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    Dean prayed often after Castiel died. Always unanswered, always through pain and tears. Until one day, Dean prays one last time.

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    “Dean,” John said. “Meet your angel.”

    Blue eyes were fixed on Dean, calm and warm. Dean raised a hand out nervously in an offer to shake it, but he just stared at it, confused.

    “He doesn’t know much about humans, yet,” John laughed in explanation. He crouched down until he and Dean were eye level. “It’ll be up to you to teach him.”

     

    The one where John buys an angel for his son. Dean doesn't understand what that truly means for a long, long time.

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    It's the start of a new season.

    Castiel Shurley has been traded to the Islanders from the Rangers because Original Six teams are very picky about which players on their rosters are allowed to be gay, and assistant captains who are also autistic are too much of a liability.

    Dean Winchester has been named team captain against his will. He's still closeted despite starting his twelfth season in the NHL. Those are only two of the reasons that the pressure may actually kill him this time.

    One career Islander, one new addition to the roster, both veterans of professional hockey who instantly connect on (and off) the ice and are pushed even closer together by supportive friends, time spent both together and apart, various flavors of dysfunctional family dynamics... and, of course, the drive this year like every year to take home the Stanley Cup.

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    Dean has had very few goals and wants in life, none of which have ever involved himself. When forced to focus on it though he finds himself starting to break apart because frankly? Self care fucking sucks. Even if there is a blue eyed angel encouraging him forward. Granted people have a disturbingly misguided depiction of angels in his opinion.

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    Updates from Sam on how Dean is coping without Cas here. Sam doesn't know what to do to help his brother until Jack comes to the rescue.

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    Welcome to Stars Hollow, Connecticut.

    at age sixteen lorelai gilmore gave birth to twin girls. now, sixteen years later, the oldest twin - rory is accepted into the private school, while dean - the taller and younger of the two is left to deal with a new crush and a new way of life. small town life isn't all that it's cracked up to be. but he's trying the best he can.

    (a complete re-write of season one of the tv series Gilmore Girls, with my own personal twist)

    named after the album of the same name by Sam Phillips.

    written in lower case.

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    Sam is doing the laundry and picks up a jacket with a bloody handprint from Dean's room. He doesn't think much about it and decides to toss it in. The consequences he didn't quite anticipate leading to a serious panic attack and a confession Deans been holding onto for much longer than he's been alluded to.

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    Chuck is gone, Jack is god and Dean and Sam have been trying to live their lives normally until the jacket Dean wore when Cas touched him for the last time gets unexpectedly cleaned and Dean has a panic attack that changes a lot of things for the brothers going forward.

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    Dean finally snaps.
    Not quite sure about the timeline. S10/11 ish. Mark of Cain isn’t an issue, but Dean faces the guilt of it. Cas has wings/power.

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    “I love you”

    He doesn’t know why he shouted it. Feels like that’s the only way to say it, honestly.

    “You should have not said it”

    Castiel’s answer is not what Dean was hoping for, but he couldn’t feel more happy anyway. He’d said it, finally. He’s free.

    “Why is that? It doesn’t matter if you don’t feel the same, Cas— I understand, I’m just a man and you—“

    “No, Dean. That’s not why…”

    As he starts to speak, the whole bunker is shook by a force, like an earthquake. Dean looks around to understand what’s happening, but as he meet Castiel’s glance he petrifies.

    “What’s goin’ on?”

    “That’s the reason… I’m trying to keep it in, but I can’t”

    “Keep what in?”

    “Happiness”

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    Castiel is ready to graduate. He’s been living the life his parents have set out for him, and he’s almost convinced himself it’s the life he wants, too, when a beautiful boy waltzes into his life.

    Dean’s struggling his way through high school. He’s doing his best to keep up appearances with his friends and his brother, but his dad is making things hard. Then he runs into Castiel, and things get crazier.

    the cheesy, cliche-as-hell high school AU that nobody asked for but I wrote anyways :)

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    Death beats a tattoo on the door, so loud it drowns out his thoughts.

    ...

    He’s gone, he’s gone, he’s gone.
    Like a heartbeat, it repeats itself over and over in Dean’s mind.

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    Dean’s first time seeing Jody and the girls proves to be a bit too much for him. Luckily Jody is always a calming presence and a listening ear which is something Dean desperately needs while he works through everything.

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    Unable to handle Castiel being dead and in the empty, Dean sets out on a dangerous path of bringing him back. He falls into a descent of madness as he searches for answers on how to bring his angel back.

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    15
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    'Til all my sleeves are stained red
    From all the truth I've said.
    - OneRepublic

    //

    No, we don't share the same blood.
    You're my brother and I love you, that's the truth.
    - Kodaline

    //

    After Dean is injured on a rawhead hunt with Caleb, two desperately-kept secrets are revealed.

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    Dean was so tired. Tired of fighting. They had been battling monsters for years and now everything seemed to be reaching a fever pitch. The hunts seemed to be non-stop now and Dean felt like he was drowning in them. Could a woman that he saves have a hope of saving him back?
    WARNING: Discussion of rape, but nothing graphic. Adult Language.
    NON-CANNON

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    The Mark had become too much for the hunter to handle.

    And Now, it attempts to take its final victim.

    ──────
    This work mentions dark topics such as self harm, suicide and negative thoughts. Please don't read if you think it will be triggering, keep yourself safe first. <3

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    Everything inside was lost in silhouette.
    You’re lost in silhouette.

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    Post Flagstaff, Dean spirals. When Sam disappears again, he's sent over the edge.

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    After a fight at school quickly escalates out of Sam's control and Dean takes the blame, he finds himself trying to cover for his father to a concerned stranger.

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    2/?
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    Dean Winchester is tired.

    When you feel my heat
    Look into my eyes
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide

    (A canon-compliant story inspired by the song Demons by Imagine Dragons)

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    what happens when a tired lone hunter meets a fake psychic detective? .... they start dating and slowly fall in love, of course!

    random moments of dean and shawn's lives spent together.

    co-written in different time-zones and zero sleep between the two of us.

    written in lower case on h.e.'s chapters.

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    Chapters:
    40/?
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    5
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    37
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    10
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