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    For the past few months, Eddie and Buck have had an affair as passionate as it is destructive. Buck would like more but Eddie pushes him away and he ends their relationship abruptly.
    As Eddie tries to move on, Buck slowly sinks.
    But when the young man saves Lily's life, everything changes and he only has eyes for her. Eddie then tries the impossible to recover him.

    The OS "Never without you" that you will find in my collection "Call Me Buddie" are an introduction to this fic.

    🍋 Announces scenes a little more explicit but you know 😅

    This fiction is a translation of my French versions. I'm not very good to English, so please forgive any mistakes I didn't spot (there may be a lot.)

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    Christopher’s tears finally tipped over. “He can’t leave!”

    “Chris, baby, I gotta go.” Buck said.

    "But you can’t go home when you’re hurt! Dad has to fix you!”

    “What does he mean, Buck?" Eddie asked.

    ----

    “Eddie, Nick is hitting Buck, and I think he’s gonna kill him!"

    "Buck’s apartment, now!” was all Eddie had to say, and the team was taking off to the trucks.

    Hen and Chimney went sprinting to the ambulance, Eddie, Bobby and the others not far behind to the ladder truck. As Eddie jumped inside, sirens clicked on, and the gas to the fire truck had never been pressed harder.

    -----

    Several months ago, Buck got into a relationship, one he was certain would distract him from his current downward fall into love for Eddie.

    Instead, Buck wears long sleeves, panics easily, and is hiding away his biggest secret.

    Nick hits him.

    The team doesn't know, yet , and if they find out, Buck knows it won't be pretty.

    If only Buck knew how right he was.

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    Evan Buckley was just a few hours old when he was abandoned at a small church in Pennsylvania. With the identify of his family unknown, Evan was sent into foster care where he'd spend the next 17 years. Eventually, he'd join the Navy SEALs in an attempt to find the one thing he's always longed for: family.

    Considering that he has the worst luck in the world, it was only inevitable that he would lose that family as well. He spent three years in the Navy and two more trying to run from his past before finally moving his entire life across the country to LA. He didn't plan on becoming so attached to his team when he arrived at Station 118 but he soon finds out it was unavoidable.

    He eventually lets the team in, only to get a whole lot more family than he bargained for.

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    Sometimes all you need in life is a hug from a grandparent to make you feel like the world is going to be ok.

    Or: 2 times Evan Buckley is adopted by other people's grandparents and the 1 time he finds ones of his own.

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    “Hey…” Buck would say he saw a bit of fear in the other’s eyes once he found them. They have crossed many lines but not this one, not Eddie giving himself. They had talked about it but Eddie hadn’t felt ready yet. “Do you trust me?”

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    Buck and Eddie learn to navigate their new relationship, Buck's disability, and their insane job, all at the same time.

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    -He’d surfed many seas, rode an infinite amount of waves, though none of them quite felt like home, like he’d surfaced. It wasn’t until he met the guy with eyes as deep as the ocean that he let himself drift to shore, sinking right into them. Everything about him was like being right on the edge, like you could travel for miles and still never quite reach his depths, like a wave that couldn’t be touched, couldn’t be brought down. Sometimes, you couldn’t stop the wave, but you could learn to surf it. Eddie had spent his entire life riding the waves, but nothing could prepare him for the depths of Evan Buckley. –

     

     

    —or—

     

    the buddie surfing au that no one dj asked me to write

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    Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. What happens when Eddie notices something?

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    Eddie came out around six months ago, and Chris has been trying to encourage Eddie to embrace it more. One time, he grabbed a pack of rainbow napkins at the supermarket and unceremoniously dropped it into the shopping cart. He also chose ‘Out’ on movie night, which made both Buck and Eddie cry (Chris just watched them with a raised eyebrow before giving both of them a tight hug). In any case, it’s all been… good. He means it.

    It’s just… there’s a capital ‘T’ Thorn that’s prickling Buck’s heart and is making it slowly bleed out.

    Or: ceramics, fish, and names that start with a T. Add two pining idiots into the mix and the plot thickens.

    Or or: Buck is pining for his best friend and copes with a new hobby. Who knew fish would bring them together?

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    Buck thinks that Eddie will never let him near Christopher ever again, after an early morning breakdown, Eddie and Christopher are there for their family, no matter the circumstances

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    Buck twirls the beer bottle around in his fingers and tries to ignore the rapid fading of the warmth in his chest. It's not a feeling he can mimic, no matter how hard he may try, and his brain won't stray from a perfect image of Eddie. To be loved back, that's all he really wants.

    9-1-1 Bingo Fill:
    "Have You Ever Loved Somebody Who Didn't Love You Back?"

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    Buck finds the biggest downside to being single is being alone with his thoughts in a too big, empty apartment. It had never truly felt like home not even when Taylor tragically moved in but now, it feels like home even less. Being here makes him miss Eddie, miss Christopher, miss stolen moments in which he pretends to have everything he knows is always just out of reach.

    The black duffel bag that sits at the foot of the stairs leading up to his bedroom mocks him, reminding him he’s always just passing through, never allowed to stay in the place where his heart resides.

    They say home is where the heart is, and his heart is always with Eddie.

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    “You’re the heart of the 118, but you’re the heart of our family too.” There are so many times that Chimney’s been by everyone’s sides. “I know that no matter what, you’ll be there for Estella, and Chris, for whatever comes. Because that’s who you are.”

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    Buck and Eddie have important choices to make as parents; Buck knows the right choice to make.

    for my FREE SPACE in 911 Bingo

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    “Ok, last one,” Eddie said, tapping the pen to the paper. “We need a seven-letter word for, movement of one object around another?”

    “I think I wanna go see Daniel.”

    Buck looked up at the same time Eddie’s pen fell from between his lips, the man just catching the book before it slipped from his grip as well.

    “I um, I think that’s too many letters,” Eddie joked, albeit a little nervously.

    When Buck only sighed in response, Eddie tried again.

    “You mean like, like his gravesite?”

    —or—

    Buck decides he wants to go visit Daniel's gravesite, Eddie—being the best friend his is, offering to take him

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    After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. A real family. They feel they can say they know each other like the back of their hand.

    Yet there are still things they don't know.

    Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets.

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    After the tsunami, Buck was approached by a reporter to do an article about him.
    What happens when the article comes out, and Buck finds the real reason why he isn't allowed back at the 118?

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    Sometimes kids are a mirror from their parents
    or
    Buck realized he is Chris' other dad

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    May has possibly the worst call ever when she answers a call from Buck. Buck who is standing on the edge of a cliff ready to end it all. The 118 rush to his bedside and secrets emerge about the 118's resident Golden Retriever. What will it take for Buck to realise that he is worthy of the love the 118, and Eddie especially, have for him.

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    It takes Maddie until bedtime and putting him into her own bed for Buck to finally ask why Maisy’s dad grabbed his arm like that and stared at the mark on his wrist. Because that’s what he was doing the entire time. Maddie sighs that one sigh she always has when she has to explain something difficult to him. Sometimes Evan thinks that it’s things his parents should have told him but never did. They don’t talk much to him anyway.

    or

    Of course, Buck just had to end up with a very special kind of soulmark. And of course it makes his life more complicated. So this is his journey towards the happy ending he's always dreamed of but never dared to hope for.

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