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It’s a few months after Buck’s lightning strike incident and he is still recovering, welcomed back into the firehouse with open arms - sort of. There’s one person that doesn’t seem to care that he’s back. That person is the one man Buck wishes would care - Eddie Diaz. Buck is absolutely broken when Eddie doesn’t talk to him.
The next week, Maddie and Chim annouce their engagement. Buck feels happy and excited for his sister but at the same time he feels this overwhelming sense of jealousy. He wants his happy ending. His happily ever after.
Meanwhile, Eddie is dealing with his own issues - from constant nightmares about Buck almost dying to nightmares about the Tsunami, Christoper, and from his time in the military. He’s stressed. It doesn’t help that Buck has come back to work and now he has to relive his nightmares. He wants to stay close to Buck to make sure he doesn’t get hurt but at the same time he wants to distance himself from the blond. For now he’s going to distance himself - but for how long? How long until Buck figures out what is happening? He’s scared. He wants to be happy. He wants a happy ending. But he doesn’t deserve one.
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when you're lost in the universe, don't lose hope by desert_moonchild
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Oct 2023
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As tired as he looked, Eddie had never seen Buck look so soft or in love before. The only other person Buck had ever even remotely looked at like that was Christopher. And that’s when it hit him.
This was Buck’s baby.
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Buck had never felt so alone in his life, in the weeks after he dropped the lawsuit, when he gets a call letting him know he was never going to be alone again.
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You can't afford an imagination in a job like theirs. You can't.
For Whumptober Day 2: Delirium.
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Buck had just gotten home from a terrible shift, going straight to bed after changing.
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo Cards
- Part 17 of buckley panic attacks
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The 118 arrive to a call on a familar street for Buck and Eddie.
post 4x14
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- Part 16 of buckley panic attacks
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Buck had fallen asleep with Eddie beside him in Eddie's bed, so he was okay right? It's been a year since the shooting.
or; it was just a year ago right?
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- Part 12 of buckley panic attacks
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“Eddie there’s nothing to be worried about I have it handled.” Buck says sternly.
“Yeah, that’s why I’m here right now.” Eddie responds sarcastically.
“Then leave!” Buck raises his voice. Eddie doesn’t take it personally, he knows that Buck is going to be emotional right now.
“I’m not leaving you.” Eddie says, lowering his voice.
“Then I’ll leave.” Buck tries to walk away, grabbing his keys off the kitchen table. Eddie catches up to him before he reaches the door though.
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OR: Buck has a nightmare again, calls Eddie for company in the middle of the night but Eddie helps instead of sitting in silence.
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Buck and Eddie work through things together, to the best of their abilities.
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Buck is insecure, he needs his team and right now, none of them are all there. Eddie is there always and understands what he needs.
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All It took was a Word Before the House of Cards Came Crashing Down by BornFirst087
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Jan 2023
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How do you ask a child to be perfect without ever asking them?
By ignoring them. That is until they either injured themselves or caused a scene to get you to notice them….
At least that’s what Evan “Buck” Buckley learned when he was growing up.
It took him twenty-nine years to learn otherwise…
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Buck is visiting his sister after six years away. He meets his friends and his new family, whom he appreciates more than he thought he would. He begins to like them and when he finally considers a new start for him in L.A., everything is called into question when he realizes that he is falling in love.
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Buck thought he had left the demons of his past behind him.
Until they reared their ugly head once again.Whumptober day 23: “Hold them down.”
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- Part 16 of Corgi’s Whumptober 2022
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Summer sometimes feels never ending, a constant march forward. Eddie kind of thinks it's fitting for how he feels in life right now, marching on and on through the same routine every day. Except, now Chris is gone at camp and Eddie's chest aches with each breath he takes. Los Angeles feels suffocating, with its tall buildings and busy streets. He never expected to want to get out of the city he loves so badly before, but it's probably for the best. Buck agrees.
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Buck was the one everyone knew to be happy and smiling and laid back. But what happens when the team, especially Eddie, starts to notice Buck's not sleeping much? What happens when he's questioned about him nightmares and his past? Will he be able to find help and comfort in those he loves? Or will the past come screaming back to take what's left of him?
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“Buck?” His head snaps up instantly and the fear Eddie sees in his tearful eyes nearly immobilizes him. Buck looks like he is barely hanging by a thread and the merest movement could send him to the abyss. He‘s never seen him so broken; not even after the tsunami.
Buck sucks in a breath and huffs Eddie’s name. The plea in his voice pushes Eddie forward and without thinking, he wraps his arms around him holding him tightly against his chest. Buck grabs onto the fabric of his shirt and starts sobbing uncontrollably.
Or, two times Buck has a nightmare and the one time Eddie does.
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V. -- To do something with soul, creativity, or love; to put something of yourself into your work.
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Buck is given a child at 17 by one Hailey Wells. (aka, i said take a sad situation and make it worse)
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there is rape (however brief it is), child neglect, child threatening, and generally, fuck Wells. -
Keep The Light On (I Cant Stand Me) by NoMournersAndFunerals
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), S.W.A.T. (TV 2017)
26 Mar 2022
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the beginning of Deacon and Evan's relationship was rocky, but they got there.
(9-1-1 Buck is called Evan in this, given that SWAT has a character with the first name Buck.)Series
- Part 2 of Monachapsis
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Buck still can't breathe. Fire flashes before his eyes and the hole in the floor gapes up at him. It's too far down for him to tell, really, but Buck thinks he can still see the outline of how Albert fell.
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- Part 3 of Buddie Bingo 2022
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(I changed the name)
the dizziness, the bruises, the faint spells. it all makes sense to Maddie. she's seen it all before, and her blood runs cold every time that Buck becomes slightly unsteady.
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Buck knows about Daniel, Buck is sick like Daniel. Maddie doesn't know what Buck does. and it all tumbles when his parents come to town.
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I fully blame an edit I found on TikTok for this. Dont read this if you don't like topics like religious trauma, or death, or other triggering topics like blood, bruising, sexual assault, or cancer.Series
- Part 1 of Genetics Suck
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Buck wakes up in a sweat, his throat raw from screaming. He finds himself kneeling on the floor, nowhere near his bed, and gripping an LAFD sweatshirt in his hands. Eddie is rubbing his back in soothing circles with one hand, pushing his damp curls off his forehead with the other.
“The nightmare again?” Eddie asks, voice low.
Buck nods, dropping the sweatshirt and pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes.Series
- Part 3 of Halloweek 2021