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    Dean pressed down on his phone and it started to ring.

    Ring, ring ring. Ring, ring, ring. Ring, ring, ring.

    “This is my voicemail. Make your voice… a mail.”

    Beep.

    Dean let out a breath he didn’t know he had been holding. As he let it out, the tears began to fall once again. He doesn’t even notice when they start or when they stop anymore, everything is a blur.

     
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    After Cas was taken to the Empty, Dean was lost, he was broken, he felt guilty and he didn’t know what to do. He sought comfort in any piece of Cas that was left behind, which just so happened to include his voicemail. Dean just needed to hear his voice, just one more time...

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    After Dean cheats death (again) on a hunt gone wrong, he finds himself talking to Castiel once in a while, because Cas's sacrifice is an unhealed wound. He never expects an answer to his prayers...but there are new rules to this old game, and the Winchesters are overdue for a miracle.

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    a poem by Cas' POV on his feelings about Dean Winchester

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    Dean's been in a slump, the way he's always in a slump when he loses the other half of him. This time, he intends to make himself whole again.

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    “What’s wrong with you?” It rushes out of Dean, a wheeze of air. He looks crushed, buckling right in front of Castiel, and his whole self is reaching but not touching Castiel, refusing that one thing that he so clearly wants. “You’re like you were when we first—Don’t you remember?”

    Castiel thinks back, really tries. The bunker, the pounding at the door. The despair outside and also growing in his chest, that they would fail, that this man, this man who was meant to save the world, would die.

    “The sacrifice seemed a small gift to give,” he murmurs.

    “Small?” Dean nearly shouts. “Small? You died for me!”

    “I’m a soldier. Sometimes it’s necessary.”

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    (Not everything made it out of the Empty.)

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    This has some MAJOR spoilers for 15x18 read with cation
    this happens right after 15x18
    sad dean goes to a bar after Cas died and uses bad coping mechanisms to help with the death. while at the bar he makes a drunken realization that may change his life forever

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    His actions were so poetic, but his words were more often filled with popular culture instead of poetry.

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    A short oneshot that starts with Dean and Cas in Purgatory for Christmas, both desperately wanting to be together, and timeskipping to them spending the holiday together in an alternate post-canon universe where Cas survives s15 (as he should've done in the first place).

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    Extension of a scene in 15x19 that should have been cannon in some form. Named after and fit to the song Pray by Sam Smith.

    Dean, finds himself waking up from a self-destructive bender. As he struggles coming to terms with what happened and his pent up emotions, he prays to Castiel, confessing to both himself and the angel all the things he'd always been too afraid to tell him before, and realizes what all he'd missed along the way.

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    It takes Dean quite some time to realize that Castiel, underneath all his innocence and sweetness, is nothing but a big flirt.

    Not understanding personal space- an excuse to stand closer to Dean. Not understanding pop culture references- an excuse to watch more movies with Dean. Not knowing what porn is- an excuse to ask Dean how sex works.

    Dean realizes he's had enough and decides to give Cas a taste of his own medicine.

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    Based on the idea that Cas was the only angel who never understood basic human boundaries and that too only when he was around Dean Winchester.

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    The reasons Dean might have against celebrating Christmas run the gamut from “Is it too weird when your son is literally God?” to “It's hard to feel festive when your best friend is trapped in the Empty because he confessed his love to you and also you didn’t get a chance to tell him you love him back.” In the end, though, that’s what decides him. Dean’s trying to live his life in a way that honours Cas’s sacrifice and what he would have wanted for him.

    Dean and Sam invite all their friends and family to share Christmas in the bunker with them, but Dean's still missing Cas and searching for a way to rescue him. As everyone sits down to Christmas dinner, there is a knock on the door.

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    Cas’s POV regarding Dean’s prayers

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    Dean loses Cas, loses himself, finds himself, and finds Cas, in that order. This fills in the gaps of Dean mourning Cas in 15x19 and rewrites 15x20 to what it should have been: Dean rescuing Cas from the Empty.

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    I think I could love you like that, if you let me.

    If I'm being honest, I already do.

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    Dean couldn't just let him go. Not after what he said.

    An alternate ending post Despair and Inherit the Earth. Destiel, because obvious reasons.

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    Castiel hadn't expected to need to face the consequences of his actions.

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    Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright
    Cas is home after a few weeks and Dean is excited to greet him.

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    The Gas N Sip in Rexford. Sharkey’s Seafood Bar & Grille. That strip joint in Maine. Literally any park. The house in North Cave. Dodge City. The dungeon in the basement of the bunker. Room 15. The barn in Ohio.

    There is a long list of places Dean refuses to get near. A long list of places that make his stomach twist and head pound. But there’s one place he can’t seem to stay away from.

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    “Dean,” the low voice makes Dean jump a little but he plays it off by standing up and looking back at the scolding angel standing next to the fridge. “Your prayer was inappropriate.”

    “Got you here, didn’t it?” Dean is sporting a winning smile and Cas glares at him.

    “Oh, hey, you came.” Sam says, coming to meet them in the kitchen.

    “And now it’s a party,” Dean says sarcastically but he notes that the angel looks a little… uncomfortable.

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    Or, Dean starts to slip inappropriate scenarios into his prayers to Cas and it gets him one frustrated angel.

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    Cas says, I love you.

    And then he’s gone and Dean’s alone, gasping sobs of air on the dungeon floor, and wishing he hadn’t. Listened. Wishing he could take it all back. Wishing he could just refuse, just keep Cas, if only for another instant, if only for long enough to stop thinking, What do you mean — what do you mean, something you know you can’t have?

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