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    Evan loves Connor
    he loves Connor so much it hurts,

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    Dear Evan Hansen but from Connors Perspective.

    Connor Murphy doesn't give a shit if he ever sees these people again. He just wants out. Out of his too-big house, a factory of robots they call high school, his family who didn't give two shits about him. If he can, senior years gonna be the last year he ever has to worry about. Fortunately, it's just not that easy.

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    “Um, yeah, I think so. That could be nice,” Zoe tells them and it’s the first little smile that Evan’s seen on her face since they got there. And he couldn’t shake the feeling that Cynthia knew exactly what she was doing, toying with Zoe emotions like this, but he didn’t want to ruin this for her.

    Maybe it’d be okay though? All he had to do was stay with Zoe, be the voice of reason and keep all their ground rules in place. He would keep Zoe and Willow protected at all costs; nothing would stop him from that. But what if Zoe could get both things? What if she could reconnect with her parents and keep them at a safe distance? Maybe that would be worth it.

    It didn’t change the fact that Evan didn’t trust Cynthia or Larry in slightest and neither did Zoe. They trusted each other though, and as long as they stayed vigilant nothing bad would happen.

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    Evan and Heidi spend Rosh Hashanah with the Kleinman's. Evan sleeps over and finds himself in an awkward position. Jared comforts him.

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS, MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Just a Treebros AU where Zoe dies instead of Connor! Yeah, I suck at writing summaries. Hope you enjoy!

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    Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.

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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    If Connor never died, Jared gave a few more shits, Evan never even finished the first letter, Connor didn't drink the milk- yet. And the writer projects his mental health onto the characters. Oh and Connor gets a service dog-

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    Evan doesn't remember a thing that had happened at the Apple Orchard.
    He doesn't remember why he was there or who he was with.
    All he knows is there seems to be something missing.
    His memories of what had happened in the past four months.
    His memories with Connor Murphy.

     

    All the characters and the plot belong to Benj Pasek and Justin Paul. Whatever that is not familiar is mine.

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    The air around Evan was tight. He’s standing frozen in one spot, trying to call after Connor’s retreating figure. The ringing in his ears was growing louder and he couldn’t hear anything but his own heartbeat and the edge of his vision was turning black and he couldn’t breathe and he needed that letter back—

    “STOP!”

    He heard someone yell. It took him quite a while to figure out that he was the someone. He’d never shouted like that before, and it was a foreign sound, to be honest.
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    Figured I'd jump on the deh rewrite train, ft slowburn treebros, ofc

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    Jared Kleinman fell in love with someone he really didn’t know. It was okay for a while but now he’s lost and scared and there’s no way out. Well… maybe there’s a way out.

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    ahh, every fandom needs an abuse fic and here I am to provide those services. This is therapeutic for me as everything Jared will go through I have gone through so expect a lot of graphic descriptions. TW for the whole story- be kind to yourself.

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    In a world full of soulmates, Connor Murphy is shocked to find that his perfect person is none other than Evan Hansen--one of the most famous teen stars in the world. With a long untreated case of depressive disorder Connor feels hesitant to bond with Evan, fearing he may scare him off.

    Cynthia and Larry just want what's best for their family, both tired and frustrated from fighting with their troubled son for years. When Connor suddenly stops antagonizing them, they jump at the opportunity to reconnect with their child--possibly overstepping boundaries, but having good intentions. They won't let this chance to make things better slip away.

    Will Cynthia and Larry get through, or will their attempts to bond cause Connor to shut them out entirely? Will Connor open up, letting his parents and new found soulmate in, or will he break under the pressure?

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    Basically, this is a Dear Evan Hansen AU of the Netflix series that Ben Platt is apart of called The Politician. I'm so into it that it's already made me cry, and punch shit, but also laugh sometimes. I love it. And I can't really explain what's going to happen so yeah <3

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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

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    Idea 1: Jared finds Evan about to jump off a tree. This is before the Conner project.

    Idea 2- Evan's had enough. Jared barely even notices him. Evan's crush since he was little. His life's so broken. What's the point even more? Evan decides to try again. Jared finds him. Fluff and Angst

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    Evan and Zoe fake date to piss off Zoe's ex. Things get messy.

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    Evan is sick of everything. His mother barely paying attention to him, his own father leaving him. Jared- Jared... he despises Jared, only using him for his stupid god damn car. And Connor... Connor is the final breaking point.

     

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    Or: I write something messed up, and got the idea from Shraff (the crab man).

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Evan was terrified. Everywhere he looked, he saw Connor. Connor Murphy. Most of the time, he was looking right at Evan too, biting on his bottom lip and looking like he was going to pounce on him and demand all his money.

    Connor was obsessed. He was obsessed with Evan and his stupid fluffy head of curls, his never ending anxiety, his bright eyes, his smile, and his laugh. When Evan sees Connor staring though, he shuts up real fast. Connor hates that he has that effect on him... On everyone at this point.

    AKA: Connor finds Evan in the hospital after both of their attempts and they share a few moments together.

    Though I hate doing it, this will be in three parts, because each part can be read separately, but they all are progressions of the same story. Each part will have slightly different formatting, and some may even have multiple chapters per part.

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