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One Last Time by for_the_night
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
05 Jul 2022
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*NWH and Multiverse of Madness spoilers*
‘“There are so many universes out there where you live your whole life with your aunt and Tony Stark. You graduate MIT, inherit his company, and marry Michelle.”
Tears formed in Peter’s eyes and he looked away from Wanda, embarrassed. “Why are you telling me this?”
“Because that is the life you deserve and I can give it to you.”
“How?”
“What do you know about Dream Walking?”’
Riddled with grief, Peter and Wanda Dream Walk to a universe where their loved ones are alive, but how long will it be until Tony and May realise this isn’t their Peter?
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Make It Out Just to Fall by derryhawkins
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel (Comics)
04 Jul 2022
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Peter didn’t know what he expected when Doctor Strange did the final spell above the Statue of Liberty (after all, it was hard to imagine a life where his girlfriend and best friend didn’t know him), but it certainly wasn’t to be sent to a whole different universe in a vastly different city with entirely different heroes and vigilantes. He also wasn’t expecting to find an alternate universe version of his biological dad still alive, either, but apparently this was his life now. Whether this was a good or bad thing was still up for debate.
OR, Peter Parker gets sent to Gotham City in one last attempt by Doctor Strange to keep the multiverse from destroying New York City. The events that follow are interesting, to say the least.
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Spider-Man: Prepare for War by MCU_Babe
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Jul 2022
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In the wake of the so-called "tragic" death of Mysterio, the world is torn in half. On one side, people adore Spider-Man, their undying loyalty never faltering. On the other hand, there are many who want him punished, and even more who want him dead. Without the help of his mentor, Tony Stark, Peter feels certain he will crack under the pressure. And with a new villain terrorizing the streets of New York, the young superhero has never felt more alone. How will Peter learn to cope in a world where he feels lost, and will he find himself in a battle he can't save himself from? Find out on Spider-Man: Prepare for War.
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Peter is depressed without Tony and May, and the Green Goblin is iconic.
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We Bleed The Same Darkness by thelittleberry
Fandoms: Marvel, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Jul 2022
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With everything he's done, everything he's gone through, a part of him feels like he deserves this. Deserves to be alone. Doomed to be stricken with grief for the rest of his life. It's something he had to accept three days after the world forgot him. Three days after she died.
It was a strange feeling knowing that someone you loved was gone. It ate at you from the inside. Any other thought you had somehow always led back to that person. Everything was about them.
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After losing his family, friends, and everything else in his life he loved, Peter lives alone. No one knows he exists, and he can't even bring himself to care anymore.
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Do It Once, Then Do It Again by SpiderWidowFam88
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
30 Jun 2022
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Pain and Grief...
Those two have been a constant in his life for as long as he could remember. There wasn't a time that came to mind that didn't contain at least one of them.
He was trapped in this loop, and he had no way of getting out of it now.
There was really nothing left for him, with Thanos gone and the stones with him, they couldn't get back the ones they lost.
It was time to dance along to the same melody, as he had so many times before. Pick up what was left of his shattered heart and move on with his life.
But all that changed, his life forever altered when he met a certain sister to a redheaded spy...
Said blond, would change his course for the next five years...
Or-After the Snap, Peter lost everything to Thanos. He lost his Mentor, his best friends, his aunt and everyone he has ever cared about, gone, dust to the wind. After everything he's been through, and after he sees how fucked up their world now is, Peter decides to do something about it with a little help from a Blonde headed assassin along the way.
*Basically if Peter was Ronin instead of Clint*
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- Part 1 of Ronin and the Spy
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Hidden by BurningAsh2
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
30 Jun 2022
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Peter Parker is struggling with self harm and Tony Stark finds out after a mission went south.
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and even when I'm tired, go is the only word I know... by ImJustPassingThrough
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Daredevil (TV), Jessica Jones (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017), Deadpool (Movieverse), Luke Cage (TV), Iron Fist (TV), Hawkeye (TV 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
29 Jun 2022
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How easy it would be to just... jump...
Peter took a step forward, and looked down. It was a long fall from the former Avengers Tower, though it did have a neat view. He dug his fingers into his new Spider-Man suit, a more bright and vibrant red and blue, reminiscent of his brothers from two alternate dimensions; Peter Two and Peter Three. They wouldn't want this... they wouldn't want him to die.
But, even so, they'd never know. Nobody would know.Or;
Peter Parker is finding it very difficult after the events of No Way Home. Luckily, he bumps into some vigilantes, who help even when they don't realised they're helping.
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Sometimes We Need To Fall Before We Can Get To The Top by spoonful_of_stegosaurus
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
22 Jun 2022
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Peter's last class and he is tired and wishing the darkness already consumes him. He wants to go home and be in his father's arms and feel safe and loved again. He thought his day couldn't get anymore worse but he was wrong with Flash bullying him and causing Peter to be more depressed. When the class started, Mr. Wilson informed the class of a special field trip to the Stark Industry this Friday. Peter felt the mood getting lighter as that means he can see his dad and step mom. But that moment Flash turned to Peter with a smirk before making a comment with how everyone will know his intern with THE Tony Stark is a lie and better pack his bags. Peter rolled his eyes, knowing Flash has a thing coming for him.
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(Semi-Auto)Kleptomania Al Coda by MayTheDaysPassGently (BlueberryTheLover)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
22 Jun 2022
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Peter Parker is poor. That's just a fact. He can't afford everything he used to have and he could barely afford it when he did have it. So would it be so bad- so malicious if he took back the things he used to own?
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The 5 times Peter steals something he used to own, and the 1 time he returned it.
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slowly drowning (and no one can keep me afloat) by marbleballs
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
20 Jun 2022
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Peter feels like he’s drowning. He can’t breathe. No one calls him anymore, MJ moved away, and Tony doesn’t bother with him. The suffocation rips him apart until he can only find one way out of it.
tw // self harm and suicide attempt
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Fuck It, I Love You by GhostPrince_B00
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Thor (Movies)
18 Jun 2022
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After years of longing and crushing on the gorgeous, smart and sweet Peter Stark, Wade realises that the brunet is going to take his father's word and ignore him romantically, so he settles for being his best friend, even through high school. When a tragic accident happens to Vanessa, he is absolutely torn but thinks of Peter and turns to him for comfort. In Tony Stark's Malibu mansion, Peter is lonely, having moved to California to get away from the prying gaze of the other Avengers, the few of them that's left, to grieve his family and mourn. Gwen, his best friend suggests reaching out to Wade, which is just what he does and it proves to be the best thing he could have done.
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I'm ready to fall (so tired of it all) by Virtigoe
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Jun 2022
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Peter struggles after the blip, and maybe he's not so good at hiding it after all.
Frequent updates!
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A rewrite of my fanfic by my old acc Sasha_Stark ! -
Let the wind take me by Marnky
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 Jun 2022
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“Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”
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Peter struggles as he tries to understand his place in the world.
He turns to some unhealthy coping mechanisms, hoping to get some closure but all he finds are worried glances from his parents and neverending guilt. -
Films About Ghosts by kingdomfaraway
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
10 Jun 2022
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Ten years after the death of Tony Stark, Peter Parker struggles to fit into the life he's leading in the wake of Tony's death. When Harley and Morgan show up with a far fetched idea to bring Tony back, Peter comes face to face with his past and exactly how much of an impact Tony had on his life.
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don't let me drown by ISweepy
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jun 2022
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"He knows this is just another futile attempt at having any semblance of control in his life. Everything shattered when Ben died but the pieces never fell out of the frame until people began to shake it. Now he was just glass on the floor."
(title from drown - bring me the horizon)
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- Part 5 of jay's mcu vent oneshots
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Time Comes Around by MCU_Babe
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Jun 2022
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We all remember it clearly... Thanos won the war. Many Avengers were snapped, and billions of others with them. But in this universe, Peter didn't. He went on to live with Tony, Pepper, and Morgan. But also... Harley Keener. Turns out, Harley was left alone when his mom and sister snapped.
Peter and Harley grow close... but can their budding romance survive one final battle against the Mad Titan?-OR-
Peter and Harley are the gay ship I'm obsessed with, and Peter survives Infinity War.
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would anyone miss Peter Parker? would anyone miss Spiderman? by XxEmo_ElliotxX
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Jun 2022
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would anyone miss Peter Parker?
Ned has MJ, and they could easily find a new friend.
Aunt May could probably do without the financial trouble that a mutant teenager brings her.
Tony stark didn't need a depressed teenager to help solve problems that he caused.would anyone miss Spiderman?
He's only a liability to the Avengers, always ending up in the medbay and wasting all their materials.
Queens has the police, they don't need a child in Spandex.
Plus, Peter did more harm than good----------------
a fic in which Peter is reflecting back on his life, and decides it's not worth it anymore. he's not worth it anymore
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- Part 1 of too bad to live, too good to die
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What Once Was by Emo_cola_cola
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Spider-Man (Movies - Raimi)
03 Jun 2022
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What starts off likes a normal day ends with Tobey feeling like he’s worthless.
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- Part 14 of The Parker Brothers
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Not Today by Ri_Stark
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
27 May 2022
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An alternative first meet between Peter and Tony
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Of scars and recovery by CaffeinatedRaccoon
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
26 May 2022
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!!! TW: rated M for discussions and
(non-graphic) depictions of self-harm and scarring!!!Peter, while fighting not to lose himself to a consuming feeling of numbness, develops an addiction to self-harm. Not wanting to burden anyone, he successfully keeps it a secret.
What will happen though when Tony Stark wiggles his way into Peter's life?