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    High school is one of the hardest times in your life, trying to fit in, find yourself, and just get to the next day, but how wild it be if you were moving around all the time? Or never had parents there to help you, well, Dean has faced that pain his whole live, but at least now he has people to lean on, his real family, the Singers, his brother Sam, and his friends. With an unsupportive and alcohol abusing father, Dean has to try an live a secret life and keep Sam’s the same so they don’t get hurt anymore, but sometimes, you can’t always protect those you love, and sometimes you hurt them on accident in the process... join Dean and his brother as they navigate through high school, falling in love, and dealing with the drama it throws at you.

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    It’s AU were Dean and Cas are brothers who are in love with each other. They were each other’s first kiss and first sex. But Dean understood that the relationship between him and Cas was wrong and in the end it was going hurt them both so in means of protecting his little brother from all the hurt their relationship would cause he decided to date one of school’s new cheerleaders, Lisa to distract himself from Cas. But can he actually do that ? Can he forget all those things they shared, all those things they did ?

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    Basically this is a really conveniently different AU to the show.

     

    Cas died and Dean is sad.
    Lucifer killed Mary.
    Sam and Rowena are a thing.
    Crowley didn't die bc Mary did.
    It's a mess.

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    In a reality where Sam died while shutting down Hell, where Castiel locked himself and the other angels in Heaven, and where the monsters mostly keep their noses clean, it doesn’t take long for Dean to come to the conclusion that he has no purpose anymore.

    With no way to get Sam, or Cas, or even Bobby back – he tried, even Death won’t answer his calls anymore – all Dean wants is to die. Since ending his own life might just send him back to Hell, then he’ll make sure he too gets some kind of sweet ever after before he dies.

    While his dream life unfolds in a way he could never have anticipated, a new – yet old – threat looms over the Earth. And the only one who has any chance of saving the world is Dean Winchester.

    Or so the stranger tells him after snatching him from the close-to-perfect life he sacrificed himself to live.

     

    PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND NOTES. I WOULDN’T WANNA HAVE TO SAY "I TOLD YOU SO!". ;)

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    Dean had reached his limit. His brother was either dead or missing and Cas... Cas wasn’t himself anymore.

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    A ghost hunt goes wrong, and Dean ends up fighting for his life in an icy river. A certain angel somehow knows he's in trouble and shows up to help, but doesn't have enough power left to warm up Dean. It's just a simple cold night in the woods, but things can go wrong fast at night in the woods, and soon Cas and Dean must each decide what they'll risk to save the other. And they just might end up so exhausted that they accidentally start talking.

    Canon compliant; focuses on the Dean/Cas breakup of S15E03, but takes place 2 months later. It's a couple weeks after "Golden Time", S15E06; Eileen has just been brought back; Cas/Dean breakup was 2 mos ago; short FBI phone convo was a couple wks ago. Sam/Eileen implied gently in the background. Warning: NO SMUT and not a totally happy ending yet, but it ends hopefully.

    (This fic will probably be rendered irrelevant by canon immediately, but I wanted to put a pin in the map right now, before the show ends, & think through my own take on the possible reasons for all the Dean/Castiel tension of the last two years. And see if I could make it all make sense.)

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    Dean is disturbingly depressed and starts on a long and painful journey to healing himself.

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    Sequel to Please Not Him (Or Him). inspired by a comment by prythian who wanted more.

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    Dean is not doing well after the Big Destiel Breakup. He finds something in Cas' abandoned closet that makes things about a million times worse.

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    Sam feels like he's the only one that cares about defeating Chuck. Dean, while physically present, cannot bother to lend a hand. And Cas is willing to help, but would rather do it on his own.

    After Cas lets slip that the reason for his voluntary exile begins with the letter 'D' and rhymes with Mean, Sam puts Chuck on the back burner to deal with the more pressing issue of reuniting Dean and his best friend. Only with how stubborn Dean is avoiding research, it'll be ten times worse to make him talk to Cas.

    Luckily Sam has a few new tricks up his sleeve now that he embraces an aspect of himself he never allowed himself to try. Will he help his brother do what needs to be done? Or will his plan bring forth an entirely unexpected outcome?

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    The first chapter is based on the Yellow Wallpaper. Sixteen-year-old Dean is left alone in a yellow hotel room to cope with his recent little brother's death. Depression. Hospitalization. Bobby is awesome. John isn't.

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    Cas finally checks his messages. And sends a few of his own. Dean responds back, sinking to Cas's level if that's how he wants it.

    If that's how he wants their relationship to be now. Better than being forgotten as he moves on. Grateful to still be in his thoughts, even if they are tainted by the venom of anger. Its poison leaking through every message and wearing through what's left of Dean's heart.

    What happens when there's nothing left? When he runs out and is left empty?

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    Dad’s just disowned him for fucking a guy, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean has nowhere to go. And then he finds New Hope Shelter, a youth homeless shelter run by Castiel Novak, the most intriguing guy Dean’s ever met, and the first person who seems to genuinely care about him.

    When he enters New Hope, however, he has to struggle with his repressed trauma, abuse, and depression, and with the help of Cas and his new family, learn to build a future for himself with the people he loves.

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    Sam's not blind and he's not an idiot and he's lived with his brother for long enough to know when Dean's struggling with his depression.
    But their living conditions are far better than they were in 2012 and they actually know an actual therapist who KNOWS they're hunters and knows what they do.
    So Sam sends his brother to therapy. Deal with it, Dean.

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    After Castiel finally leaves Dean Winchester's ungrateful ass, both men hurt more than they thought possible.

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    Surviving the war had been one of the hardest things Dean had ever done. Coming home from the war is proving to be even harder. Lost and adrift, he feels like he's drowning. When he happens upon a horse farm looking for help it might just be the lifeline he's been looking for.

    When Cas meets the new farm hand he sees the same injured look in those eyes he's seen time and again in the horses he's rescued. Can he break through to Dean the way he has with his horses? Teach him to trust, to surrender, to connect. Can he break down Dean's defenses without destroying his own? Maybe with a little hope and a little rope they can find a way through together.

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    Dean Winchester is a depressed, anxiety filled man who fucked up once again. With Castiel threatening to leave him, he can't take it.

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    Dean Winchester has a great life.

    Seriously, ask anyone. He has a great job, great friends, and an even greater family. It’s all just something out of a fairytale, really.

    Until it’s not.

    ...

    Castiel is fairly content with his life. Not happy, but…content. It works for him.

    Until it doesn't.

    And it's at this place, between unhappiness and discontent, where everything changes.

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    Dean’s been broken for as long as he can remember. Cas is all he’s got to hold him together.

    But for the good of both of them, he needs to piece himself back together.

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