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    SECOND VOLUME
    if you're new, don't start here! check my profile for the completed volume I before reading :)

    After Dean becomes a demon, Nate struggles to repair their relationship. Witchcraft, Rowena and a whole lot of difficult decisions follow the boys through Dean's battle with the Mark of Cain.

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    It takes two months, three weeks and six days before Reid can’t bear not knowing anymore.  Ever since Sam disappeared on them, Reid has been looking for where they may be in every spare moment he has.  But he found something that he just couldn’t ignore.  A sequence of drained bodies appearing periodically outside a small town south in Maine.  After some digging, Reid finds that the bodies have dropped from far north in Maine from as far back as 4 months ago, with them constantly going southward.

    Or, Spencer goes way too far to get closure on his fling with Sam Winchester. Because it was just a fling, right? It's not like they're meant to be, right?

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    "The lines in Dean’s life had begun to blur, his world was no longer split into a simple black versus white; good versus evil. Shades of gray coated his life and distorted his thoughts. Everything now was a poisoned chalice that only left his body weakened and confused. In his short time in Purgatory Dean had never felt more authentically himself. At first, it was an alarming feeling, almost animalistic but now it was the only “real” thing he knew in his life."

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    Purgatory is pure and while Dean is trapped in Purgatory he has come to more than one realization.

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    It's not the fire that scares him. Not really. It's not even the darkness beyond the clearing, the way even the trees get swallowed up.

    It's the light.

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    Dean didn’t have a lot of peace in his life, and he liked the solace that ASMR videos provided him. A way to feel good for a little while. His favorite ASMRtist was BeeRelaxed, a guy with a deep but soothing voice, and a penchant for incorporating bee-related objects into his videos. It was strangely endearing.

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    Castiel has a choice: stay in Heaven, or live on Earth. He chooses Heaven, changing it for Dean and all the human souls. He doesn't visit Dean. Except in his dreams.

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    In an attempt to block the effects of the Mark of Cain, Balthazar and Castiel take Dean to an alternate universe...where Lucifer is actually a pretty nice guy.

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    cuándo John winchester arruinó a Dean winchester y su gusto por las pecas, Castiel se encarga de arreglar eso, mientras se conocen, se enamoran, viven y están juntos.

    [ headcanon * fanfic originalmente publicado al español en Wattpad por el usuario: tthe-archeer. o sea yo misma lol, link en notas. ]

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    Blood Sugar Sex Magik ©

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    Cas gets hurt on a hunt and Dean takes care of him.

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    After Cas makes a display of kissing Meg, Dean thinks that their night of passion means nothing to Cas, that Cas isn't his completely and fully. Cas doesn't think that Dean really wants him, and that that night was nothing more than a one night stand. Cas feels Dean's grief through their bond, and must reassure Dean that nobody could ever compare.

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    “Tell me-“ he croaks. “Tell me what you were just going to say.”
    Dean feels cold all over, “Dad’s been on a hunting trip-“
    “Oh fuck.” Sam cuts in before Dean can finish: “-and he hasn’t been home in a few days.”


    Set post a version of the finale where no one dies and no one goes to superhell.

    The last thing Dean remembers before waking up the hospital is driving to Stanford to pick up his little brother. Now he's middle aged, his best friend is a literal biblical angel, and he can see things he definitely couldn't see before.

    One week earlier, Team Free Will goes UFO hunting.

    Sam gets a bad feeling, Castiel turns into a monster, Dean spills his guts.

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    After the Winchesters saved the world... again, everything goes back to normal. Well, almost everything.

    Dean mostly stays in his room, avoiding the basement like the plague. He won’t talk about that night with anyone. Nobody dares to ask about it. John has no idea who “the angel” is but he won’t ask about him again after the last time Castiel got brought up.

    Everyone moves on. Jack adapts to his role as God and fixes Heaven. The brothers work on having a relationship with their parents. Sam and Eileen create and grow Hunter Corp.

    And Dean? Dean just wants his best friend back.

    And when he gets him back... things are more complicated than they seem.

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    “It was witches Bobby. We’re…” Sam glances at the handsome stranger with a touch of humor in his eyes, “We’re pretty sure. Dean had a run-in with a small coven the night before. Apparently some…jokes were made about Dean and his car-” 

    “Hey they didn’t know what the hell they were talking about!” Dean interjects in a way that sounds a little rehearsed. 

    “And the next morning.” Sam continues as if he hadn’t been interrupted. “We found him, passed out in the exact spot where we’d parked the Impala.” 

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    AKA The same old story- the Impala comes to life, wreaking havoc on Dean's 'cool guy' persona, and kicking up more than a bit of fuss over a certain Angel.

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    When a hunt goes bad, John Winchester dumps a 22-year-old Dean at the doors of an ER in St. Clair, MI before continuing on the hunt for the monster who nearly killed Dean.

    After Dean fights through an infection and an empty visitor's chair, a kind ICU nurse finds Dean's secret sketchbook. Based on the drawings she finds inside, she tries to convince Dean that his father may not have his best interests at heart, and Dean struggles to stick to his usual excuses.

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    Dean first hears the word ‘gay’ when he is wrestling on the grass at school with another guy. When he asks his pretty drunk father about it, he mutters something about fairies and fags.

    Or, five times Dean was ashamed, and one time he realised he didn’t have to be.

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    Sam and Dean are staying at Bobby’s house post-Sam getting his soul back when they catch a case. They’re not sure what it is but it’s got their brand of weird all over it.
    They find a man in a booth making deals with people. They complete a task, sometimes horrific, sometimes mundane, and in return they get whatever they want.
    With the case leading nowhere, Sam and Dean decide the only way they’re going to figure out what they’re hunting is by making a deal themselves. Naturally, and in true Winchester fashion, neither of them tell the other, forcing them to confront what they want in life, what they really want, alone and in secret.

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    An examination of Dean and his queerness through his self-expression and how he’s perceived.

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    Trans man and witch, Nathan Masters' family is brutally butchered by an angry hunter. Seeking revenge, he hunts down the hunter and makes a case for himself in the supernatural world. Sam and Dean Winchester follow his trail, and end up helping him get his revenge. Dean ends up more attached than he expected, and after pining, slow burn and a lot of anger fuelled sex, tragic pain and angst, love blossoms

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    Dean discovers that gay marriage had been legalized after a long day of hunting.

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