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    Dean became Sam’s guardian at the age of 18 when their parents died in a car crash. Feeling responsible for his brother becoming an orphan, Dean works two jobs to save for college and he frequents the local gay bar for the occasional one-night stand, feeling as though he doesn’t deserve a relationship. When he hooks up with and then ghosts Castiel, not feeling worthy of him and needing to be there for his brother, he has no idea that he would end up running into Castiel at Sam’s parent-teacher conference. That’s what happens though when you unknowingly hook up with your brother’s English teacher.

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    Dean is a struggling EMT with a younger brother in college, a recovering alcoholic father, and a best friend who he’s secretly in love with.

    With family problems that would make a social worker cringe, Dean is no stranger to his fair share of breakdowns. One night, Dean drinks himself into unconsciousness after having a fight with his father. He wakes up in the care of his best friend, Castiel, who also happens to be a doctor.

    Somehow he ends up at Castiel’s house under his medical watch and stumbles upon something that could completely change the dynamic of their friendship forever.

    Or, Cas introduces Dean to the world of BDSM by starting a platonic D/s relationship. Oh, and eventually they learn to use their words.

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    Despite what John told his sons, despite what he wanted to believe... his marriage was not perfect. Both sides were less than loyal.
    When one of Mary's one night stands is different than the rest, when she kills him for it, births his son and passes it off as her husband's to the eyes of the world— Dean grows up a little different.

    Or

    Shifter!Dean. That's it.

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    Dean has a knee injury from being reckless during a hunt. Castiel insist on healing it with his grace. Fluff ensues.

    Or…

    Dean gets hurt. Castiel helps. Dean regresses. Castiel’s daddy mode is switched on immediately.

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    Lucifer resurrected John, but not without doing damage first.

    It’s 2005 when Dean gets the call.

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    Dean Winchester has a father, a brother, and a 67 Chevy Impala he calls Baby.

    That's it, that's all he's got.

    So it doesn't make sense for them to want this promise of him that he couldn't break if he wanted to, if only for the words already being sewn too deeply into the fabric of his bleeding soul for him to even think of walking away, but he makes his vow anyway.

    Once, twice, and then...well...

    At least, if all else goes....he'll always have those promises.

    His own...no one else's.

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    Dean is the reluctant sex toy of his father and little brother… and any other alpha who wants a taste.

    Omega holes are public property, so young omega Dean gets used by everyone, everywhere, all the time.

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    When Logan catches wind of a human trafficking ring that got a hold of transgenics, Alec and Max go on a rushed extraction mission. What they find is a bunch of cages, no barcodes, and a child messed up beyond recognition. He has Alec’s eyes.

    The operation had been going on for years—taking people that wouldn’t be missed, turning them, training them, and selling them to the highest bidder. Whether hunters, monsters, or governments. And a quiet seven-year-old boy with bright green eyes, alone outside a seedy motel? That was too good to pass up.

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    Dean is right, of course.

    Castiel Novak doesn’t ever visit.

    He doesn’t come back.

    And sure, he was just some kid that used to babysit his kid, but Dean can’t help but feel as though something went missing and never came back the day Cas left.

    It doesn’t matter anyway, Dean was never more than a faux older brother to the younger man, maybe even a father figure, he shudders a little at that thought, but sometimes… sometimes he still thinks about the look on Cas’s face when he called Dean the ‘embodiment of love’ and inside, he burns.
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    The one where Dean is utterly convinced that love isn't for him and Castiel is dead set on proving him wrong.

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    A/U. Dark destiel. Castiel loves being a dom. He loves the control he has over other subs. He’s regarded as one of the best doms in the club, highly in demand at Hell Fire. Then he meets a guy named Dean by chance at the local Starbucks. And suddenly Cas wants nothing more than to have Dean any which way he can and he gets what he wants.

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    Expanded scene from Season 1, Episode 12, "Faith." Dean finds out that an innocent man has died so he can live. “Sam, you should’ve just let it be. I’m not-“ Dean starts again, bitterness on his tongue, in his tone, choking his throat. “Not what?” Sam challenges. Even as he stands to his full height, the look in his eyes screams scared kid all over again. “Not worth it? Don’t you dare. Don’t you dare, Dean.”

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    It's his first solo hunt and Dean has drawn the short end of the stick. He finds himself on the ground with the creature's claws stabbed deep into his chest and his blood pooling around him. Just when he thinks its over, a mysterious stranger appears from nowhere and heals his wounds. His life is saved, but he can't let this stranger go.

    All he knows is that the guy knows him by name and that they'll be seeing each other again soon.

    What he doesn't know is that this angel has been watching him for a while.

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    Dean thought he had found the love of his life when he met Michael. The alpha was handsome, strong and spoiled Dean with anything he could ever want. Dean thought they had a good life and he loved his mate. When Dean lost a pup after failing to produce an alpha, his mate decided that it was time to move on. Without the security of an alpha, and two small pups to care for, Dean was left with few choices to be able to survive. With Sam’s help, he uses an app to help him find a mate looking for an omega to help with his own pup. When he met Cas, he hoped that he could find a safe home for himself and his pups. What he found was so much more.

    WARNING: This fic reads through a miscarriage that happens to Dean at the beginning and how it results in the end of his marriage. Dean deals with the aftermath of his grief, fear and worry about more pups throughout the fic. If this subject is triggering to you, I would suggest that you read with extreme caution or forgo this one altogether. There will be no other miscarriages through the fic.

    Note: I put the non con tag in for a scene between Dean/Michael. It’s not graphic and is slight, but the alpha does use the omega’s heat to force him into pregnancy.

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    Rather than being born with it, when you find your soulmate, usually after sleeping with them, matching soulmate marks appear. Sometimes it’s sudden, almost instant. Sometimes, it takes weeks and weeks.

    Omega Dean and Alpha Castiel meet in a small town bar. They’re both looking to blow off some steam. It’s pretty low risk. Omegas only get pregnant with their soulmate. They exchange names, but each of them gives the other a fake name.

    Dean has a wonderful night with Castiel, but knows he can never have a life with the handsome Alpha. What quality Alpha would want a worthless Omega drifter like him? He slinks off without a word while Castiel is asleep, not leaving any clue that “Sam Harrison” didn’t really exist.

    Castiel, for his part, hadn’t been expecting anything but a night of pleasure. He’s been licking his wounded heart for years after a terrible divorce. By the time the soulmate mark appears, weeks and weeks later, he realized he should never have told the beautiful Omega that his name was Jimmy Novak, not Castiel Shurley. To make matters worse, he’s moving to a new job across country in a few weeks.

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    Dean was born and raised in District 12. He spent his days illegally hunting under Bobby's, a Hunger Games Victor, watchful eye, taking care of Sammy, and helping Ellen down at the Roadhouse. At 18, this is the last time he will have to enter the reaping before he is condemned to a life of working in the mines. With it being a Quarter Quell this year and twice the number of tributes reaped, Dean's chances are feeling worse than usual. But when his worst nightmare happens and Sammy's name is called, Dean does what he always does: protects his brother.

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    Dean thinks he's ruined Cas.

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    Dean has worked tirelessly to bring Castiel back from the Empty, but once he finally manages, he just avoids Cas. Dean is determined to give Cas a shot at a happy life, but in order to do that, maybe he has to step back?

    But having Cas around all the time stirs some thoughts and a lot of panic.

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    This time, Dean didn't bother with a greeting. Once his eyes were open and his limbs were upright, he ignored the tightness in his chest to ask, "That dickbag Uriel know you're here?"

    Castiel didn't say a word as Dean got out of bed and threw on his jacket. He just hovered like he always did, perched and waiting, and Dean made a face at him as he fixed his collar and went to fetch his boots by the door.

    "No, and I would suggest you keep this between us," Cas said carefully.

    Dean laughed. "Yeah, I bet you do."

    Or, when Castiel raises Dean from Hell, his handprint bestows them with an accidental bond, and what starts as a decision to help Dean through his Hell nightmares, becomes an attachment neither of them is willing to break.

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    « Dean ne méritait pas de subir un tel sort. Il avait accepté les coups et enduré le traitement de silence sans rechigner parce qu’une partie de lui se sentait véritablement coupable du départ de Sam pour l’université. Mais ce qui s’était ensuivi…Aucun être vivant ne méritait de connaître une fin pareille. »
    La vie de Dean est bouleversée après que son petit frère soit parti sans se retourner, le laissant seul avec leur père abusif et violent. Incapable de supporter le départ de son cadet, John Winchester se déchaîne sur le fils qu'il lui reste et va jusqu'à commettre l'impardonnable. Réduit à l'impuissance totale et persuadé que personne ne parviendra à le trouver à temps, Dean n'a plus qu'à attendre son heure. Il est surpris de se réveiller à l'hôpital quelques jours plus tard, Bobby à son chevet. Et le vieil homme semble vraiment sérieux lorsqu'il lui avoue qu'il doit sa vie à un ange prénommé Castiel.
    S'ensuit un long processus de guérison à travers lequel le jeune Winchester devra trouver un nouveau sens à son existence tout en apprenant à vivre avec son plus récent trauma, mais il peut toujours compter sur Bobby et Castiel pour lui rappeler qu'il est aimé et qu'il a de la valeur.

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