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    Book Three in the Ripples In The Water series. This book will not make sense as a stand-alone, so please go read Book One, The Family Business and Book Two, Perdition first!

    I'll be adding to the tags as we go along, so make sure to keep checking! You can find me on TikTok and Twitter as Jaistiel.

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    Dean Winchester had three goals: get the boat, learn the route and settle down in Lights Burrow, Delaware, before his brother could dip again into drugs.
    Now if only people would stop giving him ominous warnings every time he goes out at sea...

    Castiel has been hiding in his lighthouse for centuries, too afraid to cause death and despair again but too in love with humans to let them face the open sea alone. He watches over his charges in peace, until one day he commits a sin so huge that his family cannot ignore him anymore.

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    ...Love is a battlefield.

    Pat Benatar was right. She's also one super badass rocker chick, so why wouldn't she be? But what is so special about a human life, demanded once the battlefield angel arrives, Castiel does not have a ready answer.

    But Dean does. Or he is. One, both, either of which is something to be incredibly grateful for.

    Of course, Castiel's feelings for Dean extend far beyond simple gratitude.

    Dean's feelings, well. His are another matter entire.

    (Or missing scenes in which Dean and Cas, human and awkward and ridiculous on a date night that turns out not to be a date, experience baby-minding duties and feelings for which neither was prepared)

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    Finding one's way back home is never easy- especially not after having to literally uproot one's entire life to do so. It had been 7 long years since Dean had stepped foot in Massachusetts. While not a native it had been more of a home than Kansas ever was to him and his family when they moved there his senior year of high school. And Dean had to admit being home wasn't as bad as he remembered. Going to get coffee (a normal morning routine for himself) ended up turning into one of the most confusing and draining experiences of his life.

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    Benny never thought that he would see Dean again- let alone be in the same space as him. But when the bell over the door rang signaling his first costumer of the day Benny was ready with a warm smile which was quickly replaced with a look of shock. Standing in front of the door was Dean- the man he had driven away- who was looking back at him with equal puzzlement.

    "Benny?"

    "Hey there, Cher."

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    Story of Dean, he was born as omega in a world that sees them mostly as walking wombs, he was born to an alpha dad that had hate for omegas but mostly not stable emotionally using alcohol as cure while neglecting Dean and Sam. All his life he hid him being omega until he couldn't anymore but Bobby was there, he learned to accept who he is and true love it is.

    Dean's life was not easy but he got his brother Sam Bobby who like his dad and new friends he found in the new life he built away from the toxic environment of his dad and hunter life.

    Dean journey where he realize people love him, the world not always bad and horrible and he never be like his dad John

    Update: hopefully I'll publish two chapters this weekend.

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    Somethings are more difficult for Jack than he would like to believe such as going to a concert to see his favorite band with Dean and Castiel. However, will he be able to enjoy himself even when things become difficult? Or will his and Dean’s relationship reach a boiling point that not even they think they can get past?

    Or

    Autistic Jack wants to go to a Kansas concert with Dean and Castiel, but sensory overload gets in the way

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    Castiel Shurley, pen name Castiel Novak, was once a confessional poetry wunderkind. Now, though, he’s 34 and hasn’t published a new collection in almost seven years. He can bemoan the vagaries of writer’s block and the challenges of parenting a teenage son while teaching full-time all he wants, but excuses aren’t going to impress his agent, his publisher, or his tenure committee. He’s in serious danger of becoming a washed-up literary fluke before even seeing middle age.

    At the end of his rope, Castiel repairs to his sister Anna’s vacation home on Lake Pend Oreille, hoping a change of scenery will ungum his creative works. On one of their first trips into town, Jack strikes up a conversation in the parking lot of the local grocery store with the most beautiful man Castiel has ever seen, and that’s when Castiel feels it: his muse coming back after a half-decade of dormancy.

    No matter what, he has to see this man again somehow. Too bad he has no idea who he is.

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    au verse.

    when john winchester leaves 18 year old dean and almost 14 year old sam on the side of the road, with the promise that their uncle, mary's older brother luke would look after them - the boys never pictured finding their roots and happiness in the small town of Stars Hollow. sure, the town was weird, and the people even weirder, but it was more of a home than the winchester boys had ever had. so really, what's the harm with learning to love it?

    written in lowercase on h.e.'s chapters.

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    After defeating Chuck and rescuing Cas from the Empty, Dean swears he's done with hunting for good. But when he finds it hard to confront certain past events, he decides one more case might be exactly what he needs to get his mind off things.

    So how is it he ended up in a wacky little town in Canada, forced to confront everything he's been trying to avoid?

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    After getting back from Hell, Dean quickly becomes aware of just how many secrets his friend Lou Smith has been keeping from him. Everything should be easier now that he's not on a "dead"line, but somehow everything's gotten harder.

    Part 2 of the Honey Trilogy, follow up to Honey and Hell Hounds.

    Several side stories included in the series!

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    Dean's past haunts him. Castiel wants to take the pain away.

    “That’s what a relationship, what love is, right? Sharing the deepest, darkest parts of yourself and hoping the other person brought a flashlight.”

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    You have been tasked with leading the extraction of Michael’s Sword from Hell’s Inner Circle. The Elder speaks. Castiel trembles, unworthy of standing here. You are to use any means necessary. Any deception, any entrapment, to bring The Sword back to the Earthly Plane.

    And it goes downhill from there.

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    “Mr. Winchester? This is Dr. Cain Milton, calling regarding your results.” Dean clams up- hadn’t he said the receptionist specifically would call? It's suspicious that he would get a call from the doctor himself.

    “Hi Doc. I’m guessing it’s bad news?” He tries to keep his tone light, but it just sounds strained.

    “I think it’s best if you come down to the office for us to discuss in person.” Dean is full-on sweating now, but he agrees.

    “It’s cancer.” He thinks. “He’s going to tell me I’m dying of a rare cancer, that only affects single, male Betas named Dean.”

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    Как и полагается прожжённому механику, вдруг ставшему студентом-новичком, Дин постоянно находится в трёх секундах от того, чтобы свихнуться от стресса. И то, что он на четвёртом десятке, наконец, открыл для себя свою сексуальность - никак не помогает.

    Что помогает, так это короткий телефонный номер (и длинный счёт за него). Если он не может понять, как быть бисексуалом в реальной жизни, по крайней мере, можно попробовать выяснить это в телефонном разговоре, так ведь?

    Возможно, это плохая идея, но Дин правда не может отказать себе в этом.

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    This is the extended version of my previous story: some people are crazy.

    Dean's at his most vulnerable when he meets a man named Liam at a bar. Things do not go well. Because that's the Winchester luck.

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    Castiel doesn’t know where the runaway in Dean has gone, but he’s not sure that man exists anymore. The omega in his backseat has been badly broken. He hasn’t said a word to Castiel; hasn’t protested aside from flinching, hasn’t even pleaded to be spared. He’s just… empty. Tired. Castiel can smell layers of fear, sour and old on the omega’s skin, an emotion so often felt that it’s now a permanent stain on his scent. He can only begin to imagine what Dean has been through to put him in this state of apathy.
     
     
    At sixteen years old, Dean Winchester signed away his life in order to protect what he loves most. He's spent the last eleven years as the property of various alphas, each crueler than the last. Purchased by a new master that promises him nothing but safety, his life is about to dramatically change - and with any luck, it will be for the better.

    Updates frequently!

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    Dean takes a breath to finally say it, but suddenly he feels stupid. He is just about to say ‘forget it’ when the song starts playing.

    “At last, my love has come along
    My lonely days are over…”

    “Oh, hell no.” Dean runs his hands down his face.

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    With Dean sick after a grueling hunt, all Sam wants to do is help him rest to fight it off. Unfortunately, the racket from next door has other ideas. Can Sam coax his big brother to sleep when he’s out of his mind with fever? Or will Sam have to resort to ‘Dean logic’ to remind him to be in there her and now?

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    A/U. In a dystopian world where angels rule over earth and humans try to stay out of their way, Dean falls on hard times when he finds out his brother is dying. But Sam is the only family he has left at this point and there’s no way Dean can live without his brother. He knows it’s a long shot and probably a death wish (according to Bobby) but he’s got no other choice. He turns to the angels and prays and hopes that one of the “nicer” ones will take pity on one lowly human…dark destiel (eventually a happy ending).

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    Sam wins. Although the price may be steep, he will do anything to keep Dean safe, even if that means keeping his brother locked up. All Dean wants is to wrench Sam back from the irrevocable darkness threatening to obliterate his soul.

    Or the one in which Sam is the sole survivor in When Hell Breaks Loose (S2E21) and becomes the Boy King of Hell, hence inciting the apocalypse.

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