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    When Dean tells him to walk away, he does it, no matter how much it hurts and how scared he is because Lucifer is waiting for him every time he closes his eyes, no matter that he's totally lost and there's nowhere to go this time, because he's brought it on himself. Sam should know better.

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    Expanded scene from Season 1, Episode 12, "Faith." Dean finds out that an innocent man has died so he can live. “Sam, you should’ve just let it be. I’m not-“ Dean starts again, bitterness on his tongue, in his tone, choking his throat. “Not what?” Sam challenges. Even as he stands to his full height, the look in his eyes screams scared kid all over again. “Not worth it? Don’t you dare. Don’t you dare, Dean.”

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    "Dean expected Sam to find a way to cope after he was dragged to Hell. He thought Sam would go back to Stanford, or maybe stick with Bobby and keep living up to the Winchester name. By no means did he, even for a moment, think Sam might look to parenting as a coping mechanism."

    The Apocalypse is on and the Winchesters are running from angels and demons alike. They're gonna do everything they can to keep themselves from being used as vessels, but hiding from the forces of Heaven and Hell isn't as easy as one might think. Not to mention, they're running from Heaven while trying to raise a twelve-year-old boy in a semi-normal environment.

    Who are they kidding? They're Winchesters. Normal's got nothing to do with it.

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    Sam wants to tell him sometimes. He wants to talk and talk and get it all out of his system.

     

    Other times, he wants to bury these secrets deep inside his chest, never letting them see the light of day.

     

    Most notably, Sam just wants to curl up and let Dean hold him like when they were children. He wants to be small again and fit himself inside his brother’s arms, using them like shields from everything bad in their life.

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    Sam doesn't know how this happened.

    𝘚𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭.

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    Castiel has only been human for a few weeks when he experiences his first 'headache,' as Dean calls it. At first, he thinks it's nothing, as Sam and Dean said, but as they begin happening more and more frequently, he becomes convinced that this is Naomi's doing as she tries to rip him away from everything he's worked so hard to get. Why else would his head be aching almost constantly, with the pain originating so close to his eyes?

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    “I-it’s like he’s not here…” Claire said quietly, drawing everyone’s attention again, “Dean… he’s here, but he’s not. It’s weird, like I don’t even know if he really saw me or recognized me when he first came in…” her voice was thick with sadness as was the air in the room.

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    This is a finale fix-it, focuses on Dean not handling Cas’ death very well

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    There were two things John Winchester knew for sure:
    1) There was something Dean wasn't telling him
    2) He never should've let Sam and Dean go hunting alone

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    But now, with an impending apocalypse coming at them, there’s nothing Sam can do to make it up to Dean; to earn Dean’s forgiveness. And maybe he doesn’t deserve Dean’s forgiveness, but at least he can punish himself for his own mistakes. Sam won’t ever forgive himself – can’t ever forgive himself – but he can pay for his mistakes in the form of blood.

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    or: sam winchester's guide of (trying and failing at) replacing absolution with blood

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    Prince Samuel de la Courcel, middle child of the king and queen of Terre d'Ange, goes to the Court of Night-Blooming Flowers to pay for the services of one of their adepts, Dean Champbelle nó Eglantine, after hearing him sing and spends a steamy night together; however, Sam neglects to tell Dean that they’re half-brothers--that the king had had an illicit affair with Dean’s mother before marrying the queen—because he’d become enamored with Dean's beauty and music. As the two continue their passionate relationship and fall in love, how long can Sam keep their familial connection a secret from Dean before the truth comes out, leaving him to determine how to atone for his deception?

    Submission for the 2024 SPN Pro-Ship Bang

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    John knows there is something wrong with Sam and he doesn't know how to fix it. Something wrong with Sam, and maybe something wrong with John, too.

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    The sexual adventures of soulless!Sam causes re-souled Sam and Dean to change their relationship status.

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    Dean's been in a bad place since the fiasco of the siren hunt, and Sam's relationship with his brother hasn't been in much better shape, until they discover some important secrets about each other. Will embarking on a Dom/sub dynamic be able to save their bond . . . and possibly even help them avert the Apocalypse?

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    May second. Sam finds himself looking down at two gravestones. Two gravestones he told himself he was never going to come and look at again but finds himself doing every year.
    Never in November, the true anniversary, that was too risky. He brings flowers for one, but not the other. The other was meaningless to him, much like it is to others.
    He sighed and his breath smokes out in the air. “I’m not coming back,” he says to the stone, much like he says every year. He looks over the engravings as if they weren’t engraved in his mind.

    Mary Winchester 1957 - 1983 In Loving Memory

    And a smaller one, meaningless. Useless. No memory loved. Happily missed and forgotten.

    Sam Winchester 1983

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    Sam had visions and dreams, yet he ignored their warnings.

    He didn't think they were real. But they were and now Jessica is dead.

    Ai-Whumptober 2023 Day 6 - Crying To Sleep

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    Sam helps Castiel relax.

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    Jess dies.

    Sam can still smell her blood; can still hear the agonizing sound of her screams; can still see her face as she realizes that he's leaving her.

    His past burns in the house of her remains, and so does his future. Sam finds his love to be a curse and wishes he could stop.

    He just- He just wishes it all would stop.

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    A taste of Sam's life in the cage. That's it, just Sam suffering by Lucifer's hands.

    There's also nails involved

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    Dean didn't think Sam would take it seriously when he had said they should pick a hemisphere and stay away from each other. After nine months of searching he has finally found his brother, but he was just a shell of the man he once was, separating himself from the rest of the world in a self-made prison of solitude. Dean has no idea how to put him back together again.

    Sam knew he was a disease that destroyed everything around him. He has spent a long time trying to convince himself otherwise, but now after the starting apocalypse and Dean kicking him out of his life, he has finally accepted who he was. He gets as far away from humanity as he possibly can with plans to live out the rest of his unworthy existence in isolation. The world would be better off without him.

    Dean disagrees.

    Dean POV. Canon divergence from when Sam calls Dean at the beginning of Episode S05E04 The end.

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    Always an angel, never a god
    Always an angel, never a god
    Always an angel, never a god
    Always an angel, never a god

    I don't know why I am the way I am
    There's something in the static, I think I've been having revelations
    Comin' to, in the front seat, nearly empty
    Skip the exit to our old street and go home

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