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    Evan Hansen's life is a mess. His breakdowns are more common than ever, his only friend denies that they know each other, and his broken arm is a testament to his uselessness.
    But when a sudden burst of rare courage leads to him confronting one Connor Murphy, and a tentative friendship emerges, could things be looking up?

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    When Evan agrees to a deal—that Connor Murphy will get to do whatever he wants to Evan under the persuasion of money,—he finds himself in the chaos of prepubescent lust battling morality. In the end, it all leads down to one question. How much does one cost and what is the price one is willing to pay?

    **This is an updated and edited version of a previous work**

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    Connor Murphy had taken in account everything, he had found enough pills, a secluded place, no one should be looking for him, ... So why? Why did he wake up? Why wasn't he dead?

    (Au where Connor was found and they managed to save his life.)

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    1/?
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    "Larry had said something, he doesn't remember what. Maybe something about school, Or was it drugs? He couldn't remember but it made him angry and somehow hurt. And then he was screaming words that don't even register in his brain before they leave his mouth."

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    Connor watches his own anger explode before he can stop the fire at the wick.

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    this is written like Connor is watching himself do all of this, i forgot the word someone help me

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    1/1
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    Jared makes a group chat. Gayness and angst ensues.
    Very angsty and gay
    My baby Connor gets hurt a lot.

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    18/?
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    Snapshots of Connor and Evan to the lyrics of ‘She Used To Be Mine’ from Waitress.

    Trigger warning, don’t read.

    ***

    You don’t HAVE to read the previous work in this series for this fic to make sense but it would probably make it easier to understand.

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    When Evan agrees to a deal - that Connor Murphy will get to do whatever he wants to Evan under the persuasion of money, - he finds himself in the chaos of prepubescent lust battling morality. In the end, it all leads down to one question. How much does one cost and what is the price one is willing to pay?

    Smut, treebros, EvanxConnor, ConnorxEvan, Lots of sex. You have been warned...

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    19/19
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    "We could just jump. We're going to die anyways. Why not just steal our own thunder back. I bet we'd make the front page of a newspaper."

    And Evan doesn't call him insane.

    "Do people even read the newspaper anymore?"

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    3/?
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    37
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    16
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    Evan couldn't have possibly known what would happen as a result of being seated behind Connor Murphy in science class.

    How could he have know that his connection with Connor Murphy was just starting to grow after that encounter in the computer lab?

    And how could he have known how wonderful change could be?

    OR; Evan notices something about Connor that completely changes everything. Buckle up kids, this ones gonna be a wild ride.

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    Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.

    Evan makes a decision.

    He chases after Connor.

    +++

    or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.

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    Connor was tired.

    Not the traditional sense of tired, no he gets plenty of sleep. To much probably.

    But he was tired.

    He was sick of feeling tired.

    Or...

    All the events leading up to Connors suicide from his point of view.

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    1/1
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    36
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    If a boy falls in a forest and nobody is around to hear him, does he ever really fall?

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    4/?
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    22
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    Connor isn’t the smartest alpha out there. He planned on dying young and alone after all.

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    1/1
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    Evan is an android, he was purchased by the Murphy family. Evan knows something is wrong with him, and he hates it.

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    6/6
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    25
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    92
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    5
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    just a bunch of oneshots for the cutest gay couple ever!
    i take requests and this is my first work, so… dont go hating.

    P.S. WILL MAKE GAY AS POSSIBLE!!! :)

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    381
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    2
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    9
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    1
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    Evan keeps dreaming about the boy that died, as if that changes things.

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    2/2
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    So, this might break the game story?
    You will see why.

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    "“Evan. EVAN,-.... I’m gay!”

    What.

    It felt like another bubble of glass just shattered around him, like he had heard something that simply didn’t fit with the rest of the puzzle of the situation, like some world changing fact that made him lose footing in his argument completely.

    “Wha-.. uh… wh…”
    Where had his arguments gone? What was he saying? He had no idea what to-... uh.
    There was an awkward silence for a moment, and something was clear, Connor’s emotions hadn’t settled. The storm that came next shook Evan beyond belief.

    “I’m gay, Evan. Gay, homo, fag, you fucking get it?” Was his voice cracking up…? Wha-... Connor sounded so hurt, so much… less intimidating than he usually did."

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    Connor has MPD, and as you know, MPD is caused mostly be emotional trauma, and each personality is a fragment of a full personality. Connor is slowly learning to piece it back together. Connor uses skating to fix it. His cute personality is called pastel. Angsty one is called connor.

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    12
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    Everything Evan said was true. He and Connor were friends, but that wasn't enough for Evan. He still fantasized about not being so invisible, and comfortable with it. He didn't want more though; he loved having a friend. He just wanted to be enough, and in his mind, that was being normal. All he wanted was to stop being a burden on everyone he cared about, and he planned to do just that until...

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    6/?
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    87
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    289
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    27
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    3956

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