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    Dean will never be the same after Michael's possession. Michael left a crack in Dean's mind that remains open even after Michael's death. When the brothers realize that they might finally have to give up their way of life, a new hunt forces them to grapple with their new circumstances. Physically disabled Dean- Season 14 AU.

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    We follow the Winchester family as they struggle with mental health issues, teenage hormones, and awkwardness.

    A series of one-shots exploring Millie Winchester and her younger brother Sam Winchester as they develop, explore their lives, and try to survive in this cruel world.

    (I use Millie instead of Deanna because I like the idea of John naming his daughter after his mother!)

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    Move. Kill. Don’t mourn, no time. Start again.
    Some wouldn’t call it a life, and Dean thought they would be right. It wasn’t a life, it was survival. In 2014, in this world infected by a freaking zombie apocalypse and Lucifer in person walking the Earth with his Knights of the Apocalypse, no one had a life anymore. Some of them were literally no longer alive. Half the population was now wandering the streets animated by an insatiable thirst for blood. The other half killed each other or desperately hoped to put themselves through it, but everyone knew it was a crazy hope. Dean knew it, he learned it too many times at his own expense.

    [Suptober, day 15]

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    Avancer. Tuer. Ne pas faire son deuil, pas le temps. Recommencer.
    D’aucuns n’auraient pas appelé cela une vie et Dean pensait qu’ils auraient eu raison. Ce n’était pas une vie, c’était de la survie. En 2014, dans ce monde pourrit par une fichue apocalypse zombie et Lucifer en personne marchant sur Terre avec ses chevaliers de l’Apocalypse, plus personne n’avait de vie. Certains ne vivaient d’ailleurs plus, littéralement. La moitié de la population errait désormais dans les rues animées par une soif de sang insatiable. L’autre moitié s’entre-tuait ou espérait désespérément d’en réchapper, mais tous savaient que c’était un espoir fou. Dean le savait, il l’avait appris de trop nombreuses fois à ses dépens.

    [Suptober, jour 15]

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    “Dean, in case something goes wrong… there’s something you and Sam need to know.”

    Dean felt his mouth go dry but he held Cas’ steady gaze. That fire, that rage Amara wouldn’t shut up about burned inside him, but it was easier with Cas now. He could tame it, even if he couldn’t put it out.

    “What?” his voice was tight, but it was still controlled. For now.

    “Jack,” Cas took a breath, “His plan- we can’t do it.”

    “Okay?” Dean said, his brow furrowing as he took another step toward Cas, narrowing the already small distance between them.

    “Dean, if Jack kills God, he also kills Amara-”

    “You know I was kidding when I said she and I used to have a thing right, man?” Dean interrupted. He wanted to lighten the mood, to get rid of the pain in Cas’ eyes because he couldn’t take it, couldn’t see Cas so lost.

    Cas barely reacted to his words, just gulped and held his eyes. “He kills them both,” he continued, “But he also kills himself.”

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    The first time Dean does it, it’s in a little apartment on the top floor. The idea came to him when he found the man at the bar, tattoos swirled around his arms. He had begged the man to give him a chance, to let him try it just once.

    Soon they don’t even use the motel anymore, just meet at abandoned warehouses in the forgotten parts of town.

    He has to do this. The djinn poison is the only way to see Cas any more.

    source/inspired by: 50shadesofsubtext on tumblr

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    Dean dies and gets sent back to hell. There he comes across familiar faces that might just drive him mad and on top of that more people have taken an interest in him.
    Can his friends and family save him or will he end up giving them the answer they want.

    Takes place around season 5, so Sam hasn't been to hell.

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    READ THE NOTES AT THE BEGINNING OF THE STORY
    "His life always seemed quite normal. There never was anything happening that people would describe as exciting or something close. He was a stoner and friends with a punk but that didn’t change the fact that his life always had something boring to it. And there were days he wished something exiting would happen, no matter what but at the same time he hoped for his life to stay the way it was because it seemed quite perfect.
    What didn’t fit his life where the sounds and smells of the emergency room of the hospital he was currently in."

    [They more or less were like on of the typical gay couples you could see in college. The ones that didn't follow clichès but nevertheless still did. Life seemed perfect until one action and it's resulting phone call took all of it away with one sentence, "Cas, he attempted suicide."]

    The title is from the song "I Miss you" by "Blink-182":
    ""I Miss You” is one of Blink-182’s most iconic tracks, it serves as a haunting depiction of the effect depression can have on a relationship and its subsequent fallout."

    ((slow updates cause I'll uploade every chapter right after writing. Byt writing takes its time))

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    "Dean...?" He breathes as steadily as he can.

    Dean doesn't move. Cas can't tell if he recognizes him.

    He sighs. "Oh, Dean."

    Cas hovers over him.

    "Can I touch you?"

    Dean doesn't refuse, but he doesn't nod either. Cas touches his cheek softly and feels Dean lean into it with a pained expression.

     

    OR Cas worries over Dean when he hears nothing of him for a while, so he decides to visit him.

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    Lorsque Castiel s’endormit dans la salle d’opération ce matin du 14 septembre, il était préparé à ne plus jamais se réveiller. Voilà plus de 3 mois qu’il était entré sur la liste des demandeurs d’organes pour remplacer son cœur fatigué par la maladie. Cependant, lorsqu’il rouvrit les yeux après l'opération, il se retrouva avec deux choses : un nouveau cœur et l’obsession dévorante de contacter la famille de son donneur. Peut-être trouvera-t-il bien plus ça au cours de son enquête.

    [Suptober, jour 8]

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    When Castiel fell asleep in the operating room on the morning of September 14, he was prepared to never wake up again. It has been more than 3 months since he entered the list of organ recipients to replace his heart tired by illness. However, when he opened his eyes again after said surgery, he was left with two things: a new heart and the obsession to contact his donor's family. Maybe he will find even more than that.

    [Suptober, day 8]

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    au verse - bits and pieces of dean winchester's crazy life.

    the day older brother sam winchester left for school, he left behind a broken, 15 year old selective mute little brother with a father who couldve cared less. just when dean was living the worst time in his life, john decided he had to leave dean behind too.

    it still blew dean's mind, in just four years, how life had changed. from crappy motels, drunken asshole family members, yelling, fighting and beatings, to warm houses, nightly hugs and kisses, cooking dinners, researching hunts for fun, art supplies by the bundles, crazy family friends and movie nights ...

    yeah, life was pretty good. and he loved it.

    (requests open)

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    It’s been over four years since Dean saw Castiel take his last step off that ledge. Now a sophomore in college, he’s finally worked up the courage to read Cas’s journal.

    Along the way, Dean discovers things he never thought he’d find and learns some new things about himself that he didn’t want to uncover.

    (UPDATES ON MONDAY)

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    Basically a roleplay between me and a friend. It was a twisted roleplay and pretty wild but I tried to fix shit up as best as I could! I was Dean, Jack, and Castiel as well as a few ocs I threw in as extras(which probably explains why there's a lot of weird stuff said by them) while my partner was Sam. I'm fairly crackheaded and poetic so anything said by Dean, Jack, Castiel or another character by me is a bit odd. There is 18+ in this so I'll warn you now just as there's a lot of references to different songs, musicals, movies, tv shows, etc.

    Erm enjoy, I reckon!

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    An-am-ne-ses
    The remembering of things from a previous existence.

    Or, Dean and Castiel's story from my fic Living In the Past

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    Dean has an argument with his father. Dean goes home and is listening to music, trying to cope with his anger and his fears. Enter Castiel.

    Day Three: Sharing earphones

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    This ficlet was written for the prompt 'earth' as a part of Suptober20 on Tumblr

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    Dean is a struggling mechanics student, Cas is a cute Barista at a coffee shop Dean goes to out of desperation, interesting things occur.

     

    *TRIGGER WARNING*

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