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    (BDSM AU rewrite of Yuri!!! On ICE in tight first-person Yuuri POV, one to two chapters covering each episode)

    Katsuki Yuuri is a twenty-three year old dime-a-dozen figure skater, top-rated by the JSF for reasons he can't quite understand with how hard he keeps choking at nearly every competition he's ever made it to.

    He figures he's just going to retire now, but then five-time world champion Victor Nikiforov shows up at his family's onsen ryokan. He'll be Yuuri's coach, he says. He'll help Yuuri win the Grand Prix Final.

    But that isn't all he'll do.

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    At some point, Yuuri becomes distantly aware that he is spiralling.
     
    Not for a while, though: for a while, everything feels too raw to even think about. 

    It's not that he thinks he's doing okay, it's rather that he's not thinking at all, he closes himself firmly out of his own head. 

    He knows this is something he has to do, knows it deep in his bones and the soles of his feet without having to take the detour of thinking about it. He needs to do this, needs to take himself out of the equation for a while, or else he's going to break.

    --

    In Sochi, Yuuri shatters into pieces, all jagged edges and sharp splinters, and he doesn't know if he can put himself back together again.

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    After a patient dies unexpectedly under his scalpel, a guilt-stricken Katsuki Yuuri withdraws from his medical residency and falls into a deep depression. A suicide attempt soon lands him in psych, where he meets dancer turned rising choreographer, Viktor Nikiforov. As Viktor guides him through life in the ward, Yuuri grows through his friendships with the unique individuals that populate the psych ward, and is soon sucked into a burgeoning romance with his 'guardian angel.' However, Yuuri's recovery, and the promise of his inevitable discharge, soon threatens to tear the lovers apart.

    For the Victuuri Fluff Bang. This work is complete and will be updated weekly.

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    This isn't a happy story by any means.

    Not when I'm involved.

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    Nikolai Plisetsky wants his grandson protected from their enemies, and Yuuri Katsuki, against all odds, is the person to do it.

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    When Katsuki Yuuri thinks about his life, he feels like maybe it should have the subtitle 'A Study In Contradictions' after it. As he grows and learns more about himself though, he decides he's willing to acknowledge that being a 'Work In Progress' is ok too.

    Even if he struggles with uniting the 'online' and 'in real life' portions of himself, at least he's got friends in both places who are willing to stick by him while he works shit out. And maybe more than friends, if the look in Victor's eyes is anything to go by... How did this become his life!!?!?

    [A/N: Yuuri only seems to have a dismal online presence because he spends his time in places Phichit doesn't know about. This is basically Victor supporting Yuuri LONG before Yuuri realizes it, and Yuuri dominating Victor in a much more in-your-face way than the show delves into. If that's even possible.]

    [P.S. A/N: THERE WILL BE TIE KINK. So much tie kink once they get going. You have been warned]

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    Sometimes, Yuuri thinks Victor knows because he gets lonely, too.

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    How many times had he eaten bowl of cereal and then a bagel with cream cheese? How many times had he snacked throughout the day and then eaten lunch? And how many times had he eaten dinner and then eaten some more?

    At this point he hated himself even more than his pudgy body. He was a blob, a misshapen blob that would be trim and thin and beautiful if he could just stop eating.

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    索契大獎賽晚宴後隔天,勇利在維克多的房裡醒來。他們睡了嗎?沒有。反而在昨晚,喝醉的勇利跟維克多說他沒那資格跟他睡,還告訴維克多他到底該怎麼做才好。
    現在嘛,維克多就打算按照勇利列給他的單子來實行了……

    ***

    「我們的談話呢,」維克多說,「大致如下。你說我可不能那麼容易就睡到你。」
    維克多是用普通的音量說的。任誰都聽得到他。勇利張望四周,但如果真有人在留意也沒露餡。
    「當然,我就問了該怎麼做才能跟你睡。」
    「噢。」勇利臉紅了。「這真丟臉啊。你說當然是什麼意思?你為什麼會問啊?」
    維克多的腦袋歪向一邊。「因為我想跟你睡啊。我以為這很明顯了。」

    ***

    注意:勇利在索契大獎賽後的心理狀況不太穩定,而這個故事一定會觸及到心理問題,所以拜託看之前先檢查標籤。

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    Second Yuri on Ice Anniversary Collection, Yuuri, Victor and I
    1- Heal My Body and Take My Heart
    2- Lady Nikiforov - Prologue
    3- One More Time, One More Chance
    4- My Heart & Soul - Prologue
    5- Born This Way, Beautiful & Fucking Perfect (To us)
    6- Yuuri Katsuki Needs a Boyfriend - Prologue
    7- To Otou-san and Otets, With Love
    8- KuroNeko PetHotel - Parte I
    9- Countdown to Love - Epilogue
    10 - Aria's Advice of Love - True Ending

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    Katsuki Yuuri is one of those dime-a-dozen classical baritones competing for recognition and prize money on an international level. He's 23. His name makes him seem strong, but he finished last in today's competition. He's gotten this far off of hard work and the support of his teacher, Celestino Cialdini, and his accompanist-turned-best friend, Phichit Chulanont. But after a crushing defeat, he's not sure he has what it takes to even start his singing career, let alone continue it.

    Meanwhile, Viktor Nikiforov has won five international competitions this year alone. At 27, he's already starting to receive offers for small opera productions and concerts. He mainly competes to pay for his travels and to see his friends. He just wants to drink, to unwind, and to not have to talk to anyone.

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    Yuuri, after his disaster at the Grand Prix Finals in Sochi, decides he's done.

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    Yuri, Victor, and Otabek want to try something new and Yuuri isn't so sure. The three of them pout and give Yuuri the silent treatment, which sends Yuuri into a panic attack. After crying himself to sleep, he has a very interesting...dream?

    Kinktober 2018 Day 21: Bukakke

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    ruminate
    ru·mi·nate
    [ˈro͞oməˌnāt]

    VERB
    ruminates (third person present) · ruminated (past tense) · ruminated (past participle) · ruminating (present participle)

    1. think deeply about something.

    or

    yuri thinks about skating, a lot. and vicchan. and vu~ikutoru.

    or

    yuri's introspection from before canon, before he goes back to hasetsu.

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    Hace mucho tiempo que Victor perdió su inspiración, tanto para sus rutinas como para su música. Un día, visita el café de los Nishigori, donde recupera la chispa gracias a Yuuri, el —ahora— joven violinista en el que no ha podido dejar de pensar en meses y quien parece aún más perdido que él.

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    In which Viktor Nikiforov finds Yuuri Katsuki out in the pouring rain.

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    Katsuki Yuuri lives a dull, safe, predictable, and isolated life.

    But this morning he wakes up and feels just slightly off

    Like distantly heard echoes.

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    Yuuri wakes up in Victor’s room the night after the Sochi Grand Prix Final banquet. Did they sleep together? No. Instead, last night, Drunk Yuuri taunted Victor that he hadn’t earned the right to get in his pants…and spelled out exactly what Victor would have to do to get there.

    Now, Victor intends to do everything on that list…

    ~

    “The conversation,” Victor says, “went something like this. You said I wasn’t getting in your pants that easily.”

    Victor says this in a normal tone of voice. Anyone could hear him. Yuuri looks around, but if anyone is paying attention, they’re pretending not to.

    “Naturally, I asked what I would have to do to get in your pants.”

    “Ah.” Yuuri blushes. “How embarrassing. What do you mean, naturally? Why would you ask that?”

    Victor tilts his head. “Because I want to get in your pants. I thought that much was obvious by now.”

    ~

    Note: Yuuri is not in a great headspace post Sochi Grand Final, and this fic necesssarily touches on mental health issues so please check the tags.
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    Viktor Nikiforov is fascinated by death. He constantly thinks of ways to kill himself, but every time some tiny little good thing happened, no matter how small, it stopped him.

    Yuuri Katsuki was the complete opposite. He thrived for the future, counting down the days till his graduation. Yuuri could then leave this old Michigan town and finally forget his growing grief of his sister's death.

    Yuuri and Viktor met on the edge of the bell tower, it was unclear of who saved who. When they pair up for a project to discover Michigan's breathtaking sights, both Yuuri and Viktor make more important discoveries: It's only with Yuuri that Viktor can be himself-- sweet, caring, and not a freak like every body says he is. And it's only with Viktor that Yuuri can forget to count the days away and start living them. But as Yuuri's world grows, Viktor's begins to shrink.

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    2/?
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    Yuuri loves Saturdays, but not this particular one.

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    Yuuri Katsuki is the first young writer to achieve international celebrity status since David Foster Wallace. His debut novel, a surrealist chronicle of millennial anxiety and aimlessness, unexpectedly garners a wide audience and an astounding array of literary prizes. The glittery invitations to award ceremonies arrive in droves, as do awestruck fan letters-not that Katsuki would know, as a closet agoraphobe who has hidden himself in a remote cabin in the mountains of Saga Prefecture. One day, when a platinum-haired man from his fragmented and muddied past suddenly reappears, Yuuri is forced to confront his deep-seated fear of vulnerability.

    He had always been timid.

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    2/?
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