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    It has been eight months since Dean lost Cas to the Empty and six since the gang helped rescue him. Now Cas and Dean are about to move into a new place and set out on a life together. A better life where they're free and can make their own choices. Nothing can hurt them now and they show each other just how much the other means to them.

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    A few months after undoing Chuck’s ending, Jack asks Castiel to take him to the Nebraska State Fair, just the two of them. In hopes of experiencing everything as a normal boy, he locks away his powers and memories until sunset.

    The day that follows is filled with rides, fair food, a petting zoo, carnival games, a stuffed bumblebee named Otis, and lessons in bravery for the whole family.

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    This is a story of Dean Winchester, the hunter and Castiel, the angel. They are not a match made in Heaven, they are a match made despite of Heaven. They deserved to be together, find their happiness, to love and be loved. Since the CW didn’t want to give them that, here we are.

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    “‘Dear Dad,’” Castiel read. “‘Mom and I are still on our road trip to the Grand Canyon. She’s a way slower driver than Dean! It’s taking forever!’”

    Dean chuckled. “Looks like I created a speed demon.”

    “Kelly probably flouts the speed limit less than you do,” Castiel agreed. “‘We stopped in this little town in Southern Colorado for lunch, and I felt this weird vibration of you nearby! Mom and I walked around until we found this coat in a thrift store. It looks kind of like your other coats! Was this your coat before I was born? Why’d you give it away?’”


    Day 3 of my Timestamp Advent Calendar.

    This one is for "The Flooding of the Nile," though it can be read entirely on its own. The theme is Hope.

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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    “Mind you, the vast majority of Enochian doesn’t directly translate into your language, so I’m doing it all an injustice. But it truly is one of my kind’s most delicate processes. Very fast - a star takes a minimum fifty-thousand earth years to reach its smallest stage, which is just a blip in the void - but precise and perfect. ‘Mechanical’ would probably be the closest English equivalent, but that’s far too dull to really describe it.”

    Dean blows out a puff of air and says, almost whispers, “The language barrier ain’t the thing keeping me from getting this, Cas.”

    Cas squeezes his hand. “Stay with me.”

    In which back-from-the-empty Cas and Dean have a heart-to-heart about stars in a snowy field in the middle of nowhere.

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    Sam wants Dean to go to Lisa once Lucifer is locked back in his cage. Dean has some opinions about why that is not actually a good idea.

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    So, answering the question "Why didn't Cas welcome Dean the minute he appeared in heaven?" The answer is: Dean from the 15x13 episode arrived before him and they got distracted together...It's not as dirty as it sounds, but it could??...

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    Jack and Amara with Dean's help go after Cas after bringing everyone back. After all is over, team free will 3.0 makes plans for the future and begins to feel how freedom really looks like.

    ****
    I'm kind of discouraged to continue writing something after this freak show that was this con in Denver..and an asshole comment, all in the same week. Nobody deserves this, damn! But I didn't leave the story incomplete at least. 😬

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    It was finally over, Amara and Chuck were heading off to explore together, but first she wanted to reward Dean. Oh, how about a total restart? This time Dean's aware of what's at stake. But Amara gave him another reward, but this one has to wait...

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    warnings: light swearing

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    “It’ll all be blue skies and apple pies!”

    “Garth, what are you talking about?”

    “I just mean that good times are ahead of us my man.”

    “Garth,” Dean took a breath trying to gather his composure. He would be rubbing his temples if his hands weren’t currently tied behind his back. “We are tied up and at some point those assholes are going to come back and start fileting.”

    “Oh don’t be such a worrywart, Dean. Plus I know you like apple pie.”
    “Are you serious?”

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    All Dean does nowadays is look for a way to get Cas out of the Empty, slowly self-destruct in his grief, and pray. He doesn’t know if Cas can hear him, but he prays to him every day just in case.

    What if Cas starts talking back?

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    A sequel/continuation of In Which Rescue Is Just The Beginning. Castiel continues to heal (sort of) after being rescued from The Empty. Mostly he reflects on his feelings a lot, gets together with Dean, and relives some traumatic memories. (Because of the pacing, there is probably an element of the "healing cock" trope, so steer clear if that bugs you.)

    Also includes:
    - Love confessions
    - The Empty being awful
    - Jack coming home
    - Cas gets to keep his family

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    Dean is hurt and Cas wants to check the wound, which means that Dean is going to have to explain what's now on his torso. How awkward.

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    They sat in companionable silence, watching the sunset, but really Dean was just watching Cas.

    “Why do you keep looking at me and not the horizon?” Cas questioned after he had caught Dean staring for approximately the fifth time.

    “Sorry, you’re just…” Dean paused, contemplating his words, “You’re distracting. I’ve never seen you look so happy.”

    They made eye contact as the moment settled around them. Dean was hyper-aware of Cas’ gaze searching every inch of his face, but he didn’t dare turn away.

    ***

    Cas has never received a birthday gift, but Dean changes that by giving him a classic convertible that he restored just for Cas.

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    From the moment he left Kansas to enlist until the day he left the Navy, Dean wrote Cas letters. From the shores of Lake Michigan to the waves of California, sitting outside his shed in Afghanistan or on the bench of a C-17 flying home from a mission in the Middle East, Dean put pen to paper and wrote about loss and grief and how to make it through a decade without knowing if the man you still love so deeply is doing okay.

    These are the letters that didn't make it into Patient Love with the 17 others, but that are still inherently important to Dean’s journey as a character pre and during Patient Love.

    [this will be updated on a semi regular-basis]

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    Castiel answers a call from Demon Dean and ends up chained to a ceiling completely naked and at Dean's mercy.

    All Dean wants is for his angel to admit who he belongs to, he'll make him if he has to.

    When they finally cure Dean, he and Castiel will have to deal with what happened that night.

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    Eyes glowing a menacingly red, sharp fangs glistening with froth, towering dark wings beating the air, and massive, clawed hands digging into the soft dirt under its immense body.

    Or,

    The one where Dean finds a wounded angel and realizes immediately that he’s dead meat.

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    What if Dean lost Cas before he was supposed to? (AKA what if the writers had been bigger jerks?)

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