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    “I’m sorry.”

    It was a plea for everything to turn out fine, but he was sure he wouldn’t be so lucky.

    Castiel’s body felt like a weight had been lifted only to be replaced with a heavier one. Like he was drowning and got to the surface, catching one last breath before sinking for good.

    He couldn't shake this feeling of remorse, and he knew it would never leave him. He just couldn’t stop thinking how he could have prevented all of it had he been less selfish.

    “I’m sorry,” he’d said, as if it explained everything.

    “I tried.”

    As if having done so could take the other’s pain away.

    “I don’t.”

    And when Castiel walks away, he doesn’t dare to look back.

    He just kept walking, putting more and more distance between him and the one that had loved him up until that moment.

    And even if leaving meant he left yet another piece of himself behind so be it, he wouldn’t miss it anyway. He was so far from being whole that it didn’t matter anymore.

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    Dean stays with Sam after his breakdown.

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    After John's death, Dean is angry and upset. But of course, he doesn't tell anyone. So he starts getting angry at the smallest things.

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    After saving Castiel from the empty, Dean is left emotionally wrecked and unsure of his future due to what had transpired while he was in there. So, to forget what happened, he goes on a hunt with Sam, Jack, and Cas. Only for everything to go so wrong.

    Now, he lays in bed all day, afraid to even get out of bed. His mind replaying all the words that we was told, the price of saving an angel buried deep under the surface. How can anyone help him when he doesn't want to be helped?

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    Dean and Sam are left to Sonny's care after John refuses to come and get them when Dean is arrested for theft. Transitioning from a life of hunting to the life of normal kids is quite a challenge. For the first time, Sam and Dean learn what it means to be safe.

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    Something tragic happens to Dean one morning, but then he meets a man named Castiel who might know something about it.

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    Dean Winchesters attempts suicide on a dirty motel bathtub, ending brain dead on a hospital. A trickster promises John and Sam that he will save him for “free”, as long as they both get through watching a series of Dean´s memories, good and bad. The twist is that they will feel everything Dean did at the time and they can stop it at any time, but then Dean will die. They both accept thinking it cant be that bad. Spoiler: it is worse.

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    Season 1 AU

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    Dean groaned, a cry of pain bleeding through clenched teeth as the Demon in his brother’s body dug their claws into his trapezius. They laughed, it didn’t sound like Sam’s laugh, it sounded warped.

     

    “Get out of my brother, you bitch.” Dean enunciated the curse word, gathering as much spit as he could in his mouth and spitting it at his brother’s face. Any other time, he’d laugh. Now? He just wanted his brother back, man. He wanted his wimpy, smartass brother back.

     

    When Sam gets possessed and attacks his brother again, feelings can get to be too much.

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    Dean Winchester has been Castiel's best friend since they were five. Can their friendship withstand falling in love? Can it withstand them doing nothing about it?

     

    Basically, does Dean leave Lisa at the altar for Cas, or does he choose her?

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    This is the extended version of my previous story: some people are crazy.

    Dean's at his most vulnerable when he meets a man named Liam at a bar. Things do not go well. Because that's the Winchester luck.

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    Dean finds himself getting lonely and missing Sam. So, he goes to visit. But as soon as he shows up, he realizes that Sam isn't excited to see him.

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    What would Dean do if his brother was turned into a vampire? He would do what he's always done. Protect his little brother at all costs, no matter what.

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    3/?
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    Sam returns from Hell with his immune system shot. He ends up coming down with pneumonia and ends up in the hospital.

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    After Sam gets hurt, Dean blames himself. And he begins to have a panic attack because of his self blame. John has to comfort his oldest son and reassure him that Sam is OK.

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    Apology fic for my "You'll Be Mine" readers. A fanfic for the fanfic "WHAT'S IN THE BOX" by fogsrollingin. -Dean's got a lover who just wants to help. Sam is an unwilling participant, and Dean is rather ungrateful.

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    Wrapping up a hunt, the brothers pull over for the night intent on getting a few days rest. what they weren't expecting was a jealous ex. Hurt!/Kidnapped!Sam, Worried!/Hurt!Dean, Protective!John, Helpful!Bobby

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    Dean Winchester was raised to be a soldier. He had to be a father, a mother, and a brother to Sammy. With no time to himself, Dean is forced to resort to *other* methods of coping. These habits, starting from his childhood, leak into his future, impacting his relationship with a specific angel who wants nothing more than to save the wayward son. - the last chapter is a finale fix-it!

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    “Hey, Cas what happened?!” Dean sees the glass bowl they used for chips shattered on the kitchen floor and chips are everywhere. Assuming he startled himself when he dropped the bowl he pulls Cas away from the mess, since they’re both barefoot, and starts to walk away to get the broom. Cas grabs his arm to pull him back with a steel grip.

    “There was…I thought I saw someone out there…” Cas says it in a low shaky tone that belies his true fear. Dean has never seen him like this. Cas has always exuded this quiet confidence even back when they were teens and hearing him sound scared and unsure is unsettling.

    “Are you sure? It could have just been an animal or a shadow from the trees…”

    “I don’t think an animal or shadow would have had a chainsaw Dean. There was a figure with a chainsaw right by the pool. I know what I saw.” Cas finally looks up at him with the bright blue eyes Dean fell in love with. Right now, they’re glassy with fear and a little annoyance at Dean’s questions. Dean is about to respond when the lights go out.

     

    Cas and Dean find themselves being hunted after a game night in with friends. Will they survive the night?

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    Alternate storyline to Inherit the Earth and Carry On, based on the Lord Huron song and is best while read while listening. Aka, a love letter to Castiel.

    I started listening to The Night We Met by Lord Huron, and this storyline would not leave me alone until I wrote it down, so here I am, unable to do a non-song-related fic.
    The end might be a tad weird because I was only getting a vibe about where the story should end instead of the actual plot.

    This story comes with a playlist on Ch 1 of my Playlist book

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