king of the hill. Life is peaches and cream for someone so certain of their own sexuality to the point where they torment others. Ethan will be just another boy he can push around during school...…until one slip up sends him spiraling backward into a pit of self-discovery in uncertain times.

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    Nathan Wesninski was known for being a public family man. He had a beloved wife, Mary Wesninski (neé Hatford) who had moved from Birmingham in the UK in order to marry him, and together, by 1936, they had a two year old son called Nathaniel who looked just like him. For all intents and purposes, they were the typical happy family.

    Nathan Wesninski died in 1991 in prison, at the age of 88. Mary would've been 84. Nathaniel would be 57. Both Mary and Nathaniel, however, have been presumed dead since Nathan's arrest in 1950. Their bodies have never been found.

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    Being dead kinda made talking to living people difficult.

    Luckily, Mitch has plenty of experience in the art of ghostly pranking-and getting some fun reactions out of each owner as they cycle through the mansion. He felt a little bad, admittedly, but as long as this blond guy keeps blaming everything on his cat, Mitch was going to keep it up.

    At the very least, he wanted credit for his mischief. At most? Well...

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    "The fine hairs at the back of his neck stood up straight as he slowly looked over his shoulder, all of his insides dropping down to the floor as soon as his eyes fell upon neon umbrellas shining boastfully on the walls, throwing a blue glow onto people’s intoxicated faces. Suddenly, he knew exactly where he was. The Iceberg Lounge." — an alternative universe where the Gotham as we know it is twisted in such a way that Ed and Riddler always remain separate people in a rather complicated relationship with each other, while in the midst of Ed's internal struggles to cope with murdering Officer Dougherty, he finds himself in the middle of the Iceberg Lounge, faced with the most powerful man in the city.

    AU playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3l5hgcYZLjDDEwawsWNTQG?si=Ll4A-LXGRAeFgTpsP2UvNA

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    Steve and Bucky were from two completely different worlds. The haves and the have nots. The jocks and the weirdos. First class vs. coach. However you described them, it was never pretty when the two sides mixed. In addition to being rich, popular, and the superstar captain of the swim team, Steve was friends with every asshole that Bucky despised. Bucky, on the other hand, was lucky if he scored and extra twenty to pick up a pepperoni pizza on the weekend. Loud, crazy, and out and proud, Bucky happily spent his days doing handstands in the hallway, swimming at the Brooklyn YMCA, and getting blazed with his best friend Clint.

    Smash Steve and Bucky’s worlds together and what do you get? Epic shock waves, blurred lines, and a big, beautiful mess that takes them places neither of them ever would’ve expected.

    Equal parts comedy, romance, mystery, psychological drama, and thriller, strap in and enjoy the ride.

    CONSTRUCTION ZONE- "Misfits" has been completely rewritten (shorter chapters—53 vs. 28, streamlined writing, new art, more jokes, more feels), and the revised chapters will be posting every 1-2 weeks. Follow me on my socials for posting announcements. Ch 9 posts Friday, November 6th, 2020 :)

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    Moran visits a sordid place with a sordid purpose in order to keep something else pure.

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    “As you know you three will be moving into this dojo for the summer at the start of next week. From that day on you three will be doing everything together until you can figure out how to get along. Don’t you dare interrupt me!” He stopped to glare and point a figure at Bakugou before he could argue. “Either of you!” Seiichi turned his glare and pointed finger to Midoriya. “This internship thingy is a team effort. Which is something you three lack. So, to fix that you three will be training together, cooking all your food together, eating as a team, cleaning together, you’ll be sharing a room together, and any free time you may have you. Will. Spend. It. Together. If you don’t like it there’s the door!” Seiichi pointed behind him. “Am I clear?”

    During the summer of their first year Todoroki, Bakugou, and Midoirya find themselves all interning under the same hero. The arrangement starts off as a summer straight from hell but turns into something the three would never regret.

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    Within the safety deposit box of one Dr. John H. Watson, an unpublished account of the case and events leading into Sherlock Holmes' retirement are related in full.

    IMPORTANT NOTE: You do not need to know everything/anything about the Holmes/Black Sails universes to enjoy or understand this fic!

    This is a passion project by my friend and I, so I hope it brings you as much joy as it did for us to write it.

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    It happened in a back alley in muggle London. A back alley in Muggle London tucked in between old, sketchy clubs, one you wouldn’t pay attention to if you weren’t looking.It happened at a time when the war was both a recent memory, hardly four months ago but already also somehow a past lifetime. It happened in a back alley in muggle London, probably. Although these things are hard to trace.

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    After the war, loved ones come back to life, grimmauld place gets a makeover , Draco Malfoy is forced to live as a muggle, Harry Potter learns the world isn’t in black and white, everybody has to pick up the pieces and move on with their lives, and Sainsburys doesn’t do any good teabags.

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    With the war long over, the members of Team Avatar have moved on with their lives, adjusting to the new world. Sokka is living out his dream leading the Southern Water Tribe alongside his father, though life as a warrior isn't what he imagined and every day he struggles with the demons that have plagued him since the war. Zuko is in charge of the entire fucking Fire Nation and while he puts on a good face for the people, lives in a state of perpetual loneliness and self-hatred that no amount of repression can repair.

    Teetering on his breaking point and pressured by Katara to take some time off, Sokka decides to go on vacation to Kyoshi Island. Things don't go to plan, however, and he ends up in the Fire Nation; reuniting him with his old friend, the Fire Lord. Though at first he fully intends to stay on schedule and return to the Southern Water Tribe within a week, things change when Sokka realizes that Zuko is on the edge of his own breakdown and desperately needs help. It's not supposed to become more than friendship, but it does.

    And neither of them know what to do about it.

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    Select entries from the diary of Katsuki Bakugo.

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    Things between the golden pair are difficult; they've been fighting and Jiale has been hanging out with other teammates, which makes Dayong jealous (but he hasn't realized). Yu Qing is currently training for their next championship. Even if Dayong and Jiale are friends, there might be some untalked attraction between them which develops in mutual pining and an eventual romance.

    The story begins in episode 18 from Prince of tennis (2019). Zhuo Zhi is the biggest shipper and he also might be a little gay.

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    Just a collection of Richie and Eddie being young, dumb, and in love that I couldn't get out of my head.

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    Every band member pairing is right here for you to read along with. Each day, I will be uploading a new one shot fic following along with the theme set by a prompt challenge I'm doing. All of these pairings will be ~gay~ because I am ~gay~ and have internalized homophobia I'm trying to work through so I'm gonna do that with fanfics. I don't do requests but I can almost guarantee you that your fave pairing will be in here.

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    ‘Hi, Mer McKay, PhD, PhD, autistic, genius, gender ambivalent, queer and kinky as fuck, compulsive over-sharer.’ He gave John the kind of firm handshake that was usually accompanied by words like “Gemma Radcliffe, CEO,” or “Matthew Smith, vice president.” The man was so open, so honest, so utterly without game or guile that John was almost charmed. But he was also completely thrown.

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    (Being Edited/Beta'd currently)

     
    Starting third year, Cyra Moores finds herself balancing more personal secrets along with her own faults as well as the struggles of being 13 and those first crushes.

    Add to it the opening of the vault of fear (which makes her face painful truths about both her family and herself.) And her desire to strike her own path will turn Hogwarts into more of a war ground than a safe heaven.

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